Nothing matters. My life is meaningless. We live we die we end. Enjoy the nothingness.

head on the desk

Changes (2010 Remaster)

Bach Changes (2010 Remastered Version)

Boltfor

shout outs to James, Benard, and David, this is for you guys

Help From Friends

#midwest #fingerpicking 
#melancholy #sad #goth #grunge #guitar
#accoustic #sad 
#grunge #indie #accoustic #instrumental
#ambient #punk #midwest #sad #goth #guita
#indie

depression stew.m4a

Mix by Coleman Hughes


blurry vision shaking i
never thought id be this girl
looking in a mirror why
do i do this to myself
i dont deserve
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
anything 
i dont deserve
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
anything 
I know I know I know 
All of this looks strange and silly 
I know I know I know 
I'm my own cyanide surely
Just help me forget my trembling even for moments
Intertwining spines and fingers tasting and showing 
you know you know you know 
i will be okay
Cant go back and change choices
maybe forces have their way
they tug my skin and close my throat
and won't let go until i scream for bones
i dont deserve
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
anything 
i dont deserve
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
anything 
I know I know I know 
All of this looks strange and silly 
I know I know I know 
I'm my own cyanide surely
Just help me forget my trembling even for moments
Intertwining spines and fingers tasting and showing
I know I know I know 
i will be okay
attracted to how you burn yourself
ghosts have kept me from those fires
but its light and theres just no one else
I know I know I know 
All of this looks strange and silly 
I know I know I know 
I'm my own cyanide surely
Just help me forget my trembling even for moments
Intertwining spines and fingers tasting and showing 
you know you know you know 
i will be okay

Gaia Alive

Sung Tongs

Open Your Eyes

Being No One, Going Nowhere

im sorry

Everybody Works

1 Billion Dogs

Mixed By Udbhav Gupta
Photo by Gabel D'Amico and Cecilia Salinas-Rios

Two Moons

A Moon For Digging

Sorry Feeling Heart

The memory of a scared young boy who escaped

They turned into a cat

Wandering the endless horizon

Waltzing into an endless daydream

Visiting Friends

Animal Collective

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