lyrics:



I don't wanna be sober
shawty come on over
sit on my sofa
it's the only time your love takes over
next time we'll get high in my new blacked out rover

no baby girl please don't go I just wanna keep you close
your the only place I could call home so never ever leave me alone

bet you wish you still had me
money and the fame on me
I could buy you everything
sike goofy bitch you moving FUNNY

S4d G3ng4r-Sober Me (rough draft) (Prod. IOF)

VERSE 1 
I’ve found myself in a rut,
I can’t shake.
Keep on making mistakes,
need to pump down my breaks.
I try to change,
but it feels all too strange.
Don’t wanna rearrange,
what has been in my brain.

(Instrumental)

VERSE 2
Displease, unease,
on a Sunday morning.
Tryna chill, smoke a J,
it’s my sweet remedy.

It’s how I cope,
you say stop with the dope.
I won’t stop with the dope,
I rather choke!

CHORUS 
You say I’m insane,
but I say it’s the pain.
Can’t help what’s been ingrained,
I’m saying that I have been chained!
You say I’m insane,
but I say it’s the strain.
Can’t help what’s been ingrained,
I’m saying that I have been chained!

VERSE 3
Can’t help myself,
don’t need anyone else.
Leave me to my own self,
don’t need anyone’s help.

My soul’s already lost…
Just hang me on a cross…
So I go out like a boss…
I say hang me on a cross!

CHORUS
You say I’m insane,
but I say it’s the pain.
Can’t help what’s been ingrained,
I’m saying that I have been chained!
You say I’m insane,
but I say it’s the strain.
Can’t help what’s been ingrained,
I’m saying that I have been chained!

BRIDGE
Just please leave me,
leave me alone to bleed.
Will not stop til I’m free,
and it’s all just a dream.

Don’t knock,
nobodies home.
Don’t call,
I won’t pick up the phone.
Just stop,
please leave me all alone.
Don’t knock man,
nobodies home!

CHORUS
You say I’m insane,
but I say it’s the pain.
Can’t help what’s been ingrained,
I’m saying that I have been chained!
You say I’m insane,
but I say it’s the strain.
Can’t help what’s been ingrained…

INSANE!

Lyrics:

Takin’ these pills outta salvation, uh
Keeping my mind off the basement, fuck
I hit em, I get em, I got em yuh
Overwatch the death of society, stuck at the bottom, yuck 
Pay homage to the sacrifice of a chosen one so watch what you’re calling luck hah

Over it all, my ears are deaf, I will not watch mainstream
Consume madness where all demons loom, I’m boutta take em down
New lies everyday, this x rated circus show just makes me rage 

Out of the dark wit the darkest of lyrics, it’s steep, I feel it deep in my spirit 
Foresold the jezebel Jesuit agenda energy leering bitch fuck your clearance 
If I gotta fight the good fight for peace of mind then I’ll pack a flak jacket
Tell me which act are you casting cause I’m boutta put that shit in the casket
Ready to play, the score I’m betting to settle it uh yuh
Instead he afraid, stalking my page, talking without any evidence uh
My pain made me go celibate, my dame is not even relevant uh
Heavy enraged, the Vatican jokers gon surely feel all of it, wha

Takin’ these pills outta salvation, uh
Keeping my mind off the basement, fuck
I hit em, I get em, I got em yuh
Overwatch the death of society, stuck at the bottom, yuck 
Pay homage to the sacrifice of a chosen one so watch what you’re calling luck hah

Over it all, my ears are deaf, I will not watch mainstream
Consume madness where all demons loom, I’m boutta take em down
New lies everyday, this x rated circus show just makes me rage 

Fighting, I’m luffy give a quick punchline one piece 
Barking at the wrong tree feeling like loose leaf so bitch calm it we in a movie 
Wouldn’t date porno coochie surely it’ll take a lot just to Mary moody 
Writing and drew in my diary but I’m not playing the role of Julie 
In the middle of a manic episode, it wouldn’t matter if you push me off the edge
I’m starting to lose my head, pausing at climax would change the climate won’t matter
I’ll still come inside of this riot 
I flow like liquid, stay solid spiritually and spit this gas while I keep one eye to the past 

Takin’ these pills outta salvation, uh
Keeping my mind off the basement, fuck
I hit em, I get em, I got em yuh
Overwatch the death of society, stuck at the bottom, yuck 
Pay homage to the sacrifice of a chosen one so watch what you’re calling luck hah

Over it all, my ears are deaf, I will not watch mainstream
Consume madness where all demons loom, I’m boutta take em down
New lies everyday, this x rated circus show just makes me wanna rage

Red Pill Rage (Prod. BadSoul)

Phonk Djent Also Known As Phent

I know I should smile more
And go out for a while more
A welcoming grin to let people in
I know I should smile more
I don’t mean to offend you
I swear I never intend to
I’m on a line
Losing my mind
I'm caught in a trap of my own design
 
And I can’t see a way to the light	
Can’t see a reason to fight
The mirror’s saying every night
Saying every night, saying every night

You gotta open up the doors, go on out and get them
Someone’s gonna come along and love you if you let them
Open up the doors, go on out and get them
Someone’s gonna come along and love you if you let them
Oh, Have I said it enough?
Oh, all that that hippie stuff
But open up the doors, go on out and get them
Someone’s gonna come along and love 
They'll love you if you let them


How do they do it?
Like there’s nothing to it
The people that bloom and light up the room. 
How do they do it?
I’m stuck in a station
Of self isolation
It's easy to hide
And I've always tried
But the doctor says I gotta go outside

How do you find a friend
When every turn’s a dead end?
But I still gotta say it again
Gotta say it again
Gotta say it again

You gotta open up the doors, go on out and get them
Someone’s gonna come along and love you if you let them
Tell me is it real? Barely can conceive it
Everyday it gets a little harder to believe it 
Oh, Have I said it enough?
Oh, all that hippie stuff
But open up the doors, go on out and get them
Someone’s gonna come along and love
They'll love you if you let them 

Motivational fairytales
Happy endings and love prevails
It’s so easy to say believe 
When next thing, you pack up and leave
Not all trials are losing games
Not all efforts will end the same 
For all of the fluff, some of it’s true 
‘Cause nothing comes to you
Even tragedies end
Go out and find a friend 


(you gotta, you gotta, you gotta)

You gotta open up the doors, go on out and get them
Someone’s gonna come along and love you if you let them
Open up the doors, go on out and get them
Someone’s gonna come along and love you if you let them
you gotta give it time
It’s all just a steady climb
So open up the doors, go on out and get them
Someone’s gonna come along and love you if you let them 
Open up the doors, go on out and get them
Someone’s gonna come along and love you if you let them 
Open up the doors, go on out and get them
Someone’s gonna come along and love you if you let them 
Someone’s gonna come along and love you if you let them 
Someone’s gonna come along and love 
They’ll love you if you let them

Fanfare for the Lonely

Fanfare For the Lonely (demo)

Because it is that love-filled time of the year (and Laufey just won a grammy!!!) I thought I would share one of my songs from last year’s Christmas stream: Lovesick, by Laufey ✨

I’ve gotten into the habit of sharing a short message with the songs I select— why they are part of my repertoire, what they mean to me. I believe context is crucial for the enjoyment of anything, especially music. 

For pacing purposes, it was too long for me to include in my music video, but I am including the transcript here for those interested.

Happy Valentines everyone!

Find more of my music at:
youtube.com/@jkasturias

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“So this [next song] is called Lovesick. I think it captures a particular mood, a kind of warm feeling in your heart [that] captures you and captivates you— I think this is exactly what I felt this year especially, [that] when I [first] heard this song from Laufey, [I thought] “yeah. That’s exactly how I feel.” 

Let me quote this particular line actually:

‘Getting twisted in my head,
Dreams are nightmares in my bed,
Since the last night I spent with you.’

Ewan ko kung anong meron sa pag-ibig, pero minsan, there is a particular intoxicating factor that comes with it, and [I really felt that] this year.”

Lovesick - Christmas Stream 2023

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S4d G3ng4r-Sober Me (rough draft) (Prod. IOF)

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