But i wrote these chords with you in mind 💔

This is the only reason why i downloaded SoundCloud

I heard this song live four years ago, I’m very lucky to have been there. While I was there I didn’t really understand or relate to this song but god after having my first love this song hits so hard it never gets easier

Just For Today - TW: mental health
not sure about you, but my mental health has taken a major dip since quarantine started- at times I feel like i’ve never felt worse. new medication, hotlines, and one scheduled appointment with a psychiatrist and i’m feeling more like myself again. I wrote this last night and i feel there’s no real reason I should hold on to it. Hope you enjoy the song and Joanie’s squeaks 
thank you 💙💙💙💙

national suicide prevention lifeline:
800-273-8255
(24 hours, with an online chat too)

Lyrics: 

honestly, i didn’t think i’d end up here this time
or anywhere at all, i’m distant just enough never fall behind 
picturing the saddest scene of wearing bedsheets
and two pats on the back “it just takes time”
its getting late, since when did taking time take all my life?

mommy, i’m afraid i’ve been talking to the hotline again,
It’s stirring, but the ripples always seek out the ones who carry me

i blocked out the month of February for support 
at least i have this year i wont be worrying anyone on tour
as we speak i’m here to meet devils for tea,
peering ‘round the corner of my life 
i throw my drink in the face of my demise 

at 30 your honey’s gonna ask you”what the hell is wrong with me?”
and finally, and answer from your throat comes crawling & you can proceed

- Clairo

Just For Today (original)

released on clairos bandcamp April 1, 2023 which hasn’t been updated in 7 years until today and all proceeds will be split between the non-profits For The Gworls and Everytown. 

For The Gworls raises money to “assist with Black trans folks’ rent and affirmative surgeries” while Everytown “are a movement of parents, students, survivors, educators, gun owners & concerned citizens fighting to end gun violence and build safer communities.”

Check out the demo of ‘For Now’ here: https://clairecottrill.bandcamp.com/track/for-now

For Now

Lavender - Clairo

Inspired by organ musik from current composers I made these tracks. While composing and recording I felt like there is no use continuing because mankind is set on destroying the planet we need to survive.

i want more time by clairo

bea

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