Name: lotus by annieversary
Duration: 2 min 6 s
Description: yipeee i love key changes can you tell i like key changes could you tell i like changing key

Wizbang - Her First Night By Herself

Esturgy - Goop Monster Theme

i actually exported it correctly this time!!!

snare society duals 2 round 2 omg!
this time with a hint of terrible music

3 hours-ish

i pray to tracey brakes sample packs

McDonald's McGriddle

all nighter 8 submission, made in 24 hours

lyrics:

When I was 12 I didn't know
That I'd be laying on the floor
Screaming for help
From the voices in my head (x3)

Remember when I asked you for help
You just said "It gets worse"
You kept saying that shit 'till it could not
Get worse anymore (x2)

(trauma)

childhood memories

yipeee i love key changes can you tell i like key changes could you tell i like changing key

lotus

Locals (Girls like us) but it's just my voice

You act like you’re out of fashion

your kind is in decline
i run my head out of rapids
to stew on your breath in my mind

we’re both running out out of options
it wasn’t fair we knew how to find

concerning myself with some silver
i could do better if i paid mind

it isn’t heaven and i don’t deserve it
if i was to serve it then i would pick sides

i am the furthest but i am the deepest 
i am the only one who survives

8 9 23

heavensent
couldn’t find the right floor
didn’t even leave a dent
on the elevator doors
and no one could hear you on your freefall to hell

head hung low
SOS sweeped from the shore
you couldn’t even reach the god that you swore
guess reaching felt like a stretch

don’t know what it means to feel alive
til you watch a friend die
hand in hand with a ghost
now it doesn’t feel right
how am i supposed to feel now? (its just an empty room now)

never thought we’d make it past sixteen
we wanted to die
now you’re tryna hang on
i saw you scared for the first time
could you hold out a moment longer?

as the blood slowed to a crawl
if i’m being honest i felt nothing at all
my heart keeps beating but i still died with you
am i supposed to just go on
tell me to leave a message every time i call
and at the tone it feels like your heart beats one last time

don’t know what it means to feel alive
til you watch your friends die
hand in hand with a ghost
now it doesn’t feel right
am i supposed to feel now?

never thought we’d make it past sixteen
we wanted to die
but now you’re tryna hang on
i saw you scared for the first time
could you hold out a moment longer?

don’t know what it means to feel alive
til you watch your friends die
hand in hand with a ghost
now it doesn’t feel right

never thought we’d make it past sixteen
we wanted to die
but now you’re tryna hang on
i saw you scared for the first time
could you hold out a moment longer?

could you hold out?

CICADA*

PHANTOM

it’s cold as ice
white gloves on, hold my breath
exhale into a steam
with every word you said
lungs fill up, burn my chest
til it washes over me

i think i might’ve found a way to forget
the world i wish i wasn’t living in, yea
just wait, cos i think that i’m addicted to you, oh

sticks and stones wont make me sober, i’m getting colder
my eyes are fading, i’m feeling jaded and i’m getting older
stole your ride and tried to end my life, i was your three-leaf clover
don’t leave now, i’ll hit the ground cos i need your shoulder
like i can’t breathe on my own

WHITE GLOVES

No Distractions

she/it

i like jersey club and orchestral music

lotus

annieversary

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