FALL 2021

Foraging Wild Mushrooms

New Doink (feat. Brennan Savage, Mackned, & Cold Hart)

lyrics:

Oh im right here if u need me I promise
I kept u inside of my mind as a harness
Im saving u lately Im painted the target
Im breaking my character trying to be modest
I pass off my heart from my sleeve to my pocket
I keep u on top of my chest in a locket
I know that u know if u need me im on it
This life had enveloped us fully its shocking
Im speaking in tongue now it sound like a sonnet
I promise u ill veer away from demonics
I read out her texts to my friends and I vomit
She fuck up her life over one gin and tonic
 
We pass time singing old songs
Sun light doesn’t tend to last long
Its just right baby I think what u chopped me too strong  paralyzed course it had to go wrong

I cannot feel my face
Bitch I know plenty are in way
Here at home I still feel safe
Feed me love I like the taste
Parasites
I have parasites
Crawling in my skin I feel them feed at night
Lavender
Won’t help I harbour plenty bites
I pick off my skin and ease my tortured mind
Im giving it my
Im giving it my all
Nordic coast line
I tread into the wall of water
But lay down
Baby It’ll work out
They talked down to me
Try it again now
Dried out
These tears will dry out
The past fade
And we all die out

We pass time singing old songs
Sun light doesn’t tend to last long
Its just right baby I think what u chopped me too strong  paralyzed course it had to go wrong

pa55ag3 0f 7ime (nevrfall)

lyrics:


Hes not going home but u know that even tho its his exact words
Feet in the snow with no shoes no clothes still he’s burning
But his heart is way colder

And its 5:05
In the middle of the night
Girl its do or die
We dont get no points for crying
Please just watch how he drives
On this bread crumb trail 
But the case lays cold
And the bread grows stale

Memories dont pair well with alchohol
Can we drink on something else im sick of this fireball baby
A lot of people hate me from a screen in a basement
But They have fed u horse shit and still u take it
I need 30 minutes and im wasted
Ive always had problems tryna pace it
I came here in my 4’s left in a spaceship
There’s blood inside the air tonight I taste it 
Alone
But I get it were all scared to be alone
They’re not ur friends they're just a cunt inside ur phone
They love ur fire but they’ll never call u home
Trust me under fire they’d be quick to fuck u over
Pass me drugs I do em like its homework
I think im accomplished if I dont get any older
She’ll down plenty bottles but won’t touch a Coca Cola
Ok I digress my love just do what u suppose to
Pain
Its all in the plot
I was down I never thought id make it where I got
I remember bed bugs in my mattress and my clothes seams
Late night in this shed im blowing smoke screens
Wait
Sorry I forgot
My teachers told me I would never make it now im hot
Love is skewed my family growing up aint get along
But still it helped deal with all this shit that’s going on
So thank you

And its 5:05
In the middle of the night
Girl its do or die
We dont get no points for crying
Please just watch how he drives
On this bread crumb trail 
But the case lays cold
And the bread grows stale
505
In the middle of the night
I don't wanna fucking die
But it seems so right
Put the car into drive
Put my soul by my side
No one here for the ride
But it seems so right

h34rt_burn (branwen)

lyrics:

The only evidence is locked in these old photos and still it barely is
And maybe its just me but I cant see us one with victory if that is what were up against
Let us sleep on it tonight

From the west I could feel the wind
It tore the sail and now we sit in the Atlantic
I see the shadow of the beast ahead
With clear sight and I accept it
My feather weight frame couldn’t manage
We chose our pride over the damage we expected
Its about time we had faced the hard truth
Take my body and feed it to the blue
No noise no blood no pain 
In an instant I was turned to the bait
Somehow its cold peace in the middle of the fray 
But every second I can breathe make me feel its too late
No no no never no
Even in this state I cant help but take control
Somehow every day this haunting take some out my soul
Tender thought I was seeing things until it hit his home

The struggling u do won’t help
Metal in his hands with 6 rounds
Take apart my heart with 2 shells
All that for a script of how he felt
This candle light hits me in my face
I hunger for her blood I need a taste
The flesh is tender right around the waist
On the sea ur moral compass is erased

The struggling u do won’t help
Metal in his hands with 6 rounds
Take apart my heart with 2 shells
All that for a script of how he felt
This candle light hits me in my face
I hunger for her blood I need a taste
The flesh is tender right around the waist
On the sea ur moral compass is erased

un1d3ntifiable r3mains ft guardin (branwen)

lyrics:

I could save a life yea
Just by taking mine yea
Wait until I drink now
Now Let me run this by ya

Mod
Everybody’s here and were all on drugs
She said pull my hair
I guess its called tough love
I just dropped my walls
I just shown my heart
Its just part of the night when I go to throw up

Im fine on my own
Hard times still come to close
But not mine they are homeWith my life they will mold
I am Tied to u
And u Tied to me
I had tried pulling backwards
But cuffs dont work that way
She had went loose on me
I am in fight or flight
She is in ecstasy
And she might go all night tonight
But she swear to me she changed
Well that’s all u had to say
I could save a life yea
Just by taking mine yea
Wait until I drink now
Now Let me run this by ya

Mod
Everybody’s here and were all on drugs
She said pull my hair
I guess its called tough love
I just dropped my walls
I just shown my heart
Its just part of the night when I go to throw up
Everybody’s here and were all on drugs
She said pull my hair
I guess its called tough love
I just dropped my walls
I just shown my heart
Its just part of the night when I go to throw up

a_nightmare (jabarionthebeat x armen)

mixed and mastered by kassgocrazy
produced by kassgocrazy & thislandis
vocals performed by sewerperson

She Hates Me (feat. sewerperson)

cover art: realjoey600

lyrics:

I just want a little bit of passion
I dont wanna hurt no more im passed it
But she know the vibe already its like magic
I just hit the box like I seen static
Point me to the camera since u acting so dramatic
Girl u at a big big age u should act it
I been on a wave all day like captain
I just hit dream girl while he is still fapping
Think im in jazz club how I keep snapping
label talk in morse code how they tryna tap in
This shit unfold like a pickle barrel napkin
I aint sell my soul yet gods just working
U gotta get kors first and build up to the birkin
Tails in the wind he might hit u with a shurikin
They should make shirts for the beats I been murdering yea
I was way off but im on now
I done smoked so much its not fun now
Since this foreign fuel blunt made me burnout
I hope u not hurt if I k and never turn out yea
Still u treat my love like a weapon
U not just my 2am u like a best friend
But now im turnt and on my phone in this park jam
She hit my line like sorry Im not gonna make it tonight

Yea yea
Baby im on the way
Yea yea
I cant do this Mia
Could u Call me
And Lemme know the play
Im TT
But I promise ill behave
Big pupils
But I aint hit the rave
Star pupil
The way she give me brain
Very crucial
The way u play the game
Now I feel like max
With the way I bring the Payne

Look up In the clouds
Im inside of a plane in the sky
And When im up this high
It dont look so bad to be back down there
In this midnight air
I would shed my tears
But I feel so good about it
From my soul to my heart id clouded
I been looking and ive finally found it

Yea yea
Baby im on the way
Yea yea
I cant do this Mia
Could u Call me
And Lemme know the play
Im TT
But I promise ill behave
Big pupils
But I aint hit the rave
Star pupil
The way she give me brain
Very crucial
The way u play the game
Now I feel like max
With the way I bring the Payne

max payne (jabarionthebeat x laisvis)

cover art by @scottysplash

lyrics:

I came in the same way im leaving here tonight
This blunt packed like a suitcase of course im flying high
When she turn away she said there’s something in my eye
Like if I go home early u won’t wonder why
U could say it all all except I never tried 
Still it runs dry but still the time goes by
Look at my walls I was locked inside
Left here to die birds pick me dry

Ok Ive lost my face Just trust its me
In 40 days Ive left no trace
Now its cold out could u close that door
Thought we both out watch call me for
Im at home now in this strangers apartment
How they pass out but I barely have started
Seen the cold shoulder but this one like the arctic
Im on her side but I feel like the target
Pluck at my strings she’s the human guitar pick
They come in so whole and they leave broken hearted

We hurt We heal And go again
In hopes We feel something different
In jest In pain In love In fights
I want You here With me Tonight

I came in the same way im leaving here tonight
This blunt packed like a suitcase of course im flying high
When she turn away she said there’s something in my eye
Like if I go home early u won’t wonder why
U could say it all all except I never tried 
Still it runs dry but still the time goes by
Look at my walls I was locked inside
Left here to die birds pick me dry

IV (scottysplash)

Lyrics:
i ion even wanna pickup my phone, cause i been grindin for a minute but im lost and alone
but i be gettin all this bank i pile it up on my throne, but i ion even know its worth it when i be on my own

i got some checks they comin in they pullin up with the assist ay
puma on my feet i got some ice up on my wrist ay
baby see me ballin cause you know thats how i live ay
keep me in the running cause you know thats how it is

ooh, i know that yall can be feel it, i got a flow you could steal it, send me a beat i could kill it, my verse so cold it be chillin, should be illegal its villain, im on my grind bitch i live it, you ask for guap now i give it, listen

i think i found the one she said we 4lifers, i wanna stay until the morning even after i pipe her, i wanna show her better days and keep her safe from the vipers, she say im skilled with all my words im takin aim im a sniper

ima keep it going and now yall be actin shook
didnt know i had it in me cause you only hear my hooks
im like, i aint ever gettin money by the book
i aint follow all the rules im in the stu so i could cook

i aint got no competition i know yall cant even flow
say its lonely at the top im gettin money on my own
they tell me im your biggest fan and im like i already know
hk, boy, why you gotta be so cold

im gettin better every day, and its all because of you
wouldnt be here where i am, i appreciate you too
i got bars for days and days, got a bedroom with a view
i got bands for all my paper im too fire got the flu

i got these demons in my mind but i aint hearing what they say
i keep on working on my shit im staying busy every day
i got this sadness in my heart but i know we gon be okay
i know that if we give it time i know we'll see some better days

heart break now you sippin on a bud light
come thru promise we gon have a fun night
vampires so we cant be in the sun light
lets dip 'fore you get into a club fight

wrist cold cause you know how i do it, yuh
big crush but you know that i blew it, yuh

4lifers

lyrics:

U should never have swung my face in that door
Now I just like u more
U should never have taught me how to feel pain
Cause now I just wait for more
Me or myself or my own sick mind who do I talk to more
Shell always lay in the pit of my heart
Though she is not mine no more

Bring that down on my neck u carver
I have been farmed like a lamb to the slaughter
I had drawn pleasure from what they called torture
Tears for the man in the mask oh the horror
Dystopia is not so far away from this place
And I would put my life on it that We were born in wrap up
I cant even look at u right now Cause I might throw up

so bleed me bleed me bleed me bleed me
I just put life on top of the line for some people that never tried or would do the same but im still here
That was one hell of a night I couldve died like 20 times i think my pride would’ve took my life and yet im still here
10 hours a day is unaccounted for I think of what were up to when separated this long I wonder
Hands all on my face pick at my head trying get under this drink start in my cup and end in my thoughts leaving them sundered

Bring that down on my neck u carver
I have been farmed like a lamb to the slaughter
I had drawn pleasure from what they called torture
Tears for the man in the mask oh the horror
Dystopia is not so far away from this place
And I would put my life on it
We were born in wrap up
I cant even look at u right now
Cause I might throw up

to the slaughter (saint tomorrow x taylor morgan x taxpurposes)

lyrics:

As life goes up I feel these new emotions stronger
But feeling shit just bring myself back
I have been blessed right now but in this rut I can escape that for the night
And right now I need that so bad
 I crave to be mortified right now
The moments wasted unless I am scarred some how
It sounds crazy but think about it outside of context
If I were harmed there I promise I wouldn’t forget that
But I won’t recover any time soon
I cant party like I swear I used to
Still I pitch my bottle while I blow on this blue
But I dont date now cause Im broken in body its not u

I shouldve taken her advice
Im up but I been scared of the height lately
Cause it seems ill be brought back to real life
No matter what’s the situation u still my baby
But with how she thinks she blows my mind
Thank tonic and double gins all night
Im honest when I say ur my wife
I regret what I said in that blight now

Look at my tears they’ve ended
That was last month im technical
Shitting on me like toilet bowl
Till I pop in this bitch like pimple
I keep saying its simple
Huh cause all my dawgs on ten toes
And I do not take no risks like that
Man I feel like reyes when I pull up with that baseball bat
Its not even for me its my boy cause I got his back n all that
Were blood now
From different backgrounds
But in my face u could tell its something i would give my pelt for
My body not worth the Dior u were promised
U dont wanna catch bodies boy be honest
Id help u change ur lifestyle from south 
But u been too hard headed to take that now

I shouldve taken her advice
Im up but I been scared of the height lately
Cause it seems ill be brought back to real life
No matter what’s the situation u still my baby
But with how she thinks she blows my mind
Thank tonic and double gins all night
Im honest when I say ur my wife
I regret what I said in that blight now

horrible advice (branwen)

Featuring @Sewerperson

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https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xelfiy/for-what-its-worth-feat-sewerperson

Lyrics:

Xelfiy:
i been feeling hollow 
She the typa girl to ask me for a follow 
Just cuz im up in my head right now 
dont mean that im really down that low
How you telling me Its all gonna be alright 
when u really dont know 
Damn girl you really got hope 
New whip on rain slick road 
To late momma gonna be so pissed that i aint home 
my bad i always drift back to the past when im on the road
And the future so i cursed i dont wanna see in the that coffin 
or in that hearse i dont wanna see you down that bad that hurt
My mind to fast it skirt 
My pain so old still hurt 
My face so numb ur blured 
All this pain so young what it worth 
My pops said id get the bag at birth
I come from middle class 
And im blessed have this worth 
And im blessed have this worth
And im blessed have this worth
Im not gonna be first to be rich in my family 
But Im be the first to give it back for whats it worth
I seen family spilt away like money was a curse 
But it only effects those with iller intentions that r worse

Sewerperson:
Waste my time cause I won’t need it
The clock strikes 9 and im still sleeping
For my whole life ive thought it worked this way
I was wrong but ill keep dreaming about it
The trees wreck homes as the storm rips thru
But its not so bad from the window in my room its calm
But in all due time itll hit me too
And what a peaceful death I will spend with u
We could talk all night of the same regrets
But with one night left I just dont want to
One night left until we all meet death
If its not about us then u could just hold ur breath
Just one night left
I Promise I won’t hold back
Ive spend way too long
With these words stuck in my chest

ALL PLATFORMS

For What Its Worth (feat. Sewerperson) (Prod. KG)

lyrics:

U cant be living both our lives
Baby girl I handle mine
U would think I crashed my bike right now
The way I got my wrist on ice
That’s all because my heart on ice
And buying shit dont do me right
Cause I would blow it all in this bitch any day if I could buy us a bit more time
It is not safe late night
Girl u know the hills have eyes
Ion know who u thought I was back then
But Honestly im not that guy

Worried me sick she would shake my core
That is one game I will not play no more
After the show or when I pray to the man
That’s the only time u ever see me clasp hands
Ok ok I know u could feel the energy with us here right now
Reach to the
Reach up to the sky with me right now
Where were u when I cried
Since that day I stick to dry eyes

I know I drank too much
I know I smoked too much 
But I am just tryna talk yea
I am not tryna fuck u
Sit back girl get comfortable
Tell me what he couldn’t do
I know u got evil tendencies
But I see the good in u
Suddenly he ghosting u
She like Thats some shit that men’ll do
But u Venting to a man about it how am I spose to comfort u
 But push just come to shove with u
My body complicated still I save it so it just for u


I know I drank too much
I know I smoked too much 
But I am just tryna talk yea
I am not tryna fuck u
Sit back girl get comfortable
Tell me what he couldn’t do
I know u got evil tendencies
But I see the good in u
Suddenly he ghosting u
She like Thats some shit that men’ll do
But u Venting to a man about it how am I spose to comfort u
 But push just come to shove with u
My body complicated still I save it so it just for u

pray4me ft tommyice (jabarionthebeat x aatuiljin)

lyrics:

I was just tryna help I couldn’t care bout how they hate on me
Why u asking someone I never met to hear they take on me
If u tryna be funny I aint laughing where the punchline at
Growing up I would’ve died if I aint learn to bounce back
I think im playing dress up in this bitch with all this bape on me
U aint got a rack upon that rack but I 8 on me
Not a dry text but my boy said “I got that k on me”
Baby I live fast out here I told u do not wait on me
I am not no bop it for u hoe so please dont play with me
My friends something like family u would think at night they ate with me
Plus they all some dogs if they ate they eating pedigree
Told u if u feel a way about someone tell me hastily
Why u think the water moving up in the bitch
I grew out the gutter on my crocodile shit
I got a hole inside my heart that im unable to fix
Bitches come and go but u stay inside the mix
U pretty outside but on the inside u sick
And Theres no skin care routine out there to fix that shit
Dropped from the game but I resurrected
Im getting money now look what I did
Yea im really really on
Must be sour knowing after all u really wrong
Man I put that on me
Man I put that on god
And id put that on my seed but I got plenty children up inside the flow
This a nightmare
But u dont wake up from it
Girl im right here
On the stratosphere
Me and jabari on this comet we reside here We alright here

They drop me at the vibe
U cannot see my side
She cannot get inside
Im like Baby im sorry I tried
I get a whole tank
Im tryna quench the pride
20 deep with my guys
Feel like im ten foot five

I dont care im turnt up
God blessed me im live
They fill his face with red dots
No acne not no hives
Viewer discretion advised
I dont know if he dies
I dont know very much
I just know that im alive
Please oh please dont test me im afraid ill get too messy
With his bitch in tellys on my time she get too wetty
Blow in this bitch confetti
Swear imma blow in this bitch like Betty
Pressing me here u stagnant 
We so deep in this bitch its pregnant

They drop me at the vibe
U cannot see my side
She cannot get inside
Im like Baby im sorry I tried
I get a whole tank
Im tryna quench the pride
20 deep with my guys
Feel like im ten foot five

night t3rror (jabarionthebeat x lucabeats)

mixed and mastered by kassgocrazy
produced by kassgocrazy & taylor morgan
vocals performed by sewerperson

body high (feat. sewerperson)

lyrics:

From this treatment I was buried
But from this dirt I will grow
I took 2 its getting scary
But when I hurt I evolve

Some how I keep on breathing
I couldn’t tell u the reason
I think I need me some Jesus
Cause half of my guys are some demons
They got the arms like tarantula
Ion play games castlevania
Kush had put me in Andromeda 
Bitch im the shit im the enema
I think I made me some enemies
And half of them once were a friend of me
They tryna bring me calamity
I was just happy they thought of me
That 42 spill in my arteries
Giving my anger to fix our dichotomies
U put in work for the salary
I put in work its a part of me

All this emotion I push out my mouth in this bitch and u still shleep
I couldn’t have it I made it my goal to be humble and gain cheese
Everything i ever brought to my name came right out from my own teeth
I do not make new friends because plenty of people betrayed me
I just been getting high yea
I cant be teary eyed
People look up to me
I just cannot see why
I stay up touring just thinking in bed
How we would be if it was up to my head
I just checked in baby
I was going to call u
I dont want to talk about it
Until u lower the volume
Itching at my skin baby
She like I control u
Im thankful for my sins
Cause it taught me that u sin too

Some how I keep on breathing
I couldn’t tell u the reason
I think I need me some Jesus
Cause half of my guys are some demons
They got the arms like tarantula
Ion play games castlevania
Kush had put me in Andromeda 
Bitch im the shit im the enema
I think I made me some enemies
And half of them once were a friend of me
They tryna bring me calamity
I was just happy they thought of me
That 42 spill in my arteries
Giving my anger to fix our dichotomies
U put in work for the salary
I put in work its a part of me

i_evolve (jabarionthebeat x dasda x moneyevery)

lyrics
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i am quickly realizing
all the problems that i'm facing
all exist inside this hatred
for myself my thoughts are racing
is there anybody out there
feeling dim, dark & depleting
what is safe cause all i fear is near
& death i'll soon be greeting
i truly wish the flickering would stop
& i could catch my breath
but this films left on repeat again
somehow you soon forget 
you've damn near downed your second bottle
drunken words in full effect
these sober thoughts have always lived here
driving by until they wreck

i'm fucking numb
(yeah)
you don't know a thing about the terror that i breathe into my lungs
and i don't know a thing about myself other than what is soon to come

i think the sky is falling
but it's my imagination
overcasting on & off again
to form a new foundation
hopefully i reconstruct myself
it might take quite a while
obsolete upon comparison
these scars all stretch for miles
i'll never find the person i was then
he's buried deep below
subterranean inhabitant
i hope he likes the snow
did the soul inside his body
ever find his way back home
am i talking in third person
yeah i guess we'll never know

i'm fucking numb
(yeah)
you don't know a thing about the terror that i breathe into my lungs
and i don't know a thing about myself other than what is soon to come

dim, dark, depleting

lyrics
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i'm getting bit up by all of the mosquitoes
blister my skin drink my blood like a needle
collect my dna in a vile
clone me again make me less suicidal
my only wish is to regain a smile
i really miss summer days as a child
six flags, suplexes, eddie guerrero
now it's just sex, some caffeine and the narrow
stairs album by the band death cab for cutie
i fear that eventually someone will shoot me
a loop of that scene from american beauty
but this ones for real it's not just from a movie
my anxietys got the worst of me lately
i don't know how the fuck you expect to save me
cause i can't save myself and honestly baby
i want you to know that i hate me
 
if you made it this far then you're probably still dreaming
listen to this when you feel like you need it
my only wish is to regain a smile
i really miss summer days as a child

mosquito

lyrics:

Lookout at the midnight sky its beautiful weather baby
Shit like this could make u cry but im just sweating baby
She told me to speak my mind but u aint ready baby
I feel my cup bring me out my mind im very angry
Oh yeah im very faded
Bitch im on a few so please dont try to meditate it
I tried everything I could in here and they couldn’t save me
 I swear I feel sometimes this world hate me
She tryna call me daddy I told her it’s sir baby
I can’t touch that casamigos now cause I’ll be going crazy
Last night inside this telly we got too wavy
I woke up at 7pm and I was still wavy

In this big truck But im In the back tho
Im the bad guy I guess im the asshole
How that grape blunt taste Im Off of my own face
She hit me cause now im on But that’s a cold case
Oh u about to break down do it outside
I am not no shoulder for u to try and come cry on
Dont listen what they say I dont bite
I just got a lot of people I do not like now
U cant break a damaged heart
U cant mame something already scarred
And I could attest to that
I would attest to that

Lookout at the midnight sky its beautiful weather baby
Shit like this could make u cry but im just sweating baby
She told me to speak my mind but u aint ready baby
I feel my cup bring me out my mind im very angry
Oh yeah im very faded 
Bitch im on a few so please dont try to meditate it
I tried everything I could in here and they couldn’t save me
I swear I feel sometimes this world hate me
She tryna call me daddy I told her it’s sir baby
I can’t touch that casamigos now cause I’ll be going crazy
Last night inside this telly we got too wavy
I woke up at 7pm and I was still wavy

x+y (jabarionthebeat x almightynate x melofeels)

lyrics:

Everything I ever said to myself if my head it done came true
Waking up I dont wanna do it I pop me perc and im brand new
30 on 30 on 30 I think that my skin finna turn blue
I couldn’t deal with the pressure this shit happened quickly on two twos
Drinking and smoking some cookie in here until I am not able to move
She wanna fuck me raw but I dont want pussy I want brain
Some of these girls so trife they dont want connection they want fame

Ok ok
I have not eaten in four days
Fitting my fits too loosely
But None of my shit been bootleg
Woah
Pouring myself ace
Fuck it I pour this whole ace
Checking my phone she thirsty
She give me head like Olay
Said she dont fuck with artists
But she had ubered to me unwanted
She know I got a good night in my pocket
Everything I do she tell me shed pop it
Bitch u need to off it
Im here singing on beats for profit
U could easily be replaced
Right now im tryna be off of my face
Im blowing cookie and orange and purple.  until I am falling in deep space
Im tryna fuck u I fuck u and dip out this bitch and the convo get erased
Im going crazy and crazy and crazier I dont think I wanna drop pace
Im tryna push it till I couldn’t do it but lately I start to deteriorate 

Everything I ever said to myself if my head it done came true
Waking up I dont wanna do it I pop me perc and im brand new
30 on 30 on 30 I think that my skin finna turn blue
I couldn’t deal with the pressure this shit happened quickly on two twos
Drinking and smoking some cookie in here until I cannot move
She wanna fuck me raw but I dont want pussy I want brain
Some of these girls so trife they dont want connection they want fame