me listening this song and trying my best

there was a time I didnt relate but now.. really crying

and i thought i could never relate to this... well how wrong i was

Wrote this song about 1 month ago. Been working on the melody for about 2 weeks. Hope I didn't rush this...Thanks for listening 
It was way back when...

Way Back When

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Lyrics:
Somewhere in Ann Arbor there’s a broken traffic light
Blinking softly for an audience of one
A boy finds his comort in the shelter of the night
and stays up until the morning just because

Somewhere in Ann Arbor there’s an empty parking lot
where he likes to go and look up at the moon
Ask himself where things went wrong and why he feels so caught
And hopes that things start changing someday soon

Oh, he’s got it all
He’s got the life that they all said that he would want
Oh, he’s got it good
So why the hell can’t he start feeling how he should

Somewhere in Ann Arbor there’s a table set for two
Where he’d like to find some company to share
Spends the evening spilling his whole life to someone new
Perfect smile and ribbon in her hair

Somewhere in Ann Arbor there’s a vacant hotel room where he leaves all of his lovers high and dry
Pretends he’s got the thing they want and when he has them fooled 
he crumbles and escapes into the night

Oh, he’s got it all
He’s got the life that they all said that he would want
Oh, he’s got it good
So why the hell can’t he start feeling how he should

Oh, he’s got it all
He’s got the life that they all said that he would want
Oh, he’s got it good
So why the hell can’t he start feeling how he should

Somewhere in Ann Arbor

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lyrics:
I know you think I got it all figured out but cus
I walk around like my head’s in the clouds but
I’m just boy with his heart pourin' out 
of his head 

I wish that you could see the pain that I’ve seen and
all of the time I spent being not me and
I hope you know it’s not always happy
 in my head

cus I don't know
the perfect road to go down
but I know

I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day
it's so hard

and I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath til I can say
all of the words I want to say 
from my heart

if you really want to I could let you inside
it’s been so long and I’ve got nothing left to hide
would you believe if I told you that I’ve
got flaws

now it’s time to let the curtains unfold and
tell the stories that I didn’t want told yeah
let it out and I unburden my soul
won't stop 

cus I don't know
the perfect road to go down
but I know

chorus
chorus :-)

Anson Seabra - Trying My Best (Demo)

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3 am you call me 
I say I’m fine but only to
avoid talking about myself

Feeling like I can’t speak 
All around like empty   
let my problems fix themselves

This anxiety has takin me way to far from home 
I just wanna come back down but Its hard when you’re alone
Going through the motions now 
and I’m slowly breaking bones
I don’t wanna feel this way anymore 

I need some medicine 
I need a cure
I need somebody to tell me yeah to tell me that I’m yours 
Feels like I’m fighting for my life 
All the time fucking time 
And I’m tired of living a lie 

Be my Remedy 
Be my Be my remedy 
Be my Be my remedy

Tryna find myself again 
More broken then before 
I always catch myself wanting more 
Cause I’m on the verge of losing time 
And I keep bruising 
Heart is like an open wound 

This anxiety has takin me way to far from home 
I just wanna come back down but Its hard when you’re alone
Going through the motions now 
and I’m slowly breaking bones
I don’t wanna feel this way anymore 

I need some medicine 
I need a cure
I need somebody to tell me yeah to tell me that I’m yours 
Feels like I’m fighting for my life 
All the time fucking time 
And I’m tired of living a lie 

Be my Remedy 
Be my Be my remedy 
Be my Be my remedy

ANXIETY

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Lyrics:

I know you think I got it all figured out 'cus
I walk around like my head's in the clouds but
I'm just a boy with his heart pourin' out of his head

I wish that you could see the pain that I've seen and
All of the times I spent being not me 
I hope you know that it's not always happy in my head

'Cus I don't know
The perfect road to go down 
but I know

I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard

And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say
From my heart

If you really wanted I could let you inside
It's been so long and I've got nothing left to hide
Would you believe me if I told you that I've got flaws

Now it's time to let the curtains unfold 
And tell all the stories that I didn't want told
I let it out so I unburden my soul I won't stop

'Cus I don't know
The perfect road to go down 
but I know

I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard

And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say
From my heart

I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day it's so hard

And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath 'til I can say
All of the words I wanna say
From my heart

Anson Seabra - Trying My Best (Demo)

Anson Seabra

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