It was a time of heartstrings being pulled so hard they popped off their sockets. It was a time of retrospective, regression, responsibility, reprisal, regrets, and, most importantly, recovery. This 6 minute track was to be on the second disc of what would’ve been my third and unfortunately last studio record. The more it was worked on, the more depraved it became. At this point in my life, I was beaten, ridiculed, deceived, and almost spiritually broken. It felt as if I had lost everything. My family, my friends, my companions, and everything else that I hold close to my heart. It was a time where I cried at my constant failure to understand what I was going through. Had I finished the record and released it, any future releases would have been posthumous. The plans were to go to the local bridge up the street, say my final goodbyes, and jump, accepting my fate. Death would have had me in his grasp at that point, yet even then, life had other plans. The day I was presumably going to release it, the laptop I was using to make the album had been infected by a virus which not only corrupted the operating system, but took every project file with it. It was gone. While I grieve over what was taken from me, I see it now as a blessing in disguise. Like someone giving me a sign to keep going, which I thankfully agreed to. As of now, the album is permanently unfinished and will stay that way for the rest of time. However, I am not going to stop here, as I am in the process of making a newer record to replace the older, decrepit one. While I have no plans to release it in full, this and a couple other singles will remain as lessons that I learned throughout all my troubles. To anyone I’ve hurt, I’m sorry for everything. I hope to improve my well-being in the near future. But now, it is time I go back to what I call…




RECOVERY MODE

JOHN, HE COMES MARCHING HOME

MADVILLAIN (MF DOOM & MADLIB) - MEAT GRINDER (ANSRAND REMIX)

WHEN THE TORCHES STARTED DANCING (FEAT. JUNE)

KILLSCREEN (FEAT. XAVIER)

CONRAD SLATER (INSTRUMENTAL)

SURG1 & ANSRAND - SNOW GARDEN (INSTRUMENTAL)

Unreleased track from RECOVERY MODE. 
SUMMER SINGLES PROGRAM coming soon.

MEDIUM (INSTRUMENTAL)

ARE YOU DOWN FOR THE RIDE? 

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DREAMCAST releasing in May 2022

HOT LEAD [FEAT. LOVE JONES & KURT LOVELY]

Original Artist: John Lennon & Yoko Ono
Piano: Matchstick Piano Man

HAPPY X-MAS (WAR IS OVER)

Original Piano Track by Nige B: https://youtu.be/27-oSt4BQW8?si=p5T0JQ8r6Ozgh5vJ

GROW OLD WITH ME (JOHN LENNON COVER)

OUTWAY

Hope

Machines At Work

Ring

Apollo 60

ODD TODDLERS INSTRUMENTAL RECREATION

JACK FREDERICK EP

REST IN POWER DANIEL DUMILE
MF DOOM
KING GEEDORAH
VIKTOR VAUGHN 
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ANSRAND

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