A collection of amateur recordings of tracks written in 2017 and recorded in late 2017. These were made with nothing but a phone recorder, keyboard, guitar and a single drum. I said that I would one day release them, but found that through the past 4 years, they represent something that I do not share. I  was going to let them stay hidden. But instead I have decided to release them as recorded, with virtually no editing or fine tuning. Think of it like a time capsule. 

It is also important to mention, that this album includes themes of people's experiences. Including abandonment, domestic abuses, drug addiction, sexual assault and suicide.

Things Have Changed

As I Was Saying

River Soldier

Don't Think I Won't

Chance

All Things Considered

End Of The Year

So in late 2021, just after releasing the EP I started working on a full album that was centered around personality disorders and the process of working through trauma, titled "Do You Really Want To Die". Safe to say it was incredibly intense, there was about 8 demos recorded, with this track being the furthest along the process. As I don't intend to revisit the album, I find myself appreciating this song as the "lightest" of the songs, it's easiest one to listen to for myself. So here's the last song on the tracklist.

I'm Afraid Of Leaving (Raw version)

Sub Conscious

Tension Headaches

God Why Won't You Stop

First song. Using sampled recordings of rainfall, a friends insight & a keyboard.

Animal Cage Robbery

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