SLOW SORTIR

prod. by: thms 
written by: thms.
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//yeah, I mean how could you?
//how am I?
//that’s a joke right, right?
//like you're joking? 
//oh, you're not.

oh
Things were going too good
Don’t get me misunderstood
The doubts around
They turned to truths throughout

through septembers cold i stood
didn't need what I thought I would
going numb in my face
But the winds that blow weren't what you'd think

I'll say
For my estate

That it's easy
For something to come along 
and pretend to save face

and you'll speak
bout how i never listened
Do you hear yourself in the words you’re saying?

These things just don't do this.
rotten luck at its core I swear
Might as well be toothless cause im
Coping hard on my own

And it feels so useless
I won't breathe with my own lungs
But I already feel this
Left alone in a broken home

on my own
I'll stand shone
may not be long
But I'll fight as long as I hold on

to be strong
don’t feel like i can know
But I know ive got a way
A way 

So I'll be here
and I'll wait for years
yeah I'll hold back the tears
can't you see im right here? Replace my fears.

because this wont heal
its pressing on me and I feel
the world is spinning they wont hear
me like you do. God, I need you. 

I swear to god 
Im not crazy
I just hate the things 
That you make me

You're cliché 
with no taste see
No thoughts 
That heads so empty

Going in blind not chasing
The waters too deep for saftey
Dive in headfirst im lazy
No regard for lifelike shading

Here come take me
Please baby
I need saftey in your arms
I'm going crazy

I hate being
This shell so empty
My mind is going dark

watercolors

i can't get enough of it (prod. fantom)

kiss of death

Time after time ft. Jipp (prod. ayoji)

produced by cxrter & tahtx

lyrics:
(notahero)
heavy snow is pouring outside the window
u know exactly what u want in life
but i don’t know
but i’ll carry on
and i’ll love u if you're here or you're gone
i’ll find u thru the crowd
she don’t know i’m hurting cuz i barely make a sound
this hole i’ve dug so deep
i can’t see through out the ground
u can find me in the lost and found
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

(backyard beetle)
yeah
as the candle burns real low
the light begins to show
you may be gone but your presence still glows
feasting on fragments and memories of old
i live in a wasteland i ain't never seen the snow 
even then I can't help but feel it's so cold
cause all of my warmth came from you
what am i supposed to do 
when my systems shut down

(notahero)
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

christmas was never this cold (cxrter x tahtx)

Stream "palm trees & streetlights" by LEVI (@lvgg)
https://ffm.to/ptss

Lyrics
i keep you safe baby, every night
under these streetlights, i feel so alive

i keep you close inside my arms
just tell me, baby, how you feel
show me the way when it gets dark
tell me baby, are you real?

palm trees and streetlights
holding on to what's left of my life
'cause sometimes, when i cry
i can feel you here with me in the night

i gave you my everything
you took it and you ran away
told you that i'm scared
baby, i told you that i'm so afraid
i really hate my life
baby don't wanna see another day
i can barely walk
baby, my chest is filled with pain

i keep you close inside my arms
just tell me, baby, how you feel
show me the way when it gets dark
tell me baby, are you real?

palm trees and streetlights
holding on to what's left of my life
'cause sometimes, when i cry
i can feel you here with me in the night

palm trees and streetlights
holding on to what's left of my life
'cause sometimes, when i cry
i can feel you here with me in the night

i keep you safe baby, every night
under these streetlights, i feel so alive

SLOW SORTIR

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