i need help pt.3

artwork: @philipweberartist on ig

prod.bailey daniel 

Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

Home, home, all alone, all alone at
Home, home, all alone, all alone all alone all alone

Guess that ill be fine with independence 
I got the message
You got me sweating
Girl you know you got me fuckin stressin
You got me pressin
Nah im just testing girl
Like oh my gawd
Oh my damn
She go ham
Where’s yo man
Caught me in a spiral
Girl you got me fuckin crazy vile
Oh like

She too, she too, she too, too much to handle, handle, handle, handle cause
She too, she too, too much, too much to handle, handle, handle, handle

Ouuuuu too astonishing
I aint stopping it
See you stylish yeah I acknowledge it
We could kick it back
Or we could back it in
Crying in my raps
Im sounding like a bitch
oh, no no
Got me crazy got me lococo
Dont deserve you and I know so-so
If you dont like me then im fine solo oh low low 

Home, home, all alone, all alone at
Home, home, all alone, all alone all alone all alone

Two steps to my door
Shit get too annoyin
I could feel void I feel it slowly growin
All I hear is noise I hear the water flowing
Fill up to my feet I feel the windy blowin
Oh
All up in my fucking zone
Ripping off my skin till I see fucking bones
Blood drip on the stones
Eaten by the crows
I keep goin till im gone

She too, she too, she too, too much to handle, handle, handle, handle cause
She too, she too, too much, too much to handle, handle, handle, handle
She too, she too, she too, too much to handle, handle, handle, handle cause
She too, she too, too much, too much to handle, handle, handle, handle

2MUCH2HANDLE

LYRICS:

chorus:
fiending for some fucking pain I want you to beat up on my body 
(jump me in the pit x2)
I always wanna go crazy in the pit and fuck up my body
(jump me in the pit x2)
fuck me up all over that I fucking stay on the filthy ground 
(jump me in the pit x2)
we some stupid crazy fucking lokos and we love fucking around
(jump me in the pit x2)

verse:
I want to see fucking blood
all over my face and my hands 
I want to see you go nuts 
make it so I can’t fucking stand

chorus:
I feel like suffering and suffocating in my own pain 
(jump me in the pit x2)
haven’t felt this great since I got hit by a train 
(jump me in the pit x2)
I’m fucking feeling everything in my veins 
(jump me in the pit x2)
I just wanna get jumped in the pit

JUMP ME IN THE PIT!

NORMAL PEOPLE SCARE ME 😣✌️

Devstacks-Diamonds In My Face Ft. Osamason (Sped Up)

haiku

doomed

im ill

lyrics:

Fuck I failed suicide again 
Fuck every time I try 
I wake up tryna die again 

thought I'd visit Hell
Feels like I'm already there 
what's between life
And the afterlife
i'm halfway there

where am I again?
fuck I failed suicide again 
fuck every time I try 
I wake up tryna die again 
fuck I rather be covering blood 
Thinking about suicide again 
I know I just tried 
but I think I might just try again 

thought I'd visit Hell 
it feels like I'm already there 
plenty of reasons why I shouldn't die 
but I don't fucking care 
what's between life
And the afterlife
i'm halfway there
i'm alive 
But I don't feel alive 
I'd rather not be here 

I'm a suicidal failure 
it's like every time I try 
I feel like such a fucking pussy 
just can't seem to get it right 
where am I 
Last thing I remember 
I was tryna die 
had a gun by my side 
but I was tryna use a knife 

murderously 
The thoughts in my head 
only thinking about one thing 
that's murdering me 
sometimes I pick up a gun 
And pointed to my face 
When the thoughts controlling me 
sometimes I like to go up 
Against my skin with a blade 
When I really wanna bleed 
Ashing a cigarette 
on the top of my tongue 
to see how Hell taste 

where am I again?
fuck I failed suicide again 
fuck every time I try 
I wake up tryna die again 
fuck I rather be covering blood 
Thinking about suicide again 
I know I just tried 
but I think I might just try again 

Please don't make me
Don't bring me back don't wake me
Just let the demon take me
No need to resuscitate me
Kill me for the plug
Oh what a dream
What the fuck
Prepare me a seat in Hell
Don't think I'll make it up above

Fuck I failed suicide again 
Fuck every time I try 
I wake up tryna die again

FUCK I FAILED SUICIDE AGAIN?!?!

fuck..

im a bit dramatic

snow w/ devowt ❄️❄️

just another bedtime story...

Lyrics:

Guts:
"When you see god tell him this"

My skin burns when i'm in 
My skin burns when
"Hatred" 
My skin burns when i'm in god's light

"Damn you all
Curse you all 
So. you're full of hatred i can relate"
 
God is fucking busy 
how about you save yourself
wanna see god so bad
go razor blade yourself 

My skin burns 
When i'm in god's light
Made in his
Image 
But i'm nothing like christ

When your fate is 
No more 
What could ya do then?
I think think you all should die 
For your own sins

Aha

Thoughts and prayers 
Thoughts and prayers 
If your god doesn't care 
Then why should I
Can you count on thoughts and prayers 
To save your life 
I wanna be the last thing you see
When you die

Thoughts and prayers 
Thoughts and prayers 
If your god doesn't care 
Then why should I
Can you count on thoughts and prayers 
To save your life 
I wanna be the last thing you see
When you die

HAHAHA

My skin burns 
When i'm in god's light
Thoughts prayers are 
Good for what
Against a fucking knife

When your fate is no more 
What could ya do then?
I think you all should die 
For your own sins

God is fucking busy 
How about you save yourself
Wanna see god so bad
Go razor blade yourself 

Sending thoughts and prayers
Well gee thanks for the help
It magically took away
All the pain I ever felt

Atone for sinning
But I don't think anybody listens
You're on your knees a lot
I guess that's your favorite position
I hear prayers
Shut up shut up shut up shut up
Your God has giving up on you
Why don't you give it up

Thoughts and prayers 
Thoughts and prayers 
If your god doesn't care 
Then why should I
Can you count on thoughts and prayers 
To save your life 
I wanna be the last thing you see
When you die

Thoughts and prayers 
Thoughts and prayers 
If your god doesn't care 
Then why should I
Can you count on thoughts and prayers 
To save your life 
I wanna be the last thing you see
When you die

Atone for sinning
But I don't think anybody listens
You're on your knees a lot
I guess that's your favorite position

God is fucking busy
Can't you tell that god is fucking busy

My skin burns 
When i'm in god's light
Thoughts prayers are 
Good for what
Against a fucking knife

When your fate is no more 
What could ya do then?
I think you all should die 
For your own sins

My skin burns 
When i'm in god's light 
My skin burns 
When i'm in god's light
Thoughts prayers are 
Good for what
Against a fucking knife

Guts:
Shut up praying is all you do 
If you really wanna please that precious god of yours 
Let's split your head open and give them your brain as a sacrifice.

THOUGHTS & PRAYERS.. GOD IS FUCKIN BUSY

Lyrics 

I stay up in my room late at night….
Thinking bout the bitches that I fucked 
Thinking bout the hoes I almost cuffed 
I try to not get into all that stuff 
But 
Fuck hoes 
Yuh I just need money 
Uhh
Broke hoes !!
Yuh they always act funny 
Uhh
So I depend on the Za to keep me company 
So I depend on the Za to keep me company 

Yuhhh Perc 30 !
Why you always hurt me ? 
At least you don’t be like these hoes
They desert me 
Yuh I’m too nice 
I swear they don’t deserve me 
Yuh pour the wok inside the ice 
It says I’m worthy 
Uhh 

So I depend on the Za to keep me company 
So I depend on the Za to keep me company 
Yuh
So I depend on the Za to keep me company 
So I depend on the Za to keep me company 

Yuh 
If I cut my wrist bitch would you cry ?
Uhh 
You said you don’t like him 
You like me 
You lied ? 
Yuh 
Emo bitches got Die Perry traumatized 
I can’t even look my bitch inside the eyes

COMPANY [PROD @DIEPERRY]

is it not w/ skeleton

i forgive you

prod @lakeside4evr
mixed by me & lake

lyrics @prodtezzo
yuh fucking this bitch 
she want my number
tell her hit my dms
she know ill dump her
talking all on the line cuz i got numbers
pussy wanna hate on me, i guess they get dumber
yuh cuttin this bitch like some lumber
fuck all her feelings they can get number
how u gon talk but u still a bitch?
they hatin on me cuz i got a switch
never instructed but still getting rich
hml, u could get stitched
pussy boy talkin leave him in a ditch

cant even say nun 🙄

delete my brain

y it gotta b like this

Title: VAMPIRES (LOST IN HEAVEN)
Status: Available
Release Date: July 26, 2020
Run Time: 2:40
Producers: Ecst4y & Ky0t0

Number of Tracks: 3
Tracklist:
01 VAMPIRES (LOST IN HEAVEN)
02 RED!
03 valence (intro)

Link(s): https://soundcloud.com/lunalucilfer/lostinheaven
Description:
mixed by @jaconons
produced by @fuckecst4sy & @kyoto117

THIS SHIT IS SO OLD LMAO but i'll be deleting this one soon, download while you can !!

tracklist:
01 VAMPIRES (LOST IN HEAVEN)
02 RED!
03 valence (intro)

Background Info: Throwaway song, was heavily compared to aylien blue by others. another title for the song was "VAMPIRE POP TAPES"
Instrumental: N/A

VAMPIRES (LOST IN HEAVEN)

i want you to feel what i feel...(i may or may not be roger frfr)

i need help pt.3

illanthonyill