produced, mixed, & mastered by F43 

lyrics:

realized and i found the truth
not much left to say to you
feel alive, didn't make it through
not much that there's left to do 

and i can't feel this way for that much longer
cuz if i do ill go insane
ill write about a time when i would wonder
if i would always feel this way

don't think i'm alright 
not sure if i'm okay
but i'm sure that in time
that i'll be alright, that ill be alright

and i’ll have lonely nights
in my own small world
but i know that in time
that i’ll be alright, that ill be alright
:)

wonder (f43)

(Prod. by Number48)
Mixed and Mastered by F43


Lyrics :

 -main verse 3x-

(kairos)
It’s clear to see that i still need some help
because i never thought it’d be this way looking at myself
but if it felt that good why would you fight the feeling?
if you felt that good why would you fight the feeling?


why would you fight the feeling?


It’s such a shame to see a broken home
i’ll build it from the pieces that we left and we’ll never know 
and if it felt that good why would i fight the feeling? 
if it felt that good why would i felt the feeling?

(f43) 
i had to fight the feeling
but the feeling fights me
i had to take back what’s mine
i had to walk on my feet
you love to sit and watch me bleed
but it’s whatever no you’ll never get me

feeling w/ f43 (PROD. Number48)

prod. pekarot
mix & master by F43

lyrics: 

i try to reach forward 
i know you're not there
and i know you don't care
and i know its not fair
i try to move on 
but i find it real hard
when you interrupt my dreams
the only place that i 
can find some fucking peace

but i guess that i wanted to see
you said we had a chance
oh yeah, boy best believe 
but i guess that was all just for me
and it seems i still don't know the truth
am i really in love?
or am i too confused?
to know what I'm really feeling for you

and i hate that i showed you my vulnerable side
you said don't you worry look me in my eyes, you said
you'll be alright, you'll be alright,
you'll be alright, you'll be alright, 
you lied
i'm reckless, not recommending
the methods i use for self-medicating
i'm skewed and i'm jaded
from messes I've made its
not easy to say its probably
best if we never talk again

what went wrong?

prod. BADBRAIN
mix & master - F43

lyrics:

I thought we could see this through
The weathers changed and spring is soon
I learned a lot since the last June
I learned a lot without you

You want to meet right in between, the places we already know
We’d watch the leaves, down by the creek
The spot that we, would dig a hole

And lay our memories to rest
I still tell myself you’re the best
The pain deep inside of my chest 
(I won’t show it, I won’t show it)
Now all I know is how to hide
That’s why my hair is in my eyes
It took way too long to realize
(Now I know it, Now I know it)

Stay here, the colors were for you
But finding out eventually 
That maybe they’re just blue

(No I won’t go back to that again) x4

I know, it’s troubling for you
You'll have to face the truth someday
That this is what you choose

I thought we could see this through
The weathers changed and spring is soon
I learned a lot since the last June
I learned a lot without you

Learned a lot about you
I learned a lot about you

junebug

the hole ends an era for me in music making and the real world. here's to never looking back.

prod. (prod. michael harrison)
mix and mastered by F43

lyrics:
the time has come and i'll walk the long cold road
along the same one that I had dug a hole
I must admit I had felt a bit afraid
the way we make ourselves feel, isn't it strange?

oh please

along the way, I found something like myself
so small and weak and of course it had no shell
I stopped I had to make sure that he's okay
cuz that's what id want someone to do for me

how could you do this?
how could you do this?
how could you do this?

i walked the road but was it worth all the cost
for me to just get up and brush this off
it felt real nice to have weight come off my chest
now lets see if i can lay my head to rest

the hole. (prod. michael harrison)

mix and master : f43
prod. Number48

lyrics:

for the mean time, light up my days
when the night comes i hope you stay
cuz in the end days we'll be the few
girl i am so crazy for you 
girl i am so crazy for you
girl i am so crazy for you

do you mean it?
is it as hard as you think?
if you really want, we can pick this up

you entered my peripheral now I cant let you go
so much more than just lust, sexual, but there are things i don't know
getting used to feeling sensible but soon we all will float
keeps on weighing on my mental but i feel it in my bones

its the only thing that brings me too my knees
is when i wonder if in the end you'll still choose me

and i wont play pretend 
its broken, worthless
no i can never rest, ill repeat this til im dead
and baby of course you're at fault too
and i know ill never forget you

cuz i don't wanna forget you 
cuz i don't wanna forget you 
cuz i don't wanna forget you.

crazy4u /w f43 (Number48)

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