songs from xo clique that impacted me a lot
this includes former members. they all left a mark

AFTERLIFE DISPATCH COVER if life was a vehicle my collision rate would be exponentially high

<3guts - r039

Lyrics:

The pain made me used to it
My heart is purple
And it’s bruised
You’re abusing it
It’s like I’m still new to this
With every song I made for you
But you don’t listen to it

The pain made me used to it
My heart is purple
And it’s bruised
You’re abusing it
It’s like I’m still new to this
With every song I made for you
But you don’t listen to it

My friends tell me you’re a joke
I tell them that I’m over you
But I don’t really know
If I post myself
As a thirst trap
Would you be crawling back
Because you know
I’d enjoy the attention
Not to mention
Every time I talk to other girls
You’re always in my direction
Buy you what you want
You know my money
Needs spending
Struggled with my life
I’ve gotta beat my depression

The pain made me used to it
My heart is purple
And it’s bruised
You’re abusing it
It’s like I’m still new to this
With every song I made for you
But you don’t listen to it

The pain made me used to it
My heart is purple
And it’s bruised
You’re abusing it
It’s like I’m still new to this
With every song I made for you
But you don’t listen to it

My friends tell me you’re a joke
I tell them that I’m over you
But I don’t really know
If I post myself
As a thirst trap
Would you be crawling back
Because you know
I’d enjoy the attention
Not to mention
Every time I talk to other girls
You’re always in my direction
Buy you what you want
You know my money
Needs spending
Struggled with my life
I’ve gotta beat my depression

Released by:
NORUE
Release date:
1 May 2024

NORUE - thirst trap (prod. lowstye)


I could take you
Where you never was
Love you like I've never loved
All the things I've seen
Look in my eyes
I think I've seen enough
Passed out while my phone was ringing
Blame it on my cellular
Don't exist i never was
We smoke up like the nebula
Throw away my valuables
And take trips like the Buddha
All this judgement all around me
But they'll never turn me Judas
I got problems I still face
From day to day
Cause I'm a human
They could never make me hate you
All that's taught
I stay secluded
In your dreams I'll show up everynight
Woke up feeling energized
I can't hold a grudge
Cause it would suck for me to do it right
Some days I don't sleep
I barely eat and still I'm doing fine
Doing things ahead of time
My word play goes with every line
Told them see you later
Vodka with no chaser
Worth more than a currency
The fuck's a piece of paper
Tear it like confetti
Off of every skyscraper
Let it rain acres
And do the world a favor
Told them see you later
Vodka with no chaser
Worth more than a currency
The fuck's a piece of paper
Tear it like confetti
Off of every skyscraper
Let it rain acres
And do the world a favor
I could take you
Where you never was
Love you like I've never loved
All the things I've seen
Look in my eyes
I think I've seen enough
Passed out while my phone was ringing
Blame it on my cellular
Don't exist i never was
We smoke up like the nebula
I could take you
Where you never was
Love you like I've never loved
All the things I've seen
Look in my eyes
I think I've seen enough
Passed out while my phone was ringing
Blame it on my cellular
Don't exist i never was
We smoke up like the nebula
Told them see you later
Vodka with no chaser
Worth more than a currency
The fuck's a piece of paper
Told them see you later
Vodka with no chaser
Worth more than a currency
The fuck's a piece of

NORUE - cellular

(Lyrics)

Rest in piece to the life that he go 
Watch me leave it behind cause we said so 
23 wanna die in my bed alone     Damn 
I got nothing to say
Honestly I’d be fine if they get close 
Doesn’t mean I’ll be nice when it gets cold 
What you mean we gonn fight if I say no 
Girl I got nothing to say and I got no one to blame 
Summer life gettin by to exist 
If I die I wanna die in my whip 
In surprised we survived all of this 
Maybe life is something I gotta live 
But fuckit I’ll never know 
Causing a vibe while I’m high in the crib 
Time flys when you hide from the cliques 
Wait where did he go 
From the lies I create 
I should just let it show 
Never mind I can change but I know that I won’t 
I got a box of photographs flip it and fold it back maybe you’ll knowtice that there’s letters from me 
I feel alive but I’m close to death I’m going ghost again but how am I supposed to land and stand on my feet 
They say life is a road we’re on maybe we don’t belong I don’t know what’s going on I promise I’m clean 
Dirty pipe what you smoking on shawty I’ll show u sum but you’ll probably go and run their all scared of me 

Mixed by ottoXL

Eternal Rest

if i have to (prod. cherryhaze)

please oh my god
dont bring up that again
i promise that i heard u 
aint no way that ill forget 
every moment that i live 
i can see u there w him
oh my god im beggin u to wave it off
or ill be sick
said she tired of my lies
trust me i dont trust myself
i hurt u & u run away until u met tha ground
im dead inside ya conscious judgin by tha way it sounds 
aint no where that i can go from here 
so gently let me down
let me die in peace 
smoke break b4 i sleep 
hell or high water 
iss either u or me

oh my god

(Prod. THERSX)

When you
Lost ur battle
I feel so hopeless 
No one will help
Help me right now 
Apart of me just died
Died alone now

Cry now
Nothing ever matters 
I miss your presence 
How can I forget 
That precious face

Apart Of Me

for3st prod. Orlando

braindead on tha couch
im facefucked w no way out
no voices in my house
mornin alarms tha only sounds 
pullin me from sleep to nowhere
got ghosts in every room
but when i go to sleep i still hear u
always wake up but i never do
im dead pickin off tha floor 
how they gon say they love me
but i talk to noone through tha week
walkin to my car but they dk know
iss tha last time theyll see me
ill drive home alone and rest in peace
text my mom apologies 
it’s not ur fault
it’s only me

alarms (prod. hurtleberry)

shawty fell in love with the life that i had
she don't rly know the sadness
i dont feel alive with a knife in my hand
but now im bleedin on my mattress

shawty knows im not the one to lose hope
ill leave my life in blood-
a letter or a note
its not your fault, i js
want you to know..nvm
im prolly high shawty,
where do i go?

hotel rooms n skyscrapers
i got a new set of drugs to forget her

i fell in love w a ghost and it hurts

hotel tooms n skyscrapers
i got a new tattoo to impress her

i fell in love w a ghost and it hurts.

damn.

shawty come alive in the night time
i dont feel right.
when its my time ,ill just get high outside,
ill just get high for the time.
i just wanna pass by n pass time,
ion wanna fight like last time
shawty can u help me pass time?

(X2)


inspired by hotel rooms & skyscrapers by LiL PEEP - not a cover x

AFTERLIFE DISPATCH COVER if life was a vehicle my collision rate would be exponentially high

<3guts

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