This Track is about a woman I met who broke my year long dry spell.

She's a beautiful woman,
who's got kids of her own.
She works all God damn day,
I can feel it in my bones.

Every time we make love,
it's like I've been here before.
we are just strangers,
having fun behind,
closed doors.

The love,
the touch,
of a beautiful woman.

I know I ain't her soul mate,
or her knight in armor,
all I am is a man.
It's all I can be.

The midnight Sessions help me,
with my lonely heart indeed.
She makes me feel wanted,
worthy of a lover's needs.

the love,
the touch, 
of a beautiful woman.

Midnight Sessions

This Track is about a fantasy I had.


In the silence of her room,
with the curls of her hair.
The truth is on the floor,
her eye touch despair,
In a way I once knew.

her heart is so damaged,
she's barely becoming new,
with scares on her arm,
denying her own heart,
is something that I know.

and we're friends in the day,
a romance at night,
something I wanna hold,
but not too tight,
something I've never known.


I don't know what to do

It's a track...

I used you for a moment.
A special waste of time.
Your silence in my head.
Speaks of the words we said:
it's only you and me.
You cried and I've seen.
The pain past loves give,
The things I can,
never fix.

And those scares on your arms
show me I am better than God,
because I can
feel
you


you touched me for a moment,
I accidentally fell in love with you.


I accidentally fell in love with you

Homesick

This Track is how I describe my mental illness and the decade long battle it has been. Some days are better than others, but overall, there were a lot of months that I wasn't even present. 

How can I even think?
When my conscience voice is everyone's thoughts.
How can I even see?
When I see what everyone else points out.
How can I even breathe?
When I breathe in everyone's energies.
How can I do anything for myself?
When I follow a command from someone else?
How can I even feel?
When my love hates me for who I am.
When does the healing start?
So I can have a beating heart.

I am a observer,
wishing I can be you.
I am a parasite,
sucking up your insides,
so I can feel alive.
I don't notice what I do.
you blame it on a act,
or something I consumed.
When does the healing start?
so I can have a beating heart.

Everything that I've done,
oh well,
I haven't done anything in years.
I striped myself of my existence.
Didn't want to be part of heaven or hell.
Then I fell in love.
She was growing, being healed.
I'm the prisoner with the key,
It doesn't work on me,
but I know it works on you,
and you are free.
Now go and enjoy life.
So I can remember us by myself
I know the healing is gonna start,
because I'm scared.
I can feel my beating heart!



Trying to explain myself to someone normal

It's a song, and song from my soul.

It's the spring,
that hurts my eyes.
my favorite flower,
blooms at night.
surrounded,
by all these things,
hoarding lost love through time.

it ain't the pain of you being gone,
were we true at all?
did you love me and my flaws?
it ain't the pain of you being gone.
I gave up as your man,
and then as your friend,
I've been fighting this fight
for far too long.

It's the loneliness,
that shakes me at night.
a grave pslams,
at a grave site.
then a new beauty appears in front of me,
with a laugh that warms my heart.

she doesn't know the pain,
of this birds song.
I wonder if your safe,
you say everything my fault.
then I get worried about God.
he might take you away,
how could I live with my self
because I've been fighting this fight,
for far too long.

Fighting This Fight

A track about my alter Ego taking over me.

I killed a man the other day,
all because my love ran away,
ohh he was too good,
like I should.

I walked the line,
and what I find,
is a goddess so fine
she said" suga come over here,
ohh ohh you are mine!"

I fell in love with the devil tonight.
all these things I've done,
I'll never be right.
ohh pray over me,
my Lost Soul of mine.


I had 20 bucks,
scored dust my luck,
she's laying there,
ready to fuck,
ohh ohh all we did last night was my favorite sin
ohh it was lust.

I rob a man,
of his pride.
goddess told me 
"you'll never be right,
but that's all right with me"

I fell in love with the devil tonight,
all these things I've done,
I'll never be right
ohh pray over me,
my Lost Soul of mine.



My Lost Soul

This song is about my alcoholism, my shame and embarrassment of how it took a hold of me and the battle of overcoming it.

I'm afraid to go outside,
wonder if I'm gonna fight,
with my life.
toss and turn through the night,
will I be alright,
with no shot and coke,
to feel like a king 
with no ride.

Most of my friends,
they are gone,
lost a girl
to the song of a drink.
spent the rent on me,
she's long gone with the voice,
of reasons why,
 I gave her up
along with my dreams

I can't get out,
of this maze,
wonder if it be the same for you,
I hope you change,
for the rest of your days,
so that I,
can figure out,
why I'm insane

I found calm in the storm I made,
Im flying my kite so high,
through the thunder and lighting
of the night,
I made a Discovery,
through all my histories,
of who I'm supposed to be.
I made the change today,
will you all still love me,
still love me the same


The Change

Cherry Trees demo

The lonely spirit in me demo

The Madness of broken hearts

From the heart demo

It's not about how I look that makes the music sound good. It's about how the music sounds and ultimately, how it makes you feel. In a world where everyone wants to be famous, I just wanna be me. In that part of the world. At that certain time. With people I love. You like the songs. Good. Here ya go. Don't go searching for me.

Sir. Loves Alot

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