im trynna do all my best
in nightmares i see ur face
its getting worse i must say
and now its starting to rain
cant feel shii other than pain
im living to ur dismay
out of order, my hearts strained
fresh bloods leaving me stained x2

fresh bloods leaving me stained
open wound, salt to injury
nvr feelin sorry 
for just being myself
love turns into hate
i dont understand
i dont wanna play these games
needa get away

feels like im last place
good lucks all that i get
off the grid again
from broken promises
turn ur back on me
sth i wont forget
move on and accept
i say at every step

sanitys at stake
no answer to this mess
wanted u to stay
its only causing stress
sanitys at stake
i nvr wanted that
wanted u to stay
no thank u, bid farewell


im trynna do all my best
in nightmares i see ur face
its getting worse i must say
and now its starting to rain
cant feel shii other than pain
im living to ur dismay
out of order, my hearts strained
fresh bloods leaving me stained x2

strained

u dont stand a chance,
clean house coming in
gotta watch ur back,
turn u into mess,
got a steady hand
gotta watch my stats


vultures on my neck,
lots of secrets
but no one is finding them,
in a living hell,
cant trust no one
do i put u to the test?


ik u want me dead,
u wont say it gotta save ur face,
such a lovely smile, gotta play pretend
thats ur fav trait, keep appearances x2


i could nvr go back
i could nvr go back
outsider mark on me,
guess im fine with that

apathy in my heart
ever growing now
could it ever stop?
been here a while


can i take it any longer
grab a pill, then i feel forgotten
eternal sleep is what im longing dk where im going..


i could nvr go back
i could nvr go back
outsider mark on me,
guess im fine with that

apathy in my heart
ever growing now
im nvr looking back
time to say gdbyeee

apathy

ft. @incant09

another season passing by
stone look on my face, put it all aside
ever wondered whyyy
times slipping thru my hands
i need some of that
finally dropped facade
thats ur fav pastime
talk behind my back
dont bother with a smile
just another lie
u wont ever win me over

@incant09
yeah pop some pills in the classroom 
bloodstains on the yellow carpet like the backrooms
5 shots in his fucking brain now he cant move
like a zombie sipping fucking potion like a fat dude
sorry i cant add you
yeah you an actor
yeah you not in this fucking group not a factor
she said im insecure so i just had to subtract her
i reject my only fears yeah i just had to redact them
yeah (3x)
boot you from the Wi-Fi take yo sim card
we gon turn you to baloney with these ARs
FNX tactical make his head scar
talkin back to me when your the offender
why you lie to me that shit makes me suffer
all these eyes on me the anxiety the pressure
i could never safe her
was never a savior


im so jaded, dk i cant help it
all is tainted, u wanna take the credit?
finally dropped facade, was it all for fun
all the lies that are coming out ur mouth?
lizard brain kicking in, fight or flight which one are u now
adrenaline coming in, bros acting tough
gotta verify, get set on ur mark

jaded ft. incant

next day every other one
been there in the past, stuck like limbo
pls dont run ur mouth for a second
ik ud feel better

season after season, its the same old story
constantly u r scrolling ye i think u r boring
side eye on me cuz they know im scoring
yeah im nvr sorry

akumu mode, evil within im a pro
burned bridges of ur own accord
light a match and ur gone
ur a bitch none can top it off

lost in the STEM, castellanos is my name
another glass for a change
need a friend, please come have ur stay
gotta hide, wear another face

next day every other one
been there in the past, stuck like limbo
pls dont run ur mouth for a second
ik ud feel better

season after season, its the same old story
constantly u r scrolling ye i think u r boring
side eye on me cuz they know im scoring
yeah im nvr sorry

anjay

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