it starts to feel so lonely
it feels like no one knows me
it feels like no ones there
cuz i know life aint fair
ill rip out all my hair
i know that you won't care
i'll keep fighting back until the end of time
but i feel like i'm at the end of my line
i won't stop trying
no, i won't stop trying again
it's so hard to be
a worthless human being

i won't talk down to anyone else
because i know how it feels to be the one thats kicked down
when no ones there for you
ill be there for you
ill try to help you through it all
i wish that i could know it all

it starts to feel so lonely
it feels like no one knows me
it feels like no ones there
cuz i know life aint fair
ill rip out all my hair
i know that you won't care
i'll keep fighting back until the end of time
but i feel like i'm at the end of my line
i won't stop trying
no, i won't stop trying again
it's so hard to be
a worthless human being

i won't talk down to anyone else
because i know how it feels to be the one that needs help
when no ones there for you
ill be there for you
ill try to help you through it all
i wish that i could know it all

i don't know shit
i'm still just a kid
i'm still just a kiiid

i won't talk down to anyone else
because i know how it feels to be the one that needs help
when no ones there for you
ill be there for you
ill try to help you through it all
i wish that i could know it all

rip out all my hair (prod. king theta)

ive been running in circles, baby
just to save the time
ive been wastin my time
i cant waste my time again

they say its hard to miss the people that you dont love
thats a bluff
or else i loved everyone thats ever left
and i bet
that its all my fault again
i hope it ends with me
i am my own enemy
i hate to see the way that ive become
i wish that i wasnt so dumb
i wish that i didnt fuck up
i wish that i wasnt fucked up

i hope it ends with me
i am my own enemy
i hate to see the way that ive become
i listen to the thoughts, im dumb

i feel my will cant break, i tried to kill myself today
i cut myself, i hurt myself
why wont anybody help?
im begging help
i need some help
i feel like im in my head
i feel like i should be dead
i wish i wasnt but
i am my enemy
i hope that it ends with me
i hate to see the way that ive become
i listen to the thoughts, im dumb
i feel my heart cant break, i tried to kill myself today
its all a fake, theyre all some snakes
they give me drugs that i wont take
i hate the pain, but its the way i cope

i hope it ends with me
i am my own enemy
i hate to see the way that ive become
i listen to the thoughts, im dumb
i feel my heart cant break, i been through a lot of pain
i tried to kill myself today

but everything is in the way
im in the way of everybody else
i do my best but i cant help
id take my meds, but they dont help
i hope it ends with me
i am my own enemy
i hate to see the way that ive become
i wish that i could just go numb
i feel so dumb and lonely
i cant let more people know me
if i do, than they might hurt me
they might turn around and stab my back
its all a fake, theyre all some snakes
they give me drugs that i wont take
i hope it ends with me
i am my own enemy

i hate to see the way that ive become
i listen to the thoughts, im dumb
i wish that i could just go numb
i wish that i wasnt fucked up

i hope it ends with me (prod. king theta)

i did not know @skeletonyuth 24hrs ago
i stay hauntin myself
think i really need help
and i try to be well
but i think im in hell

down in a rut
ive been down on my luck
i feel like i cant go without f*cking it all up
i feel like death i feel like everybodies looking at me wrong
i feel like everybody hates me so i wrote a f*cking song
i dont like you
i dont wanna write you back
i hate myself, i hate my face, i hate this pain
i wish id die
i feel like its alright if i drop off the face of the earth
oh all i ever do is f*ck it up
i hate this love i hate my f*cking heart
if i could die right now id do that sh*t in one heart beat
i just need

and theres a chance my mind wont ever recover
i waste my time online hiding under the covers
wake up and i wish that i was another
i look in the mirror thinkin that i dont really love her
i stay hauntin myself
think i really need help
and i try to be well
but i think im in hell

down in a rut
ive been down on my luck
i feel like i cant go without f*cking it all up
i feel like death i feel like everybodies looking at me wrong
i feel like everybody hates me so i wrote a f*cking song
i dont like you
i dont wanna write you back
i hate myself, i hate my face, i hate this pain
i wish id die
i feel like its alright if i drop off the face of the earth
oh all i ever do is f*ck it up

think i really need help
and i try to be well
but i think im in hell

out of luck (feat. skeletonyüth) (prod. king theta)

bool (prod. bool)

i won't back down
i don't want you back now
saturday night i blacked out (yuh)
friday night i found out (oo)
sunday night im trashed out in my backyard
cuz you know you attack hard
playing with my heart
like you're playing games of darts

i dont wanna die this young
i dont wanna bite my tongue
i dont wanna be myself
i dont wanna be somebody else
i dont wanna die this young
i dont wanna bite my tongue
i don't wanna say goodbye
i dont wanna leave this time
time time time time time
i dont wanna die
i just wish i had a new life
i dont like the way i live
i been getting sick of it

i dont really give a
(shit)
i dont really give a
(shit)
i dont really give a
(fuck!)
it's not that easy to
(trust)
so i keep it in the cut

i won't back down
i don't want you back now
saturday night i blacked out (yuh)
friday night i found out (oo)
sunday night im trashed out in my backyard
cuz you know you attack hard
playing with my heart
like you're playing games of darts
i won't back down
i don't want you back now
saturday night i blacked out (yuh)
friday night i found out (oo)
sunday night im trashed out in my backyard
cuz you know you attack hard
playing with my heart
like you're playing games of darts

i dont wanna die this young
i dont wanna bite my tongue
i dont wanna be myself
i dont wanna be somebody else
i dont wanna die this young
i dont wanna bite my tongue
i don't wanna say goodbye
i dont wanna leave this time
time time time time time
i dont wanna die
i just wish i had a new life
i dont like the way i live
i been getting sick of it

i dont really give a
(shit)
i dont really give a
(shit)
i dont really give a
(fuck!)
i dont really give a
(shit)
i dont really give a

..fuck

die this young (probelad + kledy)

step back, you don't wanna take my place
walk a mile in my shoes and i'll be okay
i hate myself and i hate my ways
take me back to the good ol' days
i hate myself but i hate you more
i'm getting used to this cold stone floor
if you hate me just say it, i promise that i'm not breaking down
i'm so glad i made it out, stay the fuck out of my town
i don't wanna talk to you unless it's from a witness stand
i can't stand your voice, i can't stand your face
i can't stand this pain, ima fuck it up again

i know i would do it again
if you gave me the chance
i lost all my friends
and it all depended on me
you fucked up, but so did i
but at least i fucking tried, you didn't
you lied
i hope you fucking die, bitch
get out of my life, bitch, get out of my mind

i don't wanna see your face
unless it's from a witness stand
get out my way
i won't let you cause me anymore pain
i need morphine, damage that you did to me
i need more please, i need morphine

step back, you don't wanna take my place
walk a mile in my shoes and i'll be okay
i hate myself and i hate my ways
take me back to the good ol' days
i hate myself but i hate you more
i'm getting used to this cold stone floor
if you hate me just say it, i promise that i'm not breaking down
i'm so glad i made it out, stay the fuck out of my town
i don't wanna talk to you unless it's from a witness stand
i can't stand your voice, i can't stand your face
i can't stand this pain, ima fuck it up again

i know i would do it again
if you gave me the chance
i lost all my friends
and it all depended on me
you fucked up, but so did i
but at least i fucking tried, you didn't
you lied
i hope you fucking die, bitch
get out of my life, bitch, get out of my mind

witness stand (prod. by probelad + sabrr)

fuck my life
always waste my time
i'd rather die
than be alive tonight (fuck)
i cant waste my life (fuck)
i dont wanna die (fuck)
i just wanna find (love)

gas inside my system and im feelin lil nauseous
ima die young so i need a little coffin
i been feeling sick but i cant get to coughin
all my bathroom walls stay covered in vomit
i just got a bitch and i know im gonna bomb it
i can't do anything right
i'm just wasting all my time
spending all of it online
i spent all my fucking time
fucking up my only life

only life, only life
it's only life, i hope i die
because i can't feel alright
but i'll say i'm fine when you ask
but i'm never coming back (back)
never coming back
never, never coming back (back)

i don't want your love
baby you can keep that tucked
i don't wanna get attached
last time i did, got attacked
i gotta focus on the bag, baby i don't give a Crap
i try my best not to be the bad guy
i guess i picked a bad time

(bridge thing)

fuck my life
always waste my time
i'd rather die
than be alive tonight (fuck)
i cant waste my life (fuck)
i dont wanna die (fuck)
i just wanna find (love)

gas inside my system and im feelin lil nauseous
ima die young so i need a little coffin
i been feeling sick but i cant get to coughin
all my bathroom walls stay covered in vomit
i just got a bitch and i know im gonna bomb it
i can't do anything right
i'm just wasting all my time
spending all of it online
i spent all my fucking time
fucking up my only life

only life, only life
it's only life, i hope i die
because i can't feel alright
but i'll say i'm fine when you ask
but i'm never coming back (back)
never coming back
never, never coming back (back) (back)

it's only life (prod. probelad + endocrime)

@endcreed111
me:
wasted, i don't wanna take it slow
so hate me if i ever wanna go home
that's a low blow, and you know it so
don't hit me on my pho-o-o-one
i don't wanna talk to you
i just wanna get thru
i can't seem to get thru
your head
i cant seem to get to
a rest
so here we go again
it starts off slow and then it ends
you tell me that you'll tell your friends
that life like this will never end so

wasted, i don't wanna take it slow
so hate me, if i ever wanna go home
that's a low blow, and you know it so
don't hit me on my pho-o-o-one
get out my life, i don't wanna die fuck
wasting my time, i'm wasting my life, fuck
i'm not alright
hi, how you doing? i'm just fine
that's a lie
i won't ride with you pussy bitches
get off of my tushy bitches
so i'm falling down
i feel like i am drowning
in my own self sorrow
i wont see tomorrow
unless you come around

endcreed:
i'm wasted
you should really take me home
i'm chasing
you don't wanna break my bones
for the past year
i been steady upping the dose
won't last here
i can feel me slip in my soles
it's too late to say that you're sorry
i don't wait til you finally want me
just did a show now im smoking on my own
shout out 27 selling my soul

wasted /w endcreed (prod. drma i think?)

switch it up. prod delixe

Ultimately, The Babadook meaning is that issues such as depression and grief have to be dealt with through acceptance rather than by attempting to totally banish negative thoughts or emotions.
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i try to run but i can't move
i try to win but i still lose
i hate myself, she thinks it's cute
i know that imma burn in hell
by myself
i can't tell where i'm at
i'm in my bag, i won't come back
i don't know why i'm feeling sad
i don't really feel like everything will be okay
i don't really feel like breaking down everyday
take it slow, we gon' lay it low
i'm putting guns down like this shit is halo
i been putting guns down, half of them is fake though
i been feeling up now, even though my pay low
i been making money moves, making sure my honey smooth
i feel like the babadook, gotta make it out

i try to run but i can't move
i try to win but i still lose
i hate myself, she thinks it's cute
i know that imma burn in hell
by myself
i can't tell where i'm at
i'm in my bag, i won't come back
i don't know why i'm feeling sad
i don't really feel like everything will be okay
i don't really feel like breaking down everyday

take it slow, we gon' lay it low
i'm putting guns down like this shit is halo
i been putting guns down, half of them is fake though
i been feeling up now, even though my pay low
i been making money moves, making sure my honey smooth
i feel like the babadook, gotta make it out 'til the night time

when's the right time to walk away?
because everyday still feels all the same
woah, i don't get it back when i really feel attacked
i can feel it in my heart that you're never coming back
i keep writing these bars and i keep writing these tracks
and i can feel it coming close so i know it's coming back
and i'm gonna fade to black soon, i know i'm gonna tap soon

i try to run but i can't move
i try to win but i still lose
i hate myself, she thinks it's cute
i know that imma burn in hell
by myself
i can't tell where i'm at
i'm in my bag, i won't come back
i don't know why i'm feeling sad
i don't really feel like everything will be okay
i don't really feel like breaking down
i try to run but i can't move
i try to win but i still lose
i hate myself, she thinks it's cute
i know that imma burn in hell
by myself
i can't tell where i'm at
i'm in my bag, i won't come back
i don't know why i'm feeling sad

babadook (prod. crcl)

prod. me

so what's the point? all you bitches look annoyed
you come at me like im a god, but you dont know what you want
aye, i just want some peace of mind
why you always taking mine
take your time, take it slow
tell me everything you think you know
cuz i got bills to pay
and i got money to make
but i still fade away
cuz i cant stay awake

money don't sleep, money don't eat
money only green boy
i haven't ate in 2 weeks, my mental health is so weak
i can't sleep and i can't breathe, i been feeling so dumb
always wasting my time, always wasting my love
i can't sleep and i can't breathe, i been feeling so dumb
always wasting my time, always wasting my love

so what's the point? all you bitches look annoyed
you come at me like im a god, but you dont know what you want
aye, i just want some peace of mind
why you always taking mine
take your time, take it slow
tell me everything you think you know
cuz i got bills to pay
and i got money to make
but i still fade away
cuz i cant stay awake

money don't sleep, money don't eat
money only green boy
i haven't ate in 2 weeks, my mental health is so weak
i can't sleep and i can't breathe, i been feeling so dumb
always wasting my time, always wasting my love
i can't sleep and i can't breathe, i been feeling so dumb
always wasting my time, always wasting my love

another prod. me

late nights, street lights always glaring in my eyes
as the sun blows down, i hope that ill die tonight
in the dark i been waiting for the day
aye, i just wish that i could say that i was okay
but it's not fair, everybody else is okay but i'm not there
i been screaming suicide, they do not care
i just put a gun up to my skull and you were not there
i just put a knife up to my wrist and you did not care

i don't really mind, though
living up a life, it ain't mine though
wake up in the morning, where'd the time go?
where did i go wrong
i been makin' bad decisions, i just disappoint my mom

late nights, street lights always glaring in my eyes
as the sun blows down, i hope that ill die tonight
in the dark i been waiting for the day
aye, i just wish that i could say that i was okay
but it's not fair, everybody else is okay but i'm not there
i been screaming suicide, they do not care
i just put a gun up to my skull and you were not there
i just put a knife up to my wrist and you did not care

i don't really mind, though
living up a life, it ain't mine though
wake up in the morning, where'd the time go?
where did i go wrong
i been makin' bad decisions, i just disappoint my mom

i been hurting so bad, where the fuck were you at?
was it all my fault that you treated me bad?
and i'd go back in a second, just so i could end it
and i never really loved you and i'm so sick of pretending

late nights, street lights always glaring in my eyes
as the sun blows down, i hope that ill die tonight
in the dark i been waiting for the day
aye, i just wish that i could say that i was okay
late nights, street lights always glaring in my eyes
as the sun blows down, i hope that ill die tonight
in the dark i been waiting for the day
aye, i just wish that i could say that i was okay
but it's not fair, everybody else is okay but i'm not there
i been screaming suicide, they do not care
i just put a gun up to my skull and you were not there
i just put a knife up to my wrist and you did not care

i don't really mind, though
living up a life, it ain't mine though
wake up in the morning, where'd the time go?
where did i go wrong
i been makin' bad decisions, i just disappoint my mom

street lights [prod. crcl]

take a trip down to ankeny
you'll probably forget it, but it's worth the drive

ankeny

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