Mein fauler Künstlerarsch hat etwas mitzuteilen. Es ist alles Spass und keine Selbstdarstellung. Der Track ist 2 Jahre alt und beschreibt nicht mehr den Standpunkt des Künstlers.

teil eins  prod. hollywood hank

dreckig abgemischte selfmade rap demo

Das ist wut in meinem herzen unverdaut lass sie raus an mir
Cannabiskonsum reicht mir lang schon nicht mehr aus dafür
Ziehe Nase schneide Haut subutex kotz ich aus was mir
Mama heute kochte spiegelbild schlag ich raus dafür

Fuck schon wieder sieben jahre pech ich kann schon nicht mehr mitzähln
Mach immer wieder so ein scheiß nur weil mich das Leben fickte
Ich hatte alles was ich brauch und was ich wollte kam gleich mit
schicksalsschlag immer wenn ich mich erholte von was mich quält bitch

Hoch geflogen tief gefalln bekam das erste nichtmal mit
Doch der aufprall gab mir schmerz den ich nie wieder vergiss
Dicker hit ins gesicht gefühlt verloren juckt mich nicht
Dicker stich ins genick frage mich ob es noch bricht

Doch bevor es soweit ist bring ich hits nicht für klicks sondern die die ich vermiss
Und für die die ich verlor denn gewissen hat ich nicht
Zu viele trän in rauch erstickt aber ist jetzt was es ist
Und dieser passout hilft mir raus aus dem loch in dem ich sitz

Passe mittlerweile auf wen ich mitnehm auf den trip
Denn ich warf perlen vor die säue und gedankt wurde es mit
Keiner frage was es ist in meim kopf das mich zerfickt
Erfährt man alles über dritte digga sowas nenn ich snitch

Nenn mich verrückt nur weil meine stimmung kippt
Denken ich bin süchtig weil ich teuren whiskey trink
Aber ich weiß was ich tue und was sie labern ein gerücht
Einfach weil sie lieber reden statt zu fragen was mich fickt

schizophrenie  prod passoutofficial

rare trash demo created with audacity and an usb mic beat by omenxiii

I was just joking yall bet on my mental
But know i am back with a sicker vendetta
I find all your friends and cutthroat all your members
You might be the conda but I am the Mamba
I am the poison that ruined your lungs and I am the error just I am the regret they show when they get what they did to me I got the checks and the cash and thats why you were jealousy
I can not feel that but I can predict you, pulling the trigger dont fuck with me russian roulette is so childish just give me a gun and bullet I quit with one shot bitch
Dont talk to me about seppuku, these are my letters I leave for my funeral
Fuck you I kill myself slowly slick dont regret nothing I not regret nutting in your bitch was just an experience now you be coding shit and while youre coping I sniff with my nose and none of their no‘s ever left me doubting cause there were enough other bitches sucking my nut now tell me are you still doubting I roll that shit up nah it aint itch what others think
And it aint itch what others think
I see you plotting and twisting the knots hope im slipping but I am the one give a fuck bout your business dont care bout your business and still I‘m not whispering
Still im the listening still im not giving a fuck bout your hits and shit said you will kill me but im not this what you think im just a bit vicious i am the itch you cant scratch and you‘re just wasting time and you‘re just wasting cash on me
She put a spell on me now i aint suffering going thru shit and they think that im bluffing since i been a kid all i did is fuck with depressions and pressure they give me when they look at me so spit it until i am lacking and yeah i lacked (i see others???) i just wanna kill myself slowly with drugs and shit every morning it just feels like slug hit me up
Scarecrows in my dreams tell me im ready to die but im ready to fight if someone gets in my way when I‘m high
I aint a shark no I am the ark I have open arms for every person that lives in the dark suffering from what was ripping them apart
(Every scar???) i know i did bark way too often but trust me I bite and I hit when they get too close to me


lyrics by me

paranoid schizophrenia  prod. grigoryan

trash demo
disstrack rap böser beat von hollywood hank

pyramiden//amfetamin  prod. hollywood hank

demons  prod. ikiru & dvrst

You know I been on my own for too long
Loved that girl somehow I still feel that
Messed it up with too many other girls
Now I got what I deserved only fair



Im feelin all alone comin down from the cocaine
See all the others frown when I tell about my
thoughts and
Feelings that I cope because they spinnin all around her
Had everything and more but could not resist the hole there
In my heart I was not able to hold her
Cuz I loved I let her go thought ifs real she would come back
Now it’s over
(Note:
Drugs keep me focused but I’m trying to be sober
But I’m not used to reality it just feels like I am all dead
Now I live my life in silence I just go on for my last few goals yeah)

I know it comes and goes sometimes you gotta grow it
I know it comes and goes some times it gets you glowing
Love is all we wanted but sometimes you gotta let it go and

Find another one to trust let it happen let it glow then, keep it all in

Now xannys keep me calm bc nobody ain’t call back
They told me  from the start) the higher u fly the harder is the fall back
I Promise
my one last year on earth I do my best to give it back and to finish what I started
Show the pieces of my heart in every verse I write down hope it sounds like you can harvest
Because I ripped it apart now it’s falling like a snowfall or the seeds in your garden
Hope it grows inside your heart yeah I hope they get it glowing

I know it comes and goes sometimes you gotta grow it
I know it comes and goes some times it gets you glowing
Love is all we wanted but sometimes you gotta let it go and

Find another one to trust let it happen let it glow then, keep it all in

heartbreak  prod. damnwillidont

Meds against psychosises i did not chose the shit im living in been alone since 23 my mins got ruined when they turned their back on me i miss my old friends everyday can not stay where im not wanted cant decay because its blunt bitch drugs the only hope I got cause my relations are too toxic i was all alone i had nobody to tell about my thoughts now i make it short suicidal thoughts its not worth it thats for both live and die No i never did decide
No i never had the mindfulness to get over the toxic people in my life cause im one of them im dangerous to anyone too close and when im high better get off of my side


close my eyes and im alone all by myself
No you cannot help leave me alone dont ask about my feelings how do yoi even get this close to me
How you even get to hope that i might change because the rope to my so called home was not cut and my mom couldnt stand me sonshe threw me out
All alone the victim of some docs now look at what i got but im afraid to lose it tho every second that i can not cope the fact they threw me out my home

home  prod. Retain

I been on my own felt isolated til the psychiatry
psychosis in my head i did not notice it til it stopped coped way to often i felt softened on purpose i was joking bout my problems cause i solved them all alone
Got no hope just realism
Trauma bonds i could not fix them
Now im on my own again, i dont want ro talk again
I dont want another friend
I dont even want the drugs
But they help me stay awake
Prescribed by the doc no longer get them on my own
All the nights i spend alone
Dreaming of all the goals
instead of drowning in your fake love
Break downs what i wait for
But they cant come back from the depths
instead I write text yeah i feel better when i trap
I see some rappers and they flex but thats not the way i get it cause depressions keep on haunting cause they been not diagnosed
Sniffing my meds with my nose counting sheep gainst my psychosis
most the time it lets me sleep

Pink hair black jeans white T is all i need to be recognized
Thick air medicine hide and seek cause the public wont recognize
That i am danger still iam in danger i might caused anger
my lifestyle like a scorpion to any stranger it seems like i made it i am a rotten corpse
I own/get the checks cause of course people support my decisions giving no shit bout their business giving no shit bout the klicks all i want is to be listened to by a few to save me from myself and the crew from me
Now it is just you and me nobodies watching cant you see?

tsumitsuki  prod. diddyjameson

worse  prod. diddyjameson

i been on my shit shit that no one recognized i spit sick i need no tricks just a hit to reck your lies look in my eyes you see the ice you see the sky everytime i rhyme i beat the shit out of your mind i dont care whats lit thats why i sound a bit cold sometimes is it my fault that i dont reach the people that might feel my vibe
thats why i sound so dark at times fly when my spark hits
I am the dark vicious mind representing anonymous if you get it startet dont act retard cause some of us are
 just get the vpn proxy and get understatement some of us ate when others did aid and some are just regular people that want the rebellion against the establishment
hope that you get the gang sign

We are many dont forget
Anyone could be against your opinion or your state of mind
Or just throw some hate at times, i been through a shitstorm bc the wrong people were pissed threw their hate with all their might i almost died or was it just psychosis guess that many people hide behind the fact that i lost my mind
Why is germany dead when it comes to connection, dont i get enough or is it the lack ofnreflection, i just wanna mention there is no official anonymous left in this section.
So we fight all alone or like a group of friends but we dont unite against all the shit that happens in our country at night
Everytime i get in touch i just regret to mention i relate, or maybe i am too late never too old to be against all the shit that the schoolteachers told

anonymous⸮  prod. lytarn

Fuck the klicks fuck the fame, i cant fuck with mainstream
cause its lame
Look at how i aim and shoot
There is nothing left to proof
Im an underground king i dont care about the noobs in the game
All they do is copy lames
All i proof is that they cant
Be like me im too straight up
Next up hit the  rec button
Wreck tracks how i get up
necks crack under pressure i dont get it why they flexing bout some shit that doesng makes no sense at all
rap game is a bitch all the trapping but they miss we are out to catch the predators that raped the ones we love
On the haunt til they dead 
And thats a promise for revenge


Tripple nine tripple six are the numbers of the beginning and the end
No i cant pretend to be something that i aint schizophrenia steady haunting in my head
I keep on haunting til hes dead keep it real til the end smoke a cigarette
smoke a blunt to calm me down my own brand to show
That i need nobody in the end is you and me in the end we all die so what's the scene
I cant stand the fact people dont accept each other
But you cannot change them so why even bother
So i I stay with my brothers all day long huh
All along the watchtower princess kept a view
All along the central station junkies tell the truth

predators  prod. crcl

Aint got no money got no home
Aid be pouring in my coke
Thats the only way to cope my depressions
Keep on pressing the rec button i am rotten to the bone
I aint even got no hope stress in my head
Tracks when i trap
Necks crack under pressure
I domt get it why am i still alive
Its so goddamn hard to die
Tried almost everything yet thats not a cry for help
Try my gang you end up dead
Still im out for my revenge
Keep on haunting til im dead
thats the skorpion in my head bitch

Thats the dragon in my zodiac
Dragging begging you to stop
Asking questions bout my mental health
Facing thats no way to cope the arg
Uments i told myself aint nothing but an excuse for being myself
But this life is so meaningless i struggle everyday
Smoke a cigarette to distract me from my pain
But dont get too close or you will get erased
By the shadow by the hollow in my eyes
There is nothing left inside
Just my hate for the society and depressions in my brain
Got the ink and got the blade
to express or cut out all the lames
in the game its a shame you consider yourself the same

zodiac  prod. lytarn

FUCK AYE

PUKE IN YOUR HOODIE
NUKE IN MY LOOSE PANTS
TRUTH IS I DONT GET IT
YOU SHOULD BE DEAD BITCH

YOU SHOULDNT TEST ME
I AM GOD FORSAKEN
PSYCHOSIS AND ADDICTION
ALL IN MY SHIT
YOUR LIFE SHOULD BE TAKEN
BITCH I SPIT LIKE SATAN
CALL ME LIL SATAN
OR WAIT NAH DONT CALL ME AT ALL
YOU SHOULD BE MY DOLL
YOU LOOK FUNNY I BE LAUGHING
POP A XAN TO MAKE YOU MAD I KNOW YOU WANT SOME
SMOKE A NOSE TO GET THE COPE I KNOW YOU RAN FROM THE SHIT
I KNOW YOURE ANXIOUS AND SHIT SO WHY YOU ACT LIKE A BITCH
I CAUGHT YOU LACKING WHILE YOUR BITCH WAS OUT TO KISS ME AND SHIT

(I AM I AM I AM I AM WAIT I FORGOT
I AM I AM I AM I AM WAIT I AM GOD

I AM I AM I AM I AM I AM A MACHINE
OXYCONTIN I AINT POURING LEAN

x2)

ROUND TWO BUT GROUND ZERO
I AM NOT A HERO
I ONCE WENT TO JAIL
I LIKE CHRISTIAN BALE IN AMERICAN PSYCHO
WHY YOU ACT LIKE YOUR BEHAVIOR WAS DEFINED BY A CYCLE OF SADNESS
FLASHLIGHT WAIT THAT RHYMES WITH WHY AM I A BAD BOY
TURN YOUR BITCH TO SEX TOY
FUCK YOU I DONT WANT NO FEATURE ANYMORE
IM THE KING OF GORE
LIKE IN JIGSAW
FUCK YOUR BITCH IS NOW A WHORE
BECAUSE NOBODY EVER PAYS FOR HER BILLS
THATS A TRAGEDY
ME AND MY BITCHES LIVE LIKE WE ARE IN THE HUNGER GAMES
FUCK THE MAINSTREAM I WILL KILL YOU
FUCK THE OTHER LAMES

GOD//don‘t hate me tho prod. pükechamber

I am high as fuck bitch
I dont think youre ugly
I just got your bf upset
I cant tell if i believe in god
But youre a goddess
Bitch i am rotten
Wait i forgot it
Tell me again
I am not a friend
Im the type to kill by accident
When we‘re in the bed
Let me be upset no wait
Let me be the upsetter
I can kill the opps better
when i am alone
Bitch i wanna choke you
Snitch i caught you choke
This no way to cope
Rap is what I chose to be meaningless
I can take your hopes
Like in game of thrones when you die by the better opponent
Admit it is hopeless for you to go on
I am satans spawn
You are just a pawn
You rap and i yawn
You trap and I laugh
Imma kill you and almost your bitch
too Catch a predator
but you cant catch what you deserved
To be fucked up
now you are shiny
Shine trough the nights
Bright like a diamond
I can take your hoe
If I want but no
I will end your life then laugh at the corpse

corpse  prod. wxrryx

NN死ね (anon死ね) [anon shi-ne]


All are demos I still look for a chill label

I was meant for great but cannabis got in the way

NN死ね

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