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Congratulation Antea, your song Dream has been selected as a finalist in top 10 by Song Academy 

Congratulations Antea👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 this song is in the Top 10 Song Academy Young Songwriter 2021

DREAM

A slightly different track compared to my first two releases.  Although this was originally started back in June 2021.  This is less hip hop but still has some of the flavours that I like to use in terms of a good beat and strings.  Had lots of trouble naming this track, I wanted to try and covey in one word the sense of dread, foreboding, apprehension that this track makes me feel like.

Fearful

This song is written for those who feel being forlorn is empty. without purpose anymore. "But still alive". Life Has To Goes On. with or without you "not without me"
I was there wondering if it's worth it to go on. 

Life Has To Go On

woke up one day wanted to be somebody
but no one would give him time
worked day to day trying to make a way
but every time he finds

he had to make an escape 
thru another mistake
trying to make it sometimes

trying to make his place
he ended up without one, 
but still alive
out on the street he found it's hard to believe in anyone, anyhow, anymore...for sure (forlorn)...

he already had a dream 
notched in his belt
18 wheels on a highway
got it done no matter how he felt

see, he learned that feelings 
are only temporary
Life Has To Go On

but not without me (forlorn)

Life Has To Go On (mastered).mp3

If Angels Go To Heaven

Start with the basics,
basically I'm just saying,
said im not done with chasing,
Chase the feelings creating.
Create the rhythm and bassline,
Make it bumb so to remind,
That each part is a cog,
a working piece that belongs. 

And moves together like its harmony,
That's what you got and once inside of it that's all you need,
Its probably why all this pain seems to hit so hard for me,
Ill get back up but that's the reason for my oddities. I digress cuz I've been. 

In it, I get it, I gotta, flow,
Gotta stay on track,
Cuz swervings expected from all the woes,
Let me run it back.
I get it, I know that, I'm just a fool,
But i gotta knack for,
Spitting these sentences out for you,
Check it, check it. 

Hit em with a, touch of urgency,
Syllas verses could heal the seams,
Even in a, storm of surging seas,
I could lift ya from down beneath,
if I gotta, fight to bring some peace,
Then those pieces will follow me.
Cuz I never, dropped down to my knees,
Repeatedly asking please. 

Repeatedly asking why its always me,
Why it always seems,
Greener on the otherside,
Tell me what it means,
Tell me what I am,
Even though i aint,
Even though i purposely gave up the reasons I became, someone greedy. 

Someone Hated, I get it but I'm self educated,
And medicated, to keep you from the beast in my basement,
Cant abdicate it, it means a lot to know when your jaded from when your,
Really just focused on all the problems created. 

Because it's all in my mind,
I know what's been on the line,
If I don't keep up then ima,
Drop it all on a dime,
Unless I flip it, grip it,
RIP it, and stick it,
The plans to make you witness,
Without the convalescence. 

I had to go and,
Draw the designs,
The blueprints inside my mind,
Echos of what I could find,
And piece together with time,
So you could, feel it,
Maybe reach for fulfillment,
Sit down and try to film it,
If I, can do that, then I will, try, too.

*CHORUS*
(Break apart, from the world I know today,
Take some time, try to pick up the words to say,
Find the line, that would keep you from giving in,
And, if I, can do that, then I will, try, too. 

Show the world, I'm not someone who's following,
Show myself, I'm no longer a hollow man,
Not a whisper, I won't be just another stan,
And, if I, could do that, then I know, you can, too.)

Run it back, if I could, I'd say,
Take care of your headspace,
Even if you gotta, pull away,
Go take a mental break,
Take a minute try to, get some sleep,
Then start again you'll see
That black inside will cease,
And fade away til peace, takes over. 

Then you'll see,
It's more than words to me,
Theres more that we can be,
Feel like its destiny, 
Feel like I'm on repeat,
Preaching what's meant to be,
Praying someday we'll see,
Paradise in our dreams,
Eternal. 

Cuz we getting older now,
And I barley just noticed how,
Dissociation is the norm how did we go this route,
Like where's the lanes when do they blur is there a turnabout,
Turn tables I'm flipping switches cuz ima turn around. 

Next up it'll be your turn, to turn, your fucking life around, just set a goal and make it happen dont go out of bounds,
Try no to fuck around, fuck what they gonna spout, 
Honest to god it's been easier to just turn and shout. 

I know I've been fallin too long,
The sky above has turned to gold,
The floor beneath is nowhere close. 
I can't, go home. 

But in that dark I seen a light,
It seemed so far nowhere in sight,
But to the left there was this mic,
And I said. 

I know the feelins ya feelin, feel like you're filled to the brim and,
Drownin from feelins that's killin, call it my inner tuition,
Call out the mirrors reflection, call out the fake misdirection,
It's time for this resurrection,
No more of microdissections. 

Tearing your decisions up,
Shred into pieces nah,
This is not the way to go,
Gotta be more than what we're,
Made up on the surface yo,
Build up and take it to a,
Higher state of thinking,
Cuz the way that I've been thinking, I could.

CHORUS

Single

Untitled

Copyright 2020 Mary Abdel-Malek Neil SOCAN

These are songs that were created in community during my appointment as the 2019 City of Kitchener Artist in Residence (Kitchener, Ontario, Canada). Recordings include accompaniment with junk instruments.

Songs of KItchener

Yo He Ganado - Mary Abdel-Malek Neil

A song that's written about someone I love before I really loved them.

Lyrics:
Black hair
Tanned Skin
The tension here 
Is paper thin
Oh what a fine line that we both walk

Up late
It’s getting dark
Humming down the line
About Ball Park
That one song sums up why we still talk

I guess it’s better off how it’ll be
If it doesn’t happen won’t bother me

Stay up late and talk to me
That’s all I want it to be
No heart felt stories
There I am, tears in my eyes
Forgot I opened up about my life
Being more than friends is so boring
Oh so Boring
Oh so Boring

Gotten closer over a couple of months
Never assumed we would mean this much
To each other

Coulda all just been an accident
Like I’ve accidentally never loved someone this much
In my life

I guess it’s better off how it’ll be
If it doesn’t happen won’t bother me

Stay up late and talk to me
That’s all I want it to be
No heart felt stories
There I am, tears in my eyes
Forgot I opened up about my life
Being more than friends is so boring
Oh so boring
So boring
So boring

Night and day I think about
This whole thing and if I fell
I guess that’s just fine too
Either way, it’s really up to you

Being More than Friends is so Boring

Production and Engineered by Lord Rayden 
All beats by Rayden

Rayden -the Story Teller

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Outro track: Meek Mill - Otherside of America

DREAM

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