Did you get my text back?
Are you even going?
Shawty yeah you owe this 
Did you ever text back?
Tell me that you noticed 
I’m sick of all this bullshit 
Why 
Sipping on this bottle till my body starts to fly 
Then get sentimental when I look up in the sky 
Light a cigarillo to get some color in my eyes 
Kindled in her eyes but I tend to wonder why 

Would you even text back?
Could you stop the hurting?
Please don’t say you wouldn’t 
Why 
Would you even  text back?
You said that I’m worthless 
Not worth a single second of ur time 

Sippin on this bottle till my eyes start to cry 
Then get sentimental when my cup starts to dry 
Light a cigarillo and get some color in my eyes 
Hatred in my “i’s”and I tend to wonder why 

I will win you back again 
I will win you back again 
I willl win you back again 

I will win you back again 
I will win you back again 
I will win you back again 

Ur the only girl that I love 
Tell me what it is that you want 
I will give you the world if you want 
I will give you the world if you want 
Party all night till the day 
Girl just look my way 
Hold me like always 
I’ll hold you till we’re grey ay 

I will win you back

cigarillo (Prod.Deadends)

I was sposed to release dis a month ago but I forgor...
Mixed and mastered by @prod-itouse

YouTube visualizer link: https://youtu.be/sywNhcyYLn8

Lyrics:

{Intro}
days without you feel so long x3
so long, so cold

{CHORUS}
Days without you, noone beside you
Im in the bayou, in the marsh
Months go by see you in March

Amen where you at?
Amen's doin drugs in bed
Ive been slackin on my own 
Im sorry guys Ill get back on

{verse 1}
okay, 10 grams of weed to fall asleep
my lungs on full capacity
smoke green it helps me not to dream
but it still pops up memories
boxes of meds, poppin sum xans
I do it all cuz it help me forget
Rainy cloud on my head and its followin me
When Im high vision blurry its harder to see
bitch, no you cannot see me
Bitch Im a ghost, bitch Im a freak
Bitch I pull up everyone wanna leave
What?
Put everybody to sleep

{VERSE 2}
Takin a flight
I will choose when it is right to decide
a time and a date when I think Imma die
I think Ill pick tonite,,,
The quicker the better, Im always zonin
livin the moment
I miss my X, I miss my seretonin
The doctor said I cant keep up all this shit
If I do Imma die
Imma die wit my clique
Told em suck on my dick
no I wont listen, yes Im a prick
x2

{CHORUS} again

Days w/o You (prod. stillvanishing)

fade is in my drink
opus autopsy
far as we can see
midnight only me
I put some water on the city on the sand pile
I couldn't give it any time I like it dead style
its like a sonnet feel the rhythm feel the textiles
so cold she's reptile

janeisaway on background Vox texture and making noise with clippers

empty midnight only

it's just hard to believe

autumn_freestyle w/ yungcray + epitomeoffailure + wraith

i'll try to remember

spellcasting walmart banana phone

P. nomansland 

Support my friend enyu!

https://on.soundcloud.com/qUpx1yH6fYpXyzuuwE


Lyrics~

(Swamp) 

My lifes in a spiral 
And I just can’t seem to catch a break
When I tried this shit the passive way 
they hit me at a faster pace 
It was a massacre up there on that caligo hill
Sends A shiver down your serabelem, signal the chills 

Ok yeah I’m back up on attack, there’s just no foldin us 
Grab that ammo load it up 
It’s gettin kinda quiet on this California western front 
Give it all you can until you can’t and hope the war is almost done 
Shell shocked, you’ve had enough 

There you go, you’re telling yourself that never again 
Will you put you’re life on the edge for something that somebody said 
The battle goes on in your head 
And shurly you’ll face a certain death 
But I guess you love that shit because you never left 

(Enyu)

Loaded chambers caught in a deadlock
choke on me like a tight knot
rewinding all of my future plans
hailing down on me till my heart stop
yeah, but i’m still in it
guess i’m twisted
drawn to where i fucking bled
need some god to grant my wishes
rather than be fucking dead

i scrape my wounds when its dark
a shiver down my extremities
and while the whole world fell apart
i stand upfront with serenity
and when I turn around
the time has come for confession
to learn a beautiful lesson
i’m heading outbound
to fend off my imperfections

(Swamp)

Hopefully when the dust settles I’ll be alright 
All intact and alive 
The only loss being time 
Trying to figure out another way to save myself 
From the war in my head, it’s been a living hell

never ending spiral w/ enyu

prod. @ffiftyzeros

lyrics
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and all my vices, they so lovely
they keep me inside this house
to where i make excuses subtly yeah
we’re inching towards my self destruction
i don’t have a lot of friends
so socially i do not function yeah

and all my days are spent recovering
i put spells upon myself and read my cards just like a coven
i don’t know what’s come of me
but it’s apparent that this chapter isn’t what it’s supposed to be
drown myself inside a bottle
but i never learned to swim so these controls are hard to toggle
and the outcome dances on the edge of death
so the world i’ve built around myself surrounds my final breath

and these breaths fall sacred given time
i’ve got chains around my ankles and these clocks inside my eyes
i don’t think i’m doing fine
all these tracers in my vision but they never show the signs
ripping moss off of my skin
and i eat the heads of the worms that slither silently within
my blood is poisoned full of sin
guess the mud in my abode is throwing punches towards my chin
crawling out of my own flesh
imma torch off all my ignorance and eat upon the rest
serotonin in his vest
whatchu buying whatchu selling said the merchant on my quest

and we hate the way we feel inside
so we hide away until we die
and think of it as time well spent
the fear of burdening a friend

IF YOU CAN HEAR ME, GET ME OUTTA HERE! (PROD. FIFTYZEROS)

lyrics below

i said it sofly under my breath before you had to leave
sorry that its so obvious sorry its all it seems
so oblivious to everything you do i have receipts
you wont look at them youd rather act like youre asleep

colder than ive ever been but i sweat in my sheets
but its not what you think
every part of my body push myself to the brink
you only do some things and i do a whole lot
make me feel like nothing
i wish that i could stop

baby baby quit the bluffing i know you dont wanna talk
and it feels like you’re steady runnin from everything i want
you could walk walk walk
ill be there until the end
push me out way farther than you ever thought id get
i cant admit that it was all up n my head
cuz i got eyes and i know what i see is dead

gimme time and gimme effort then youll know know
wasted lies because i saw right thru your skull skull skull
maybe try as if you’re cutting with a knife and it was dull
cuz right now how youre doing it, ur not cutting anything but my soul

i said it sofly under my breath before you had to leave
sorry that its so obvious sorry its all it seems

hate you remind me of my ex
wish that you never told me that
wish that you told me i was better than they was
when i was alone that night

cuz i was on my own had no more strength to fight
no more length in life
tortured tained eyes
and you don’t realize anything that you’ve done

receipts (yunnygoldz)

(prod. by pxlsdead)
lyrics:

I feel fucking magnificent
I outgrew my medicine
I think I might die today
I might suicide today

I think I might die today
I might suicide today
I think I might die today
I might suicide today
I think I might die today
I might suicide today

hey, I didn't do it to myself, I swear
pace myself, I'm always goddamn unaware 
race, my heart can't fuckin take it anymore
smear, I'm frozen like a deer in the headlights

I'm feelin fine
I'm feelin fuckin fine
I'm feelin fuckin fine
I'm feelin fuckin
fine
fine
fine
fine

empty midnight only

<3guts

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