i don't want to be close to you

pull a song by me

this is a crappy recording cus i did it on my phone cus i was lazy but i wrote this whilst under the influence and somehow i rly like the lyrics and melody and stuff i came up with like it came to me in a vision and hopefully one day i'll make a decent recording of it but idk i was kinda proud of it and wanted to go ahead and record it don't look at me hi
u can't understand my voice p much so here r lyric
In my bed
Stuck in my head 
Thinking over what you said 
I don't have any clue
How to make it up to you

Ahhaahhh aahhhaaah

I feel the heat
Between my sheets
Feel the shaking in my feet
I'm losing sleep 
Can't even breathe 
Cus I'm so lost 
Underneath it
Aaaaalaaall
You stupefy me

(You) stupefy stupefy stupefy you stupefy me stupefy stupefy stupefy me
(AaaahhAsahhhh)

I close my eyes
I really try
To get my mind 
Off of this
But it's over
Yeah it's done
Now I'm missing
All of the fuuuuun

I tried to listen 
It didn't stick 
I wish this all 
Was just a trick 

Im just fucked 
From above 
But I'm still lost 
Underneath it allllll

You stupefy etc

I'm so stupid
Can't even lie
That's what you do
You stupefy 
X2

stupefy rough af draft

a message from morgan freeman

And here I am
In this dark empty bed 
Same as before 
So alive but half dead 

Don't remind me
That old part of me is returning 
 the arrows are turning 
Come back to my beginning 

I told you I try to sleep but
I'm what the night is eating 
And all these moments I don't want with me
keep on repeating 

Repeating repeating repeating
Repeat repeat repeat 
Repeating repeating repeating
Over and over and over again 

There's even some light out
so why must these thoughts come about 
I don't want to feel this 
I'm tired of being tired 

A lifetime in quicksand 
Four years can't understand 
Why I still find myself
Back in this cycle 

And I hate routine 
I hate all this repeating repeating repeating repeating  

I told you I try to sleep but
I'm what the night is eating 
And all these moments I don't want with me
keep on repeating 

Repeating repeating repeating
Repeat repeat repeat 
Repeating repeating repeating
Over and over and over again 

Ah ah ah ah ah
My heart beats
My heart beats 
repeat
Repeat repeat repeat
Stop
Please stop

repeating a corny ass new song by me pls dont laugh

ok so someone ive looked up to since i was 14 died of heroin so i wrote this and its a big mess idk what it is but i did it

heroin

here are the lyrics ignore the chords and lil side notes I'm lazy
You
Woke up
On cloud nine

I 
Woke up
In a coal mine

You 
Don't even mind

You say
Never, never mind

C# g# bbm f#
You say
But I'm the new Marilyn 
Watch me fall I'm beautiful 
Oh I love my heroin 
Look what it does to the wallsssand
the floors are changing colorsssss
And the rooms are filled with water
I don't need to feel
Frantic
I don't need to feel
Soft 
Because nothing is real

falsettoish words stretched out more singing
You 
Saw your
Brain run away
I 
Told you 
You were okay

We were one
Now we're miles apart
It was fun
But you stuck a time bomb in your heart
**
F# d#m
lil moment of instrumental then go to chorus
**
You say
I'm the new Morrison 
Watch me scream I'm a poet 
Oh I love my heroin 
Look how it turns my life to shit
And the waters drowning me
And now I'm the finding the sea 
I don't need to feel
I don't need to feel
Because nothing is real

oh I need my medicine

heroin

HI THIS IS MY FIRST DEMO OFF MY HYPOTHETICAL GARAGE BAND ALBUM AWAKENED: THE GOSPELS OF CORNCHIP IDK HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT BUT YEA

look at the nothingness in our eyes 
Look how we present our disguise 
Who are we who are we 
talking to u in my sleep 
can't comprehend reality 
I want to know
Who are we
Who are we

And we're throwing our lives away
Killing the innocent day by day
What's the point in breathing when
we All know the world will end
This man made universe has
Never seen a day of peace and
I wish I could save the world but
I can't even save me

Is this life only a dream
Is everything what it all seems 
Who are we who are we
Pumping poison in our veins
Suffocate in cellophane 
No one knows why we're here
Chained for eternity to this sphere
Called earth 

And what's out there 
What comes next
why do we care
To be the best
Why does it matter 
That we exist
Cause I would rather 
Find an exit

existentialism

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hallelujah v random cover egg

In dreams Roy Orbison cover

I think I'm ready katy cover

Good boy

this is all rly bad but i do it anyway also sorry if any professional people come here i promise i can act professional if need be im just lazy sometimes

annecy

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