I was looking for this voice effect glad we found each others souls

i miss akur3 making music bruh please comeback

@fuckyousamantha

and baby dont kill
me
i know you cant heal
me
but i wanna feel
feel again
x4

insta

its okay

*NOT FOR USE*

@violetxx9
@pyu
5:45 till 15:22 all produced by pwon & violet
15:22 till 17:56 produced by pwon & meta

clips  w/ violet + meta

prod: wasterr (https://soundcloud.com/1wasterr)

Lyrics:
Never in the current moment always in my head
I feel tired but I don't think I can go to bed
Need to hear your voice just so I can get some rest
Lately Ive been thinking that I might be better dead

I stay up and I think of what you said
Then I listen as you say all that to them too
Reap rewards of all these choices I regret
Make a promise can you tell me itll end soon
But fuck I still don't wanna miss you
Got so many problems feel them fading when I kiss you
I still love you thats the issue
Feel my stomach turning when I realize I'm not with you

No matter how we work this out it's still gon hurt me
Tell me if it hurts you
Loving without being in your mind must be a virtue
Sorry if I did but girl I promise that I didn't mean to hurt you

It's kinda hard for me your still my only friend
Tell me to stay here youll leave me by the end
Can't keep leaning on these things that I depend
Say I'm fine but you know its just pretend

Wanna cry but what's the point if you won't know
I just wish I had some places I could go
I'm to blame it's my own fault that I'm alone
I just wish that they had love that they could show

still dont want to miss u

save ft kiryano, lurv

dedicate

prod: @lilac @winter

lyrics:

baby i feel like im worthless
swear i try my best but you treat me like im vermin
lets run away lets join the circus
find me bleeding out patch me up and make it perfect

everytime we talk you make my head hurt
ive been thinking bout the times we were together
rain is falling know you like the shitty weather
ask me when im coming back i think its never
im not ever coming back
cut it off left the memories in the past
shattered limbs like my bodys made of glass
put this smile on my face like its a mask

baby theres so many things i couldn't ask you
at the party spill my guts out in the bathroom
i let you slip out of my fingers thought i had you
its too much drama baby i could never handle
baby i could never handle
i need you stuck on top my body like a tattoo
like is that too much to ask you

you let me shatter like im porcelain
so much going on i can tell im not important
let me give up let me forfeit
i cant bare to see you disappear this shit is horrid

i wake up and my sheets stained red
blowing up my phone i should've kept it in my head
you spent all this time tryna get me in your bed
i spent all this time crying wishing i was dead
you left me hanging by a thread
dont got anyone to talk to dont got any friends
and i wish i could've stopped you what could i have said
shattered porcelain in my hands

think my wrists are falling off
feel like throwing up everytime i try to talk
where the fuck did i got wrong
standing on the edge can you please just push me off
i cant tell whats going on
let you cut me open but you never stitch me up
handing me the blame but you know its not my fault

porcelain (lilac + winter)

@zyy-19235267

prod @irisvi1

lyrics:

me:

she looks at meee
with the stare in her eyes
got me sidelined, bitch
i don't want to apologize
every imperfection is a little detail
girl you got me starstruck 
i will keep you safe here

hold onto my hand
and lets just got far
keep my heart close
no, don't break it apart
yeah ur the one for me
i don't wanna lose you
feeling all emotions
i just want to be with youu

@zyy-19235267:

now what we had was for nothing
thought we had something
I know your somewhere tonight say ur bluffing
i looked at the moon in the sky and its hurting tonight

u talking that shit on me
tell me what its gon be
im in the brand new whip
i keep them sticks and blicks on me
im in that shit im whippin that bitch you know its SRT
its like u just say ur inlove but u stay on the run
and u fell out of love
melodies keep on cryin
see ur tears they keep fallin
u wont listen to me
girl im down on one knee
and im drowin beneath
can u come rescue me?

when you say ur hurtin know ill run back
i promise i can make it work we're soul tied
just watch her fall out seein how i ballout
i check my phone now, but u aint call me now 😦
why u aint call me now?
so sick of fakelove with u
im done with u, knowin again
i watched you do it again, like we was way more then friends
i might pullup in a benz if u gon call me ur twin!

her eyes w/ zyylus (prod. irisv)

all the beats that i made this year that i absolutely love c: ty to all i had the chance to work with <333 

been so busy irl that I haven't had time to make too much music ;/

ty for everyone who has stuck by me you dont know how much that means to me <33 




0:03 - solo 
0:48 - solo 
1:32 - w/ @hidy2 
2:28 - w/ @revivalprodd
3:13 - solo
3:48 - w/ @revivalprodd
4:42 - solo
5:39 - solo
6:38 - solo
7:50 - solo
8:17 - solo
9:01 - w/ @gothe14k
10:07 - w/ @ilyzupa
11:00 - w/ @nightigerxo
11:52 - w/ @askenemy
12:45 - w/ @askenemy
13:19 - solo 
14:07 - solo
14:39 - solo
15:25 solo
16:11 solo

fall 2k24 clips (w/ nightiger, revival, askenemy, hidy, zupa )

This world just doesn't feel right anymore.
Sometimes, everything just becomes too much. So I keep locking myself away in thoughts of better times.

This is Volume 4 of a series of nostalgic Synth-Pop songs with the distinctive sound of the 1990s, meant to send you back to a time when everything felt so much better.

Immerse yourself in lush analog synths, atmospheric and melancholic synthesizer sounds, and retro drum machines that paint a bittersweet story of memory, longing, and the search for hope.

Whether you're driving alone at night, working from home, or simply closing your eyes and drifting away — this music is your ticket to another time.
Perfect for late-night drives, creative moments, or simply letting go, drifting lost in thought.

Dont miss out on Sentimental Panda on Youtube ❤️


Lost in the Night

count a check w/ akur3 (lovbug & maknae)

ly yall
art by https://soundcloud.com/beibirika
https://traktrain.com/kimzhel
0:00 w/ https://soundcloud.com/cosmic2x and https://soundcloud.com/offlineuser30
0:58 w/ @kiraiu
1:55 w https://soundcloud.com/sasaeng
2:49 solo
3:54 solo
4:53 w/ https://soundcloud.com/januaryyy https://soundcloud.com/odel007 https://soundcloud.com/02jan
6:14 w/ @cloudbxy1
7:15 w/ https://soundcloud.com/januaryyy
8:08 w/ https://soundcloud.com/crybabycam
9:01 w/ https://soundcloud.com/xosisthatyou
9:46 w/ https://soundcloud.com/1yugenn

count a check w/ akur3 (lovbug & maknae)

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