Name: First Searcher 1st Song Pg. 64 - 65 by Anna Mitchell Johnson
Duration: 1 min 49 s
Description: The First Searcher's Songs from the University of Memphis' 2021 production of Melody Bates' R&J&Z. Lyrics by Melody Bates. Composed by Anna Mitchell Johnson.

[Intro]
there’s a part of me lying in the deep
Jekkyl and Hyde, a side you’ve never seen

[Verse 1]
two am, wide awake, can’t fall asleep 
i don’t want you to feel my anxiety
you think i’m strong and perfect
don’t have Peter Parker’s courage
so i lie and i lie 

[Chorus]
if i told you every secret,
if i showed you where my demons hide,
if we jump into the deep end
would you love me or would you say i’m a psycho?

[Verse 2]
twenty years 
trying to seem cool, calm, collected
talk less, smile more, stay disconnected
you let me think you’re perfect
cause we’re safer on the surface
where we lie and we lie  

[Chorus]
if i told you every secret,
if showed you where my demons hide,
if we jump into the deep end
would you love me or would you say i’m a psycho?

[Bridge]
two am, wide awake, can’t fall asleep 
so i lie and i lie
i don’t want you to feel my anxiety
so i lie and i lie

[Chorus]
if i told you every secret,
if showed you where my demons hide,
if we jump in to the deep end
would you love me or would you say i’m a psycho?

psycho

The First Searcher's Songs from the University of Memphis' 2021 production of Melody Bates' R&J&Z. Lyrics by Melody Bates. Composed by Anna Mitchell Johnson.

First Searcher 1st Song Pg. 64 - 65

[Cover] Young Dumb and Broke - Khalid

1. Letter 1

Abyss (2020)
 
Produced by BUMZU
(BUMZU, Jin, RM, Pdogg)

Additional Production – Pdogg
Keyboard – BUMZU
Synthesizer – BUMZU
Guitar – 박기태
Drum Production – Pdogg
Background Vocal – James Keys
Vocal Arrangement – Pdogg, GHSTLOOP
Recording Engineers – Pdogg @ Dogg Bounce
                         	  GHSTLOOP @ Phantom Field
Digital Editing – Pdogg, Hiss noise, GHSTLOOP
Mix Engineer – 박진세 @ Big Hit Studio
Mastering Engineer – 최효영 @ SUONO Mastering


숨을 참고서 나의 바다로 들어간다 간다
아름답고도 슬피 우는 나를 마주한다
저 어둠 속의 날
 
찾아가 말하고 싶어
오늘은 널 더 알고 싶다고 yeah
 
아직도 나는 내게 머물러있다
목소린 나오질 않고 맴돌고만 있다
저 까만 곳
잠기고 싶어 가보고 싶어
I’ll be there
오늘도 또 너의 주위를 맴돈다
 
너에게 갈수록 숨이 차오르고 넌 더 멀어지는 것 같아
더 깊은 바다로 들어간 건 아닐까 yeah
저 바닷속의 날
 
찾아가 말하고 싶어
오늘은 널 더 알고 싶다고 yeah
 
아직도 나는 내게 머물러있다
목소린 나오질 않고 맴돌고만 있다
저 까만 곳
잠기고 싶어 가보고 싶어
I’ll be there
오늘도 이렇게 너의 곁으로 눈을 감는다

2020.12.03

Abyss by Jin of BTS

It's Not So Bad

[Cover] Thế thôi - Hải Sâm

Singer/songwriter based in Roanoke, VA. Moving to Memphis, TN in August 2021.

First Searcher 1st Song Pg. 64 - 65

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