Seasons feat. Cypression (+thislandis & taurs)

prod by: @waytoolost

IG: www.instagram.com/animalgraves
Twitter: www.twitter.com/animalgraves

LYRICS:

let it go let it go;
all the shit that you say is getting old;
but i'd fight for you if you fight for me too;
get inside your view;
maybe you could just want me too;
you always told me i was moving too fast;
and now i'm struggling, i can't leave you in the past; 
maybe i'll relapse;
you're my heart attack;
if i take all these drugs i'm never coming back;

(never coming back yeah i know it's sad)

never had the chance to see this to the end;
could you believe in me when you dream of me;
feel like the disease, no more remedies;
there's no way i could let you go;
when the sun shines down yeah my heart still cold;
but you left me there, so unaware;
yeah i know it's not fair, but no one compares;

let it go let it go;
all the shit that you say is getting old;
but i'd fight for you if you fight for me too;
get inside your view;
maybe you could just want me too;
you always told me i was moving too fast;
and now i'm struggling, i can't leave you in the past; 
maybe i'll relapse;
you're my heart attack;
if i take all these drugs i'm never coming back;

relapse

Lyrics:

i know you lie to my face, but you’re so damn hard to replace;
& sleeping next to you at night just doesn’t feel the same;
& i don’t know if i’m gonna die in the next year;
losing all hope, never see a day where i’m not in tears;
tell me that you’re coming home;
cause i found my way inside this rope;
years i waste just getting old;
& my heart just feels so cold;

leave me in the night don’t even try to say goodbye;
it just hurts to cry, not that you ever even tried;
they could try to hold me back, but i’m not gonna stop this;
said that i would never give in;
tearing out my hair so i can feel a sense of purpose;
this is not the way i wanna live;

feel so far away;
i can’t think straight without you;
i’ve been erased from your memories;
it’s time to turn the page;

*******
Thank you to all who have supported me throughout this journey.
ag.

turn the page

Saw you for the last time;
8am on my mind;
Tell me why I shouldn’t pretend;
Baby you’re the fake one;
Never took the blame but;
Always managed how to escape it;

Chillin in the back room;
Cigarettes & tattoos;
How did we end up this way?;
Remember the things you would say;
And how you would beg me to stay;

Time I took a drive to your house;
But I can’t even see straight on the freeway;
I think I’m gonna be late;
Fucked up on the first date;

I’ll break myself apart for you;
When I am weak, I’ll let you through;
You make it so damn hard to breathe;
Still living with these memories;

When everyday’s a bad dream;
You don’t wanna see me;
If you see me now, maybe you’ll just want to kill me;
You never were so friendly;

All the times you told me that I’d never understand;
What’s the point in listening when you just make demands;
I’m over it;
I hope you get over it;

i hope you get over it(prod. discent)

I know I’m never okay;
Living like I’m okay;
Seeing what you’re up to;
Even though it’s not you;
Looking for a reason;
Dying in this season;
Broke my heart in pieces;
Now I can’t stop bleeding;

Never used to hate me;
Did you even love me;
Know that I was wrong;
But you always want to fight me;
Passing by your house;
Maybe someway I could see you;
Saw him on your timeline;
Now I know that we’re through;

Even when it’s nighttime;
I know that you’re not mine;
You would just forget me;
Messing with my feelings;
Living with these demons;
Always suffocating;
Thinking of the times you would always suffocate me;

Wash myself with gasoline;
Sticking to my tendencies;
Always drink myself to sleep;
I won’t wake up I’ll die in my sleep;

I hope right then & there that you’ll miss me;
Would you ever realize that we killed me;
See my name on my grave;
It doesn’t say babe;
Choking on your thoughts now;
Wishing I was around;
You always let me down;

“You know the saying where the people who act the happiest are truly miserable inside? Maybe that’s me. I know I’m never okay but I live like I am. Like is anyone actually happy 100% of the time? I’d be surprised. But the thought brings company though & I don’t feel so alone.”

living okay (let me down)(prod. discent)

Remember in the past year;
I stayed clear;
Thinking bout the last time;
I came near;
To killing what was in me;
With no fear;
Bleeding from the inside;
But no tears;

And I was sleeping on the floor then;
Drugged up with the lights dim;
Never did much dreaming;
But I always hear you screamin’;

The rain against my face;
I knew it was;
Only for today;
I’d feel alive;
Needles in your veins;
But you would say;
That you love the pain;

When we don’t want to go through this again;
We cover up & always try to play pretend;
And all your friends are saying that you’ll get through this;
But they don’t even understand the life you live;

I know you try to get in my head, yeah

Remember you would say I would get through this;
But I was lost & the love never ever came back to me;
This voice in my head is telling me what to think again;
I just want it to end;
Could we ever be happy again;

They say my soul is empty, but it’s heavy;
Weekends feeling like a deadbeat this is crazy;
See you peeking out your window;
Drugs in your nose;
But I know you can’t just let go;
It’s your show;
Read through letters of the past you;
We had no clue;
This would end up in a bad way;
On a Sunday;
Getting numb with all your best friends;
Like there’s no end;
But you’re all so fucking hopeless;
It doesn’t have to be that way;

They’re begging you to stay;
So don’t take your life away;

past year(prod. MORS)

Found out that they killed you;
And I don’t  even know how I’m gonna get through;
My bed is unkept;
I feel helpless;
And restless;
My dreams are a message;
Yeah;

Passing by your old house;
On the other side of town;
Thought I saw your ghost there;
Take me with you everywhere;
Cuz I don’t want to live like this;

Counting missed calls on the phone;
How many times that I left you alone;
How do you turn back time?;
Missing the look in your eyes;
I don’t want to take the chance;
Leaving this place at last;
Heartache is huge I can’t;
Never gonna face these facts;

Found out that they killed you;
And I don’t  even know how I’m gonna get through;
My bed is unkept;
I feel helpless;
And restless;
My dreams are a message;
Yeah;

Taking all the time;
Reading things you left behind;
“I know that I’m dead, but you’ll always still be mine”;
“I know that you miss me;
Don’t you dare forget me;
Sing the song you wrote me;
Carve my name where you bleed;

Yeah;
Would you carve my name where you bleed;

Found out that they killed you;
And I don’t  even know how I’m gonna get through;
My bed is unkept;
I feel helpless;
And restless;
My dreams are a message;
Yeah;

Passing by your old house;
On the other side of town;
Thought I saw your ghost there;
Take me with you everywhere;
Cuz I don’t want to live like this;

Take me with you everywhere;
I’ll be there;
Fingers through your hair;
Show your love to me on your stairs;
You know I don’t care;
I’ll keep you in prayer;

killed you(prod. discent)

you make me believe you(prod. nxcturnal)

weather(prod. jeansy)

cast spells (prod. discent)

artwork by : 
@mind.in.chains (IG)
https://www.facebook.com/louiexedge


heart so cold inside, 
i'm blacking out tonight
pictures on my bedside
incisions in my eyes.

heart so cold (heart cold), i don't really want to know you.
blacked out last night on your front porch.
so tell me why i always come back to you, so tell me why i always come back to you.

time again, never had a clue tell me what i'm supposed to do here.
lost in this life of pretend.
(room so full, but feeling vacant at the same time, close my eyes, but still see your face it's haunting my mind, yeah)
would you wake me when it's over cuz i never want to live through this again.

heart so cold (heart cold), i don't really want to know you.
blacked out last night on your front porch.
so tell me why i always come back to you, so tell me why i always come back to you.
so you can crush my dreams cuz you never believe in me,
my self esteem is so low its's so hard to see,
you were never on my mind, yeah.

tell me that it's fine
you were never on my mind
cross my heart & hope to die
pain just loves to live inside

cold (prod. nickisgonenow)

ice cold, tongue tied, staring at your green eyes;
never find the words just to tell you what is inside;
inside of me, the wounds they run so deep;
blank stares, white lies, every day is good bye;
wake up feeling dead yeah i can see it in my own eyes;

i know that i'm messed up so baby don't hate me;
all this back & forth yeah it's driving me crazy;
been staying up lately, in blue;
when every day the memories show up, it never made sense;
i just ran all out of luck with you;

ice cold, tongue tied, staring at your green eyes;
never find the words just to tell you what is inside;
inside of me, the wounds they run so deep;
blank stares, white lies, every day is good bye;
wake up feeling dead yeah i can see it in my own eyes;
would you tell me i'm mistaken for a love that just went wrong;
i don't want to fake this; will you tell me to come home;
screaming for nothing cuz the memories ate what was left of me;
it's not the same;

past life spoken so dark like a demon;
crash a car twice just to see if you need me;
tongue so tied like yesterday, one last breath i'll ever take;
tongue so tied that rainy day, storms could wash my life away;

ice cold, tongue tied, staring at your green eyes;
never find the words just to tell you what is inside;
inside of me, the wounds they run so deep;
blank stares, white lies, every day is good bye;
wake up feeling dead yeah i can see it in my own eyes;

tongue tied(prod. lil thorn)

mixed by: Kanashi (@kanashisadface)
prod by: jolst (@jolst)

(animalgraves)
i don't wanna be alive. i just fuck up all the time, yeah (x2)
i don't wanna be alive, i just fuck up all the time.
can't read between your lines, cant tell all my wrongs from rights.
i know that deep inside i fucked this up for the last time, this is good bye.
or i could medicate myself the way i did just like the last time.
got so close to death, but i just cheated it again why?
why do i try to get through this.
stuck inside my head can you save me i'm stupid

(svnam)
i told you love that this would be the last time.
scars all up my wrist i'm sorry i lied.
liquor in my bloodstream, blood stains in the bathroom.
trapped up in my head i'm sorry that i let this beat me.
i'm no good at saying goodbyes, when it comes to looking in those blue eyes.
please tell me that i'll be okay, can we get past this and start all over in a new day.

(animalgraves)
i don't wanna be alive, i just fuck up all the time.
can't read between your lines, cant tell all my wrongs from rights.
i know that deep inside i fucked this up for the last time, this is good bye.
or i could medicate myself the way i did just like the last time.
got so close to death, but i just cheated it again why?
why do i try to get through this.
stuck inside my head can you save me i'm stupid

i'm stupid, confusing, yeah there's no turning back you abuse me.
we could end this for good with my head through the roof now, yeah

my head is through the roof & i cant find any proof that i'm trying to get much better.
but you kept my sweater, that was last December, but would you remember.
how could i forget her?

i don't wanna be alive, i just fuck up all the time.
can't read between your lines, cant tell all my wrongs from rights.
i know that deep inside i fucked this up for the last time, this is good bye.

goodbye w/svnam (prod. jolst)

snowflake w/ procaine </3 (prod. wstdyth)

produced by jolst & irby 
artwork by Echo from the Void

poison w/ QUINSEA (prod. jolst x irby)

•prod by (roko tensei)•
•mixed/mastered by (hazenova)•

gone away, baby tell me that i’m not okay, please don’t lie to me.
chemicals taking shape in my veins cuz imma fade away, take my place in this outer space.
call it off, red lips on my neck i don’t even want to take you home.
you could tell me i’m nothin, i know that i’m somethin.

if only i could just cut back on those mistakes that i made when i was with you.
i spend so much time, thinking in my head, i don’t know how to define.
am i living on rewind?
blood stains on the floor am i running out of time?
could you leave your friends behind?
faking all the time, you don’t even try.
yeah i know you never try, pain in my head i don’t even say goodbye.
call my mom when i die, yeah i know this game, i’m just on the sidelines.


gone away, baby tell me that i’m not okay, please don’t lie to me.
chemicals taking shape in my veins cuz imma fade away, take my place in this outer space.
call it off, red lips on my neck i don’t even want to take you home.
you could tell me i’m nothin, i know that i’m somethin.

in these dark days we live through our memories, can’t find the energy to do this on my own. 
but the way to your heart.
yeah babygirl that’s why we fell apart.
so cut all the shit, i don’t wanna do it like this, i don’t wanna fight this feeling and will i make it to the end?
some days i simply need a friend.
it’s so cold outside, maybe i’m wrong it’s just my insides, yeah. 


gone away, baby tell me that i’m not okay, please don’t lie to me.
chemicals taking shape in my veins cuz imma fade away, take my place in this outer space.
call it off, red lips on my neck i don’t even want to take you home.
you could tell me i’m nothin, i know that i’m somethin.

chemicals (+rokotensei)

guitars: animalgraves

trashed from last night & i still keep myself inside
tell me that lie, that one that sold me out for the last time.
so let go, i don't know where we'll end up,
but tonight, stuck inside with myself again.

and i'm trying to reach the path that was made for me,
but it's hard to do that when you stay in my dreams.

so could you leave me for once tonight
(this is getting so old now)
just say i'm too sad for your life
(this could make it so easy)
cold sweats in the middle of night
(all alone in my head now)
i needed you then, but i'll try this on my own now

and i can't seem to manage all the things in my head & i can't think for myself & i don't want your help
would you leave me alone?
will i find my way back home?

i'll try this on my own now [animalgraves]

been feeling far away w/ jadedloner (+waytoolost)

featuring: (@ilyaxhes) formerly cr00k of (@burnoutarchive)

produced: (@prod5head)

last time w/ ashes. (p. 5head)

- featuring @quinsea - produced by @waytoolost - artwork by @procaineissad

IG: www.instagram.com/animalgraves
twitter: www.twitter.com/animalgraves
LYRICS:

[ @animalgraves ]
running from this life cause i don't want it right now
i don't want it right now (x2)

running from this life cause i don't want it right now 
still you bring me right down to the ground 
with your foot on my chest
no need to confess what you're doin again
take a hint & leave me here i don't want to deal with the shit
cause i'm always in the background
there's no shame to say i wanna stay away from your games
if you want i'll blow your **** out
you know girl i always try to take away all your pain

[ @quinsea ]
i've been in the sheets like a ghost; no sympathy
for an outdated host, all you do is boast bout how you can do the most and we sick of it.
boiling tempers testify to how your life is just a fucking lie
you were schemin
hope your bleedin'
i think this shit might last longer than a weekend
I FEEL LIKE A GHOST

[ @animalgraves]
just a ghost in your life
i walk through your walls at night
watching your life from the inside
& everyone knows that it's all lies
cause i'm always in the background
there's no shame to say i wanna stay away from your games
if you want i'll blow your **** out
you know girl i always try to take away all your pain
and you know i'm so vacant
when you pull on these strings i just can't take it
but i've been here before
i don't wanna do this anymore
(you'll find me face down washing up ashore)
sleeping with ghosts in my bed
they tell me that i'm better off dead
(i'm better off dead, baby i'm a fucking mess
cause you hit me where it hurts, stay in the past)

"ghost" feat. QUINSEA (prod. waytoolost)

- feat @bloodymouthh - produced by spyd3r & @6houl - artwork by @procaineissad

IG: www.instagram.com/animalgraves
twitter: www.twitter.com/animalgraves

LYRICS

[@animalgraves]
the pain is so critical, but i'm numb to the world because it made me so cynical;
call me out at the function when it's too late to save me now;
blacked out on your front porch where you're used to seeing me down;
i don't know where to go, ain't got time for this;
there's a spark in your eyes where i fall deep within; 
and i don't want to leave you all alone;
i can't even reach you on your phone;
you wanted me, but it's time to believe;

if i turn myself away from you then you'll just pull me back in;
so pull me back in, just another habit once again;
for the best i'm leaving this place, far away;

cause the pain is so critical, but i'm numb to the world because it made me so cynical;
call me out at the function when it's too late to save me now;
blacked out on your front porch where you're used to seeing me down;
i don't know where to go, ain't got time for this;
there's a spark in your eyes where i fall deep within; 
and i don't want to leave you all alone;
i can't even reach you on your phone;
you wanted me, but it's time to believe;

[@bloodymouthh]
i tried calling, i tried screaming;
you didn't hear me, so i ain't leaving;
i came here to set things straight;
baby girl you know you're the perfect date;
you're on my mind, bout all the time;
reminiscing on you, but you were mine;
anymore, what i adore, baby girl open up your door;
i got the Silvia outside and i'm waiting;
baby girl the engines running and it's shakin;
driving so fast on the highway;
clutch , kick, e-brake now we're sideways;
i'm shining, i can't help it;
baby girl come home i'm homesick;
you're the one that i've been waiting for;
come home to me;

[@animalgraves]
cause the pain is so critical, but i'm numb to the world because it made me so cynical;
call me out at the function when it's too late to save me now;
blacked out on your front porch where you're used to seeing me down;
i don't know where to go, ain't got time for this;
there's a spark in your eyes where i fall deep within; 
and i don't want to leave you all alone;
i can't even reach you on your phone;
you wanted me, but it's time to believe;

AnimalGraves

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