Sad Trap / Emo Rap / :(

swear on my life

thank you for listening <3
@yokaidreams
@livingpuffy

// lyrics 
// geist
up all night till i blackout, yeah
lights off at your place now, yeah???
eyes glued to your waist down :)  
getting so sick of this ghost town 
 
tell me whats been on your mind 
you seem so out of it 
truth is I’ve been killing myself 
to stay relevant 
i don’t want to talk about it
just take me to bed again 
cause everyone’s a friend 
just to reap to the benefits  
 
won’t tell you how i feel cause i might regret it
i don’t want to be the one who’s losing now  
steady building skeletons in my closet 
everybody smiles but i’m still breaking down :(
in the middle of the night 
tell me it’ll be alright, be alright 
fake another smile, tell another lie
tell me it’ll be alright, be alright 

// yokai 
hands around my neck I'm choking out
hard to be me when they say that
i’m too laid back
never gonna make it
grow up, face facts
gotta make the payments

and she tells me that we'll be alright but i doubt that
i gotta find a way to get out but i’m trapped
i thought that i could finally find a way to bounce back
forget it tho

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be alright w/ yokai dreams [living puff]

i'd give it all to give it up

prod: https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz https://soundcloud.com/lildriplildrip
master: https://soundcloud.com/onlyfriendyeah

sometimes i wish i went to college
and only ever dreamed bout the shit that i started 
getting sick of my apartment 
something’s wrong with my head 
but i just don’t know what to call it 
telling myself it’s fine 
it’s what you dreamed of
the city of angels where devils meet up
i don’t leave my room 
it’s hard to speak up
when everyone around me thinks I’m no one

i wanna dream on 
i told i my mom that i would make it 
gotta keep on 

i’m super paranoid 
i wanna make em all proud 
but i keep falling down
i never had a choice
i wanna make em scream it back to me 
and hear the noise

testing my patience 
can’t even get out of my bed 
i’m fucking breaking 
don’t know what day it is 
i’d give it all to give it up
i’m way too anxious 

i’m never breathing right 
i gotta drink until i’m spinning 
just to sleep at night
i need him by my side 
i get so scared to be alone
that i start shaking i,
wish i went to college
i wish i had a nine to five
i can’t see the finish line
i do this every time

sometimes i wish i went to college

sometimes i wish i went to college (prod. nate2timez & lil drip)

Damn

damn (prod. King Theta)

@tnvr555

if we had a happy ending 
// lyrics 
say
“it’s you and i”
oh baby say it to my face
“until we die”
and i can’t stand to watch you waste
that precious smile
so follow me out of this place
let’s live our lives

it’s getting cold
promise i’ll keep you warm
so please just hold me close
don’t ever let me go

we’re soul tied now
i’ve fallen deep in love
oh baby, there’s no way out
so say, am i enough?

say
“it’s you and i”
oh baby say it to my face
“until we die”
i’ll put my hands around your waist
and hold you tight
we can dance all night to day
just you and i…
(just you and i)

i feel it in my bones
i’ll follow you wherever, you’re my home
i feel it in my soul
it’s tied to yours, i’ll never let you go

and what i would do to hold you here forever
have your hand in mine we’d never grow apart
my heart was made for you

we’re soul tied now
i’ve fallen deep in love
oh baby, there’s no way out
so say, am i enough?

we’re soul tied
we’re soul tied woah oh
we’re soul tied, soul tied, soul tied no oh oh
we’re soul tied, soul tied, soul tied oh

soul tied [tnvr]

ｔｈｉｓ　ｆｉｒｅ　ｂｕｒｎｔ　ｉｔｓｅｌｆ　ｆｏｒ　ｏｘｙｇｅｎ

prod @user-230494921
hope you enjoy 
still more to come
thank you for being here
i appreciate you all so much

could do without a hubris
i barely feel human
tuck it all inside, the heat'll rise until i'm fuming
i wonder what the use is
'cause i ain't wanna do this
no amount of joy could mute the noise the mind produces

quick, you gotta hurt me just to prove that blood was bled
tried every solution
but this one, it feels the best
i can feel my pulse work it's way out of my chest
so tired that this fire burnt itself for oxygen

my mind won't humor me
i feel like a failed attempted lucid dream
a eulogy to send me off, then kick into a flowing stream
(closed my eyes) i'm still the only one that's staring back at me
let her disposition grant a wish of living happily

it took too long just to move on
learnt nuance bared clarities
not headstrong, just kept on
given all the bullshit i was parrying

i can't fill this heart yet
'cause nothing's staying in
(but it might be)

colder than snow
dry like a carcass
cut by the throat
motion; lathergic
left on my own, to my own devices
liquid will flow, i've grown to like it
seldom approach
zero will manage
the older the ghost, the faster they vanish
that home was your home, 'till you've known that you've grown out it's place
with no one in sight, now i throw down the mace

could do without a hubris
i barely feel human
tuck it all inside, the heat'll rise until i'm fuming
i wonder what the use is
'cause i ain't wanna do this
no amount of joy could mute the noise the mind produces

she said i had hopeful eyes, and
that had me mesmerized
if there was time we had left,
then she'd want none of mine

i drowned out all my anger in the water
but that made my heart much hotter
lent a hand, now mine's in sulfur
just so others wouldn't falter

jinn (4lexf)

i dont really like where youre pulling me now
i thought id do better, but youre barely proud
i dont really like that youre not calming me down
ive got nowhere to run now
nowhere to go now

you thought its best for me
but i dont need anything but you now
i did whats best for me 
and honestly i need you right here in my house
cant let this run on much further
further ill fall down
dont know how much i can cope fore' i hit you and fall back down

on the pavement 
on the pavement

pavement

sorry mix is so rough for now 

// lyrics 
guess i took a break from the red 
oh no  
now it’s all on my hair 
match my skin and bones 
i don’t got what it takes 
so you go back home 
and find somebody else 
cause i’m never wrong 

say something 
if you can give me comfort 
but i already tainted 
my house with the memories 
kissed you held tight 
and watched you slumber 
say something 
but please do not lie to me 

please do not lie to me 

i’m so sorry 
i get so silent 
the words are getting stuck 
but ik they wouldn’t make a difference   
hearts dropped to my stomach 
so aim the knife lower darling 
but i’ll say that i love you 
and i hope you know i mean it 

I CANT TAKE THIS MAN 
SHIT JUST NEVER ENDS 
SAY YOU FUCKING CARE 
BUT YOU NEVER SHOW IT TO ME 
BLOODS ALL ON MY HANDS 
AND ITS ALWAYS MINE 
DONT LOOK ME IN THE FACE 
CAUSE YOURE NOT MY MUSE BABY

change your name [prodsecre x heyrick]

@f6vzz @erryfriday

[Hook]
I spilled some lean, that’s on my shoes, I fucked ’em up
I’m coming different, bitch, I’m on my P’s & Q’s, I doubled up
This bitch just hit my line like, “Where you at?” I’m with slime, posted up
This bitch just hit my line like, “When we gon’ spend time? I’m tryna fuck”

[Verse 1]
My slime, he countin’ up
My slime, he fell in love, he in love with the cup
Yeah, he act like he can’t give it up
Yeah, he pour a four and mix it up

Walk in the spot, my blicky tucked
Young rich nigga, can’t show no love
Yeah, and if a nigga try to play with the gang, he gon’ catch these slugs

I don’t really give no damn
Shout out my young nigga Slam
Shout out my old nigga Friday
Papa John’s, I’ma have this shit my way

Ask your lil’ hoe, she know who I am
You know that she took, she follow my spam
Tell my hoe ‘cross the world to pop it on cam
Yeah, and I’m known ‘cross the world, I’m poppin’ on the ‘Gram

[Bridge]
Huh, yeah, let’s get it, let’s get it, let’s go
I’m ‘boutta fuck on your—fuck on your ho
I’m outta my mind, I’m losin’ control
Niggas plot to stab your back behind closed doors
Niggas out here screamin’, “Slatt,” but really be hoes
How the fuck you say you slime, never wiped a nose?

Hol’ up… you think it’s a joke? Huh

[Hook]
I spilled some lean, that’s on my shoes, I fucked ’em up
I’m coming different, bitch, I’m on my P’s & Q’s, I doubled up
This bitch just hit my line like, “Where you at?” I’m with slime, posted up
This bitch just hit my line like, “When we gon’ spend time? I’m tryna fuck”

[Verse 1]
My slime, he countin’ up
My slime, he fell in love, he in love with the cup
Yeah, he act like he can’t give it up
Yeah, he pour a four and mix it up

Walk in the spot, my blicky tucked
Young rich nigga, can’t show no love
Yeah, and if a nigga try to play with the gang, he gon’ catch these slugs

I don’t really give no damn
Shout out my young nigga Slam
Shout out my old nigga Friday
Papa John’s, I’ma have this shit my way

Ask your lil’ hoe, she know who I am
You know that she took, she follow my spam
Tell my hoe ‘cross the world to pop it on cam
Yeah, and I’m known ‘cross the world, I’m poppin’ on the ‘Gram

[Bridge]
Huh, yeah, let’s get it, let’s get it, let’s go
I’m ‘boutta fuck on your—fuck on your ho
I’m outta my mind, I’m losin’ control
Niggas plot to stab your back behind closed doors
Niggas out here screamin’, “Slatt,” but really be hoes
How the fuck you say you slime, never wiped a nose?

Hol’ up… you think it’s a joke? Huh

[Outro]
“Fuck Takeflaight”

#DoubledUp @erryfriday

#CASHGVNG

Suicidal ft. Juice Wrld [Remix]

Nosebleed

sick of this feeling

lyric video: https://youtu.be/_6_hC4rZwHg

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undesired

Undesired

Produced by @farhantnvr
Song with @imgeist

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Lyrics -
// hook (i'm geist & anthony)
I’ve been sitting in my room,
Confined I’m lonely
Staring at these walls,
I wish you’d hold me
I don’t know what to say, what to do
I don’t know how to feel bout you

//verse (i'm geist)
I’m sick of all the sorrys, it’s all that you say
I’m caught up in this state of disarray
It’s like
You don’t want to talk when we should
You leave me in dark of the woods
I watch it fall apart to the bone
I feel it in my heart, I should’ve known

// hook (i'm geist & anthony)
I’ve been sitting in my room,
Confined I’m lonely
Staring at these walls,
I wish you’d hold me
I don’t know what to say, what to do
I don’t know how to feel bout you

// verse (anthony)
Spent all of my time stuck on you
Wasted nights I couldn’t commit too
Now I’m up all alone in my room
Crying about you tell me what I should do

Watching all the stars
You're not in my arms
You broke your promise
It’s just not the same
You gave it all away
Should of been more honest

// outro (i'm geist & anthony)
I should’ve known
You didn’t trust me
I should’ve known
You didn’t love me

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Anthony Sidoti x I'm Geist - I Should've Known (Prod. TNVR)

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Anthony Sidoti x I'm Geist - I Should've Known (Prod. TNVR)

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