Shoutout to @silokilledthis for the beat!

Collab with @CA$HMONEYDEZ

CA$HMONEY DEZ, J23AM - Emotions

I put my heart and soul into this and I hope you all can see that!
Out now on Spotify, Apple Music, and more!!! 🥲❤️🥲❤️
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Looking in the mirror
All I see is damaged eyes
I try to save myself
I pray towards the skies
My dad just left me
Now all I feel is pain
Even though I’ll die
I’d rather cry in the rain

I’m waiting for you (x2)

Came to see
Where I was left
Cause I feel alone
Jusr laying in bed
Know my struggles
Just to see me dead
Hope you know
That I’m in rest

I’m waiting for you (x4)

Alone (ft. KAPRI)

Phone Call: Date (skit)

J23AM - Girl in Red (ft. CA$HMONEY DEZ, ZebraTiger)

Shoutout to @MonkeyD

Lyrics:

Pain in my brain
I’m going insane
Start to lose my way
Don’t ever come near me
I don’t want to lose you
I just don’t know what to do
Want you to be my boo
All I do is lose

I can see it in your eyes
Feeling like you wanna die
Don’t you ever come and lie
I don’t wanna say bye

Testing my own patience
Considered my favorite
Pain is negated
Addicted to your fragrance

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Lost in my mind
Keep you in my life
Running out of time
Make this time all mine
Spend a penny or dime
Just to make you all mine
But this life is all lie
Either ride or die
Rolling off to the deep
This memory we can keep
Dying to let it sink
Your favorite color is pink
Devil consuming me
Might as well let it be
God can save me
Always has to be
It’s too late, It’s too late
For me to park
Pull up to my crib
Throw a party in the dark
Asked if I’m okay
Then I head to the car
Drive off in the distance
With a michelob from the bar

I don’t know what to say
I’m just doing it my way
Don’t know what to say
I’m just doing it my way
I don’t wanna see you cry
Don’t wanna say goodbye
Maybe it’s about time
You left to the outside

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Pain in my brain
I’m going insane
Start to lose my way
Don’t ever come near me
I don’t want to lose you
I just don’t know what to do
Want you to be my boo
All I do is lose

I can see it in your eyes
Feeling like you wanna die
Don’t you ever come and lie
I don’t wanna say bye

Testing my own patience
Considered my favorite
Pain is negated
Addicted to your fragrance

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah (x2

I DON’T WANT TO LOSE YOU

With this album, I wanted to be more on the issues for which I am encountering at the moment, whilst talking about my own downfalls from the past that will always remain in my mind forever, as well as find ways to make myself feel better.

Still Losing My Mind

Draft

Fuck Off

Lime

Intro

This song was mainly a birthday present to my youngest brother that just turned 21, so I made a song not only as a birthday present for him, but also as a way of making sure that I go by my word and keep up with my music.

Escape

Feel free to listen my song “Born Rich”. More so focused on my own financial situations from the past to now, as well as make it relevant for people to understand.

Born Rich

So, this song mostly reflects around the idea of talking to my younger self when I went through a lot of my struggles when I was younger. This was more so for Suicide Prevention but took longer, plus in respect to September 11th as well.

Better Off Alone

Have a new song called “Nothing Lasts Forever” out now on streaming services.  I talk about the truths for which have been mentioned before, but then comes the after to where I talk about what can be for me in the future depending on what I want.

Nothing Lasts Forever

Deadly Smile

I want to be able to show people what I am capable of and become something that people never expected me to become or thought that I couldn't have done.

Follow me on:
Insta: anthonymarino.am
￼Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/1PihDJU4kRnT8Ytlu2BmtX?si=V_If1EueR9y-FGwaMlrvvQ
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/j23am/1583325536

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