2021

sunbeams (sewerperson)

whole damn week (sewerperson)

Imma go and leave the house again i got my backbone
Watch the ground shatter glass when i walk up on
People only call me when there something always wrong
I see distant memories creepin when i pass by
Hope its the last time
Stay connected like its land line
Watch my footing cause im surrounded by land mines
Never gonna trip cause im allways on stand by
I got ice up on my wrist you know this shit took time

Pills in my system only reason I would fall
Error in my coding so i always reinstall
They always try to stop me but im breaking threw these walls
Still hopin for that call

every night
baby i used to see u bout like every night
now im like
are we alright
damn
i just hold my head and dig my feet into the sand
man i miss my home land
u look like an angel in this candle light ya
the news had said that storm out west been heading over here
we sit in front this fire waiting for it to appear
while my eyes roll back into me as shes thumbing thru my hair
exhausting all my energy into the summer air
i swear i had this in me way before i was aware
sheath this field when im in public cause i hate when people stare
this aura seeping out of me whenever im feeling scared
black clovers
covering my books
im tainted
i levelled before i was ready now its rage i shoulda waited
rippin thru my mind i separate from what i hated
i live in constant fear of my projection in my basement

Everyday thinkful to god that i made it 22 
I be mixin all my pills and with my liquor to
She be fuckin good im keepin all the answers inside the coop
She tell me that’s she wasted i tell her im am to
Markings on her body 
She levitate the room
In my mind i tell her that ill see her soon
I be writing scriptures in these pages
Witth you know i keep it weighted 
Hated
Only show me love when your jaded
New beginnings but im feeling outdated 
Comin home to see nobody waited
Oblivious is stated

Standby ft sewerperson (Prod. APT.102)

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: youtu.be/FaB_adGLw7Y

take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

up in my stomach
I'm nauseous stay cautious I've been feeling low
like fill up the void with these flows
write down on the paper I roll
exhale all the vapor I know that
this shit ain't good for me
blowing out smoke like a factory
charging for features like battery
hopin this could be my salary
like, eating beats up like a calorie might
beat up the verse
know that this won't be the first
weepings the greatest, you worst
like fuck that shit was clean might run back
getting lean no more lack
smoke that green no piss pack
get me on ill attack that

note
i might fucking choke
I might waste away
let time decay
fuck what I wrote
feeling bleek today
can't speak no way
anxious no smoke
they say you can't really fix up whats already broke

take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

who the fuck you think you are?
talk bad on my name?
yes a year from now you'll leech my brow
and take the blame
"weepings" glow in golden lights that's that rise to fame
and ain't nobody wanna fuck with me before my flame

(slowed)
take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

Exhaust [prod. pink]

lyrics:

baby come and visit in my underground apartment
i dont got no oxygen at least i got parking
here we got the fridge that tell you youd be better starving
and we got the smokers corner for the broken hearted
baby can u tell me how the fuck to die happy
i just wanna drill my head in dirt and hear cracking
cells inside my brain would tell me it'd be too tacky
i just need a freight to clip the rail and come smack me
im so fucking sorry girl i know im still changing
this is like the lullaby u sing to kill the baby
i dont think u can but it means alot u tried to save me
promise ill remember u ur such a nice lady
when im just a blob in my mid to late forties
every time my smaller blobs would make me tell em stories
i only tell the one because i want em to remember
when i tell the tale about the woman in the quarry

alright alright
alright alright
alright alright

baby i can tell u i wont ever die sober
i dont live no different from the man behind the dumpster
if its not no drugs just be assured im in my slumber
down right dirty szn throwin up blood all summer
i remember geeking when i walked into the complex
i know i was fucked its probably way worse outta context
shawty been my angel in a time i need it most
sucks she couldnt save me right before i turned ghost
cons may well inspire give a fuck about pros
i still got some slime under the dimple neath my nose
i suck on the bottle almost like im still teething
i just hope this wine can help me tell u how im feeling

c (eric godlow)

lyrics:

i missed my bus again
i cant 
stay here i wish i could pretend
that it was fate
but its all lies
im crashing all the time

i missed my bus again
i cant 
stay here i wish i could pretend
that it was fate
but its all lies
im crashing all the time

when im satisfied
i cant satisfy
i think im broken but i feel fine
its harder in this sunset 
along with the night sweats lately i been thrashing all the time
when i lay down next to her
i can be her favourite person in the dark
she calls by the name she knew before mine
anthills in my brain populate my spine
if i told u id die tomorrow could we finally get some quality time
maybe you could ease my mind
lets make some memories we wish we could rewind
in this fuckfest we call life
ive had a shit run with getting it right
so could u hold my light

i missed my bus again
i cant 
stay here i wish i could pretend
that it was fate
but its all lies
im crashing all the time

i missed my bus again
i cant 
stay here i wish i could pretend
that it was fate
but its all lies
im crashing all the time

d ft eric godlow (eric godlow)

i cant do this anymore (prod. rinne)

xxxtentacion - revenge/hope *sewerperson cover* (fantom)

lyrics:

she makes the feeling of alone subside
im faulty product im not worth your time
the last goodbye always hits harder at night
so wont you stay
one more time

i just gotta let you know
im not here to take u home
woke up two calls on my phone
wish that they would leave me alone
but they never do
they never do that
i wish i
i could do that
i just cant let you go
hop out the sewer and take u home

she makes the feeling of alone subside
im faulty product im not worth your time
the last goodbye always hits harder at night
so wont you stay
one more time

pines break through the memories
late nights were her remedy
cold words thru her sharpened teeth
create deep wounds you imbed in me  
throwing heads in the wishing well
when shes this mad she could boil hell
i thought we would go together
but i guess i could go fuck myself
theres a time and a place
but she has no problem doing it here
he has his hands on top her waist
in the photos she cant share
and its truly a shame
i thought we could make it through the year at least
but this game you been playing is killing me
and im too low on energy

she makes the feeling of alone subside
im faulty product im not worth your time
the last goodbye always hits harder at night
so wont you stay
one more time

one time for old times ft eric godlow (eric godlow)

After over a year its finally here thank you for your patience, love, and support. Here is a piece of me for you. -✦✦

producers:
1. @808gila
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2a4MbzmNLr59O7ryeFLf-Q/videos?view_as=subscriber

2. @jtpark
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-4r-CQERjH2Yf3z8OZ0qxQ
IG: https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjtpark/
TW: https://twitter.com/prodjtpark

2, 3, & 13. @user67beats
TT: https://traktrain.com/user67
IG: https://www.instagram.com/user67beats/
TW: https://twitter.com/prodbyuser67

4, 5, & 15: @prodby2k6
TT: https://traktrain.com/2k6#398704
IG: https://www.instagram.com/prodby2k6/
TW: https://twitter.com/ProdBy2k6

6, 7, 10, & 11: @Kcaaz
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXAzzCItZ91iCEUJbWqrAgA
IG: https://www.instagram.com/kcaaznc/?hl=en
SPOT: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5evZsbAa7rBuUzmrrSyBIe?si=iUEGtukVT_mLxO_UvHJ7DQ

8. @wavkid90
WEB: https://wavekid.infinity.airbit.com
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCePpyk8hUD8NjwnuDXtHmYQ
IG: https://www.instagram.com/liltutur/

9: @lilbearshawty
IG: https://www.instagram.com/lilbearshawty/
TW: https://twitter.com/lilbearshawty
SPOT: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7hkeWsaD98uWlpKLukw0qK

12: @young-enzo
YT: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVEQ2aSgBXJUVcaK-W-VBcA

14. @shanikai
IG: https://www.instagram.com/shanikai/

Back In Arizona *prod. 2k6*

Your Birthday

Lil Peej's Rockstar Lifestyle is out now on all platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/lilpeej1/rockstar-lifestyle
prod. datboigetro

Rockstar Lifestyle

CHEATER

lyrics:

the same three colours fall off my chest
martyred valour in the face of death
i hope they celebrate my life
cause god knows i tried to retrace my steps
wrap my wounds and take me home
dead on arrival in my flowered tomb
she loves a man in this uniform
so i sit and i rot as it drapes my bones
she said i wish i still believed he was coming home
cause this silence is tearing me apart
times have changed from when we were kids
but no one couldve told me it would turn to this
the sky was grey when the carriage came
bringing awful news from a landing ship
and in her dreams when she lays her head
she sees flashes of coast lines painted red
lukewarm loafs on the lobby steps
oh the thought is nice but they dont understand
hold me as i desperately try to move my arms
console my lover while i stifle coughs as im passing on
the wars you win are forgot in time
but the fights you lose stick with you for life
i promise ill see u again
but i pray you dont visit me tonight

silent night (eric godlow)

lyrics

his tongues loose but one day he'll hold his wrongs
options present themselves way less this time around
reasoning is obsolete when deafened by the cause
bullets fly right by his head as he prays to his god
i need forgiveness he yells at the clouds
haunted by the task at hand of making dad proud
birthmarks he never saw till she pointed them out
he said u know me better than like anyone else around
i sleep and i wait for the end of the world
when i wake up to these sirens as hurricanes whirl
around my house i might walk right out
i never liked it here and this death would make me smile
theres a light on on her front porch
she said she was up late maybe its a sign so im going to find out
last we were in a fight but i hope shes calmed down
i just wanna run something by u while im blacked out
lets let bygones become bygones
i aint mean to scare you 
i meant it but im sorry i just had to lash out
i could smell his body on you when we laid down
i guess i just helped find the one that worked out

bygones become bygones  (eric godlow)

lyrics:

and i cant seem to notice when ur not around
the leaves that fall are golden
they melt into the ground

and i wish you never left me with a sour tone
and i wish you wouldve meant it
when you said you loved me
and i wish i could prevent this feeling of alone
and i wish you could just let it go i said im sorry
trees falling breaking i cant escape
theres blood on my face as a warm embrace
the dusk turns to day and she turned to me
and i said dont cry and i twist the knife and
i just wish that she was born again
so this love story could never end
and im just left with the remembrance 
of her face that never left

i cant help think about these times
the dirt road hostel where she saved my life
with a take my hand i obliged ghost white
only she'll understand how i felt inside
with a denim torch i was acid washed
on 44th is where she broke my heart
my eyes meet hers in a time too dark
i hold damage inside these age old scars
sorry if i dont say it right will you help me inside
ive had too much too drink tonight
i cant make it to mine
oh you look perfect here with me
i dont think he could see
come here im holding you close to me
and you fit perfectly

and i cant seem to notice when ur not around
the leaves that fall are golden
they melt into the ground

wallflower ft eric godlow (eric godlow)

lyrics:

she locked herself in the bathroom and shes crying all alone
all this for a half hearted message on her phone
at the end of the night we all need to home
dont waste ur time on a man you barely know
remember where u started look at how far u came
i promise ur surrounded by friends of good faith

no one can take away the blood from out ur veins
i wanted so bad to tell u to ur face
but she sits behind this bathroom door in a strangers basement
you wont be rid of him until u drink enough to say it

ohhhh
ohhhh
the bottles never deep enough to forget about her problems
but its so much easier to suppress em then to solve em
and i know it hurts to face but its better than the damage 
ur causing to urself when u pretend u still want him

no one can take away the blood from out ur veins
i wanted so bad to tell u to ur face
but she sits behind this bathroom door in a strangers basement
you wont be rid of him until u drink enough to say it