SPIKE 09' ('20 demo)

Dear listener,

I no longer make music. 
I've been avoiding saying that because it's not really flattering to say within a public forum that the thing you've wanted with your life since you were 12 years old no longer suits you. 

I take antidepressants now, I work for Porsche as a technician (if you know me, you know how big of a deal that is to me), and I'm no longer a lovesick puppy. In short, I'm healthy. Making music was a cry for help, and I no longer need that help that I so desperately sought. Recognition from internet strangers isn't as cute of an idea as it was when I hated myself. 

That being said, 2021 saw a very "in-tune" me; one that really tried to milk out as much detail in both production and minimalist lyricism. For those that care, I've compiled a set of demos from that period that you might enjoy. These will be the last offerings from me. Thank you for listening for so long, thank you for finding pieces of yourself in my very personal creations and thank you for the journey that I won't soon forget.


With love and a joyful finality ,

Indigo, Tha Blu

ETERNITEE

WORK! (feat. Jowy Webb)

LA VIDA! (rough demo)

VETTE!

BANK!

Call Me, Don't Call Me

Pak-Man's Dying Theme ('20 demo)

JAPANESE PANCAKES ('20 demo)

This was literally made in less than a week. 

02 As Of Late

Like Me (Freestyle)

Love

it’s always easier love someone 
when you hate yourself 
but where does it go from there, my love my love my love

you always said if the times were different, we would have made it, but now we’re distant, and i keep bingeing, in hopes of forgetting all the times we made sweet love 

all these old records bring me tears
the ones you said would carry us for years

but if i find time to tell you
that i don’t understand you 
and that i don’t really plan to
would you tell me that it’s fine

and reminisce on things forgotten
or is that not an option anymore 


july 2018
℗ peacesigns

shorttime (demo)

merboy

INFERNO, purgatory (demo)

indi

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