i forgot you
cause i started loving myself
i’ve been working for so long
and now i’m truly happy
letting you go
was the best decision 
that’s about self care
about saving my mental and physical health 
i didn’t have a healthy self-esteem 
so i had you

i let you 
treated me so bad
just because 
i didn’t understand 
that i can be happy
but only
if i let myself

i do now

now i let myself

oh poor naive girl
who believes people care
people tell truth and feel the same 

oh poor naive girl
you trusted him
and he fooled you like you’re just a little kid

oh poor naive girl
you love, you try your best
it’s so easy to manipulate 

oh poor naive girl
you care and it hurts
you deserve better
don’t you know?

was i your biggest secret?
how long have you been keeping it?
i trusted you and gave you some space
and you’ve got the whole universe in the different place

oh poor naive girl

i was waiting for your call
i think you forgot
it’s good for you cause otherwise
i’d ruin your mood like i always do

cause i’m ruiner without even trying 
everything gets sick by my touching

call

i’m alright
in the moment i’m fine
if you know what i mean

i count till five
breathe in and breathe out
like this the whole time

do you wanna know how i am?
ask the empty bottles under my bed

just a moment

i’m so tired
of triangles
i’m not even part
i’m outside

i can see you 
in the summer sky
especially in july
don’t know why

i see you but can meet
only when the a bridge of magpies forms across the celestial river
on the 7th night of the 7th moon

you’re so bright
i’m looking for you
every night
are you alright?

i miss you
you’re overhead at nightfall
every time 
please stay around

vega

why you never notice 
how i look at you
i always though 
it was as clear as day

and i know
it’s the way life works
but i hate i have to 
sit here and cry
and have nothing
to do with that
maybe later you’ll understand 
i always cared
i still care
i did
i do

i still care

i met this angel in the place i always wanted to visit
she looked exactly i was dreaming of
she was wearing that short black skirt
she played with her hair and said

‘let’s have fun’
she knows what i like
she’s a good girl
oh god
she knows what i need
what i want 
she’s a dream
of my life
she is my

reason of doing things
i’m afraid of
we were riding in her back sport car
can’t stop thinking about us 

let’s have ride
she knows what i like
she’s a good girl
oh god
she knows what i need
what i want 
she’s a dream
of my life
she is my

angel

if i tried to kiss you
would you
kiss me back?

is it what we both want 
or i believed in my tales again?
see something what is not real
again?

standing in front of me

what’s on my mind (soul) right now (a fresh start)

the guitar will sound better☠️😭

i thought i had already written the last song about you
i moved on a year ago and didn’t even feel
anything 
till today
cause we met
after a few years 
i thought i really don’t care about you
it was a long time ago i had the new life
abroad 
and it’s true
even today
i don’t care

thank you so much
you showed me i can get over anyone 
i was in love
now i can’t even tell
from a bottom of my heart
it was so pure
but sorry for the truth 
i’m so happy i’m not with you

thank you so much

i didn’t know they much care
as mush as i do 
i didn’t know they might try
as much as i do 

it seems so different 
you know it’s new for me
it’s hard to get used to
it can be easy, it can be good

as much as

i feel so happy, i just want to close my eyes
my thoughts are gone, i’m breathing fully 
everything’s around just calm and i see the beauty 
i’m in your car, just staring at the moon

take me on the A55
to your place
into your arms

take me on a long drive
to see the stars
where i feel alive

where i can live
not just survive

have you noticed
my mascara is gone
after 5 minutes
i spend in your bathroom

i love this dress
it feels like it hugs me
when you don't even
touch my hand

when you know you know
i knew for sure but i was wrong
i trust others more than i trust myself 

when you know you know
i knew for sure but i was wrong 
i paid a lot for what was free

mascara

i was watching you falling asleep 
i was falling in love 
i know that i can’t, we just discussed 
but i don’t know how to not 

i don’t wanna start
cause i know it won’t last
but don’t know to stop
i know it’ll end 
it makes it full of sense
but how to be with open wounds 

i will leave, we will live

i will leave, we will live

it’s nothing for you
it’s everything for me 
should i go
to find something what would matter to you?

you don’t care 
i care for both
should i write
another song about us

dear dear me
i want you to be free
dear dear you
please let me say a few more words

is it too much
is it enough 
should i admire you a little more quietly?

maybe it’s me
maybe it’s time 
should i go to find something what would fix my mind

dear dear me
i wanna you to be healed 
dear dear you
can you let me go

dear dear me

am i still pretty
after saying no?
oh boy it’s so easy
to break ego
as to break my heart 

you give me more and more
ideas for songs
always sad, mad, about harm
you cause me

not sleeping again
can’t stop writing
are you
sleeping okay?

you can call me stupid
but i really didn’t know
i believed in what i wanted to

isn’t crazy?
we’re sitting in the bath together
you told me stories
they were all lies?

you dropped me like i am a glass
it is smashed
i feel ashamed
everyone is looking at me
i feel bad

i am naked like in the bath
we were sitting together
i feel ashamed
everyone is looking at me
i am scared

bath

turned your life into heaven 
i can make it hell
just a few words have a power
and i might use it

you are scared of your mistakes
you’re looking back like someone is there
you’re scared of every step
cause you know i’m close

hello 
i’m a ghost 
from your past
that you’re scared of the most
hello

you can count as a curse 
but it’s not even the worst
that waits for you
i’m coming for you

ghost

you like me only when you get drunk
and you kiss me only when you get high
and you want me only when no one’s around 
and you touch only when it gets dark

don’t try to make me feel, i’m done
don’t try to break my heart
don’t even try to talk
i’m already getting bored 
cause i’m not her anymore (not her, not her anymore)

only

have you noticed
 my mascara is gone 
after 5 minutes
 i spent in your bathroom  

i love this dress  
it feels like it hugs me 
 when you don't even  
touch my hand   

when you know  
you know  
i knew for sure  
but i was wrong 
 i trust others  more 
than i trust myself   

when you know  
you know  
i knew for sure  
but i was wrong 
 i paid a lot for 
what was free  

have i told you
i'm gonna leave
after all the years
i spent in your bedroom  

i loved that place
it made me feel special
but you never tried
to make me stay  

and i told you can't treat me like that
never let anyone hurt me this way
i hurt myself

it was me who broke the tower defence
it was made of paper or plastic or something else
how foolish it is

hi:) i’m a songwriter and here i post demos of my demos if it makes any sense. thank you for your attention and support❤️‍🩹

hanna aheieva

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