you cant tell me you were there
i know that you never cared
its getting hard to pretend
that you n me are still friends
its getting hard to pretend
its getting hard to pretend

and i can't help but think out loud
you hurt me let me down
i can't believe you now
it dont 
make any sense the way that you are
i think you took it took far
we're only born with 1 heart
and you broke it to pieces
i can't believe you now
had to rebuild the pieces
and then you took it down
loving you was the reason
that i can't smile now
i think i hate you now 
sorry i think out loud

pretend (ev333 + death)

1 + @62v
2, 3, 6, 7 solo
4 + @azami37
5 + @neflance
8 + @rxvg
9 + @prodmelik
10, 12 + @12p
11, 13 + @jyn31

Connection Pack + tatsukigo azami flance ravage melik ichi jyn31 +

guilty pleasure ft mae: prod fozo + negative.creeper

1/ @primelustt
2/ @escapefromyourself
3/ @endofthelifeline
5/ @m0ru

SEPT 2024 (suzuu, lustty, moru, lifeline)

every day is a struggle suzu

#positive & cxldheart - 2much (prod. negative.creeper)
featuring: @icedmysoul
prod: @negativecreeper

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finally......i did something/
ty 4 listening have a nice day
lyrics 
me:
will i kill the void or will it kill me first
i can not avoid you maybe that's a curse
why am i still breathing i just hate this earth
i just took 2 much now everything is in reverse
lend me your hand 
or i will drown
i am suffocating i am too stressed out
lost my heart 
in your arms
i am suffocating i am 2 stressed out

cxldheart:
talk to me
make me stress out 
im not stopping working till i see the sun
wanna disappear i cant have any fun 
ive been trying hard but i cant find no love
cuz
im doin 2much yeah ive been falling 
yeah im doin 2much yeah ive been crawling 
yeah im doin 2much yeah ive been hurting 
yeah im doin 2much yeah ive been learning

me:
will i kill the void or will it kill me first
i can not avoid you maybe that's a curse
why am i still breathing i just hate this earth
i just took 2 much now everything is in reverse
lend me your hand 
or i will drown
i am suffocating i am too stressed out

cxldheart: 
im doin 2much yeah ive been falling 
yeah im doin 2much yeah ive been crawling 
yeah im doin 2much yeah ive been hurting 
yeah im doin 2much yeah ive been learning

#positive & icedmysoul - 2much (prod. negative.creeper)

@shevelyoka @cl6udly @shevelyoka @cl6udly

@ukug
i used to dream about being someone
look at me now i js amounted to nothing
time to man up, its about that time i put my pain into something
finally accepted that i need some help
if it wasnt for my bros id cut viens in half
unemployed as fuck but i still got some clientele
was screaming out my lungs n they just couldnt tell
couldnt see that they were reaching out
couldnt put my pride aside to accept it then
fuck fuck
in my hands is a loaded gun
i could blow my brains right out if this shit dont work out
why they say that they love me? like u dont even kno me
fake luv
only time i cry is when i touch the mic recording
i guess i see it now
used to record everyday to the point where i got so burnt out
got bullied to the point that i would cut myself
like fuck em now
cuz im so damn up, if only my dad could see me now
i just need some grace
need someone by my side to tell me shit gon be okay
its too damn hard to keep living this way
its too damn hard to keep pushing the weight

grace +ева шевелёка prod cl6udly

me:
i cant take it anymore 
im exhausted 
sick of crying on the floor 
got no options 
would u believe one more time 
i guess im running outta luck

can u hear my heart beating from another planet?
my soul is cold inside 
dont think that u can get in
i might just close my eyes 
so i wont ever see it
i still love u
but u just wont believe it

@hashtagpositive
these grey days are endless 
can't do nothing to protect my soul
so helpless
i've tried to run away
but nothing helps
i've tried countless times
but it never worked out
i've tried countless times
but it never worked out
i've tried countless times
but it never worked out

SEPT 2024 (suzuu, lustty, moru, lifeline)

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