Curtisy x TXPE_EATER - 21!

Walk out the Door

girl3/away/lag

Cantgobackbaby (BALD! Flip)

Heaven and hell

22/05/2023

My chest it hurts, could use a hug
Walk down the stairs we’ve broken up
Do you not care I’m not enough
This isn’t fair like where’s the love,
Called Valerie didn’t pick up
I am lonely bro what the fuck
Wish I was you to toughen up,
If I were you I’d cuffed me up.
Who can I call my brother I don’t know,
How courteous of you to walk me out the door
Was It because you didn’t need me anymore
You didn’t even wanna eat with me so I’ll just go,
Maybe you just didn’t know this but
I feel terribly rejected by the world.
Dolly zoom during my wait outside,
2500 miles away from everything I love

Hey there my love,
I know you noticed,
You been my focus,
I’m open but hopeless of love,
I can’t find your replacement,
Trust me I’ve looked,
You’ve ran off my heart, menospreciaste
Why was I hooked,
When you made the joke bout getting married,
I smiled,
Life with you wouldn’t be scary, or tough,
I think I told you that right,
I think I told you that night,
Said I worked too hard that’s right,
And even with the 16 hour nights,
I’d find a way to give you just a bit of time,
You just wouldn’t do the same,
I wish I could date me, I would give me a break,
I see you and I just get enraged,
Missing you is my biggest mistake.

My chest it hurts, could use a hug
Walk down the stairs we’ve broken up
Do you not care I’m not enough
This isn’t fair like where’s the love,
Called Valerie didn’t pick up
I am lonely bro what the fuck
Wish I was you to toughen up,
If I were you I’d cuffed me up.
Who can I call my brother I don’t know,
How courteous of you to walk me out the door
Was It because you didn’t need me anymore
You didn’t even wanna eat with me so I’ll just go,
Maybe you just didn’t know this but
I feel terribly rejected by the world.
Dolly zoom during my wait outside,
2500 miles away from everything I love

You’d never do what I’ve done for you
Moved the way I’ve done for you
￼Loved the way I loved on you,
Lose the way I’d lose for you 
Made myself a fool the way I’ve done for you
You would never do this, 
How are you so clueless?
How am I so stupid?
So, so so stupid 
So, so, so so so so so so so so stupid.
Guess I am human, 
￼ I thought I could separate myself
￼ I guess I’m just not built for the type
￼ I guess I’m just not built for the type. 

￼(and no flame lasts forever)

you wouldnt do what i did for you, for me. (prod. by lil t-shirt)

Prod by Areo (@areobeats)

Lyrics:
Sky all garbled  
All my marbles lost
Marvel at the Tye dyed knots 
The Rorschach blots 
In cloud shape
A loud wide wake 
As I make my way 
I Say aloud “wake”
   
Is both what we leave behind 
And how we start the day 
Shame is an acquired taste
true
So is Rot 
So I’m really not surprised to see 
My tooth fall victim to my 
Bruxism 
I fuck with em 
I can’t help seeing if I float or i sink
Now Let’s think 
     
Ive Been Crushing all my teeth while I sleep 
To a fine paste
That’s silt tooth dust  
A rarity
But don’t be disparaged 
We’ve got plenty prepared here to share 
It's Tared out, ready to go
Because you know 
I'll be waiting for a thing to change 
I never looked at differently 
A blank slate 
But I can’t even keep my walls clear 
How the hell’m I gonna think straight 
I used to think fates twisted with straight ends
Now I see it for the frays bends bottle necks and breaks friends 
I’ve been a great friend
And hold that close to me 
Let’s have a toast for me 
One of the realest mother fuckers 
That I’ve ever had the choice to be 
My ears keep ringing like the rosary
And it’s funny and it’s bitter and it’s glum 
And it’s somber and it's cyclical and dumb 
But so often what we’re meant to become
is undone by the things we think were supposed to be 
Choking me up    
Sometime you’ve  really gotta laugh 
Man Do I look like a joke to me?
One day with breath all ashes 
I will really blow smoke up in their asses 
I will say it’s all magic 
Juat a little sarcastic 
Stochastic    
I'll stoke the ashes 
The horizon clashes 
flips backwards
A few flashes
  
rains cats and dogs 
Kind of odd
Kind and odd 
an analog pedagogue  
Panics through his monologue 
Panoramic through the smog 
Hazel days my brain in fog 
Earth will be my synagogue
Head in sand 
The hand of god 
You really gotta hand this god 
The sort of land he landed on 
Where mans his only cattle prod 
Everything we catalogue
We run around like cattle dogs 
But where are the shepards?
 
We built westwards 
since jesus chist  

We'll build west worlds  
beta-test our life  
 
But tell me where on earth the sun rises 
While every Midas touch violent 
i anchor myself deep in the world 
Like new pilings
and thank Isaac 
For expressing the mechanic by which 
I hold everything so close to me

Close To Me (Prod. Areo)

Solitude prod. Jack Danz

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Music by Death by Selfie.
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