w/ @luvswan

@anti-light
i’d rather bite down on my tounge
than say i hate you
i don’t wanna feel better
when i can’t even face you
if i go away forever
tell me you’ll keep living on
tell me that you’ll be fine
all i wanted was to see you smile
and baby i know i could be so wrong
maybe we’re both not all that strong
so i guess we’re digging the same grave
and to be honest
i just don’t know what to tell you
i don’t wanna miss you
know, that i’ll never replace you

now…
i think i’m drowning in our memories
can’t let myself go back
i’m poisoned by your thorn
addicted to your toxins
hate that i can’t live without you now

@luvswan
(i cant lie woah)
i cant lie i miss ya
i miss our time together
fucked up right this time yea i know
dont think that u know me
i dropped her off im goin for it
she make my heart pop! like nayeon
yea ill slip up i know it
head gets light she says she wants me yea woah
head gets light she says she wants me yea, why?
i think i died she said we're nothing
take a picture babe pose for me 
will i see u again this weekend
make a promise youll wait for me dont go

@anti-light
i’d rather bite down on my tounge
than say i hate you
i don’t wanna feel better
when i can’t even face you
if i go away forever
tell me you’ll keep living on
tell me that you’ll be fine
all i wanted was to see you smile
and baby i know i could be so wrong
maybe we’re both not all that strong
so i guess we’re digging the same grave
and to be honest
i just don’t know what to tell you
i don’t wanna miss you
know, that i’ll never replace you
now...

Spotify

Memories w/ luvswan (luvswan)

ft @heyvilse
prod @tores x @ripwarheart
LYRICS:
[shoruda]
i’m good by myself swear to god i don’t need u
ik ur tryna help but these prblms don’t take 2
and if i die i’ll go to hell for the shit i did 2 u
i promised that i wouldn’t leave u
i lied again the sequel, didn’t even mean to
i promised i would help you
if we meet again i’ll leave u
i don’t deserve a part 2
i hope one day love will surely find you

[vilse]
it started raining when you left
and you only make it worse but i can't get you out my head
so i guess
movin on from you is for the best
they say it's easy but i can't seem to forget

i can't heal my scars
i can't heal my heart
i don't wanna move on, hate when we're apart
how'd i go from happiness with you to seeing dark?
i guess it's my fault and i should've known it from the start

yeah, i've been copin by indulging
please don't ask me 'bout the drugs that i indulge in
i'd be lying if i said it wasn't helping with the problems
i know that it's bad but don't know how else i could solve 'em

...
i know that it's bad but don't know how else i could solve 'em
please don't ask me 'bout the drugs that i indulge in
i'd be lying if i said it wasn't helping with the problems

[hook]

[shoruda]
what was i supposed to do
i tried my best to comfort you
i tried my best to pull it thru
i lied again that’s nothing new
tried to hide myself from you
ik that’s a selfish move
i don’t wanna settle for you
yeah i don’t blame u if u hate me
there’s so much that i haven’t seen
i packed up quick and had to leave
i’m sorry bout ur family, he was rly close 2 me
and he left a message i didn’t see
should have been beside of him
should’ve but i carry on
don’t u hate me more, we can settle the score
baby my heart is sore, don’t think i can take no more
promise that i’ll be ignored
you’re the one that got away and that will always be adored

lie 2 w/ vilse (tores x warheart)

produced by me
https://open.spotify.com/track/5MjCIFftPv7e9Mx2n0Fd5H?si=DQJgKZ6STpGNUwd-AS9Sxg
on all streaming

lyrics: 
(adore y u so silly) 
feel like i've reached the end
yeah, all the words i said
are coming back to me
feel like im gnna bend

js wanna speak 2 u before i go 
we're runnin out of time
so this, you gotta know. . . 

never wanted to exist but u dont like that
so many words n phrases that ive held back
put on the perfect facade by being some1 im not
but u dont understand

fighting all my battles w no weapons to hold
isolated by the world, cant stand it, its cold
come to conclusions
im gone, gonna sleep for a while
promise youll try ur best to smile :)

i close my eyes, why cant i breathe?
from inside out, watch myself bleed
lost my grip so long ago 
internal scars n bruises cannot show

it's not the same this year
im filled w endless dread n fear 
want to escape but my mind isnt clear
anymore
written solutions locked up in my head
tryin to live cus u dont want me dead
existing day by day, 
but i am not okay. 

never wanted to exist but u dont like that
so many words n phrases that ive held back
put on the perfect facade by being some1 im not
but u dont understand

fighting all my battles w no weapons to hold
isolated by the world, cant stand it, its cold
come to conclusions
im gone, gonna sleep for a while
promise youll try ur best to smile :)

ending

prod. @d3nego, @violetxx9 and @177p

lyrics 🤓🤓

@@222bino

ya no t kiero pensar
ya no t kiero recordar
no kiero retroceder
idntwantyou in my life 
tu presencia me tortura cada vez mas
me mata el alma 
kiero olvidar lo vivido
pq en las noches los recuerdos
los revivo 
y no me dejan descansar 
m atormentan 
ya no doy mas 

por ti mi vida
se torno gris
todos tus estragos 
m volvieron infelis
y yo ya no kiero
seguir con esto
its time to leave 
you

i cant take this no more 
ya no kiero de tu amor
porfavor deja todo
como esta
ya no arruines mas
mi corazon roto

*lov filter*

ya no t kiero pensar
ya no t kiero recordar
no kiero retroceder
idntwantyou in my life 
tu presencia me tortura cada vez mas
me mata el alma 
kiero olvidar lo vivido
pq en las noches los recuerdos
los revivo 
y no me dejan descansar 
m atormentan 
ya no doy mas

SPOTIFY!!!!

idntwantyou (nego, violet, 177p)

all plats soon -> https://open.spotify.com/artist/3Zymc2620RGe50CGrwaDtb?si=psuRWfatQ0CLqabjMOFLlQ

prod by @fuckemeka

[lyrics]
(and u know that im there for ya

touchin ur body, its not me whos there for ya

i wasnt meant for that

but baby i miss u, how does he kiss u?

i wasnt meant for that)

lets lose track of time, i wish u were mine

lets lose track of time, i wish u were mine

lets lose track of time

i wish u were mine

picture u and i

make up a story bout u and i every night

i picture us and i swear that im fxckin high

look at the sky, was i wrong?

look at the sky, pray to God

baby i dont wanna let go

u been fxckin w him

that used to be u and i

oh my god

said she aint down for me

now she go down on me

she like "i want u and me, picture all that we could be"

its kinda hard to say

kinda hard to stay here

its driving me insane

can i see u later?

and u know that im there for ya

touchin ur body, its not me whos there for ya

its not me whos meant for that

but baby i miss u, how does he kiss u?

i wasnt meant for that

yea i picture u and i

can u picture u and i?

picture us (p. emeka)

finally uncopyrighted by kashdami :)

@kuriyai443
@tores
@yashio20k

@swagapino2013
im addicted to ur touch rn
ive been feening for ur luv rn
would you stay the same?
if the seasons were to change by tmrw
youll forget me anyways

i died atleast once in ur arms
cause im so sad
in in luv with toxic romance
you know i care for you
having winter in june
makes me want to fall back to you

@kuriyai443
my mood be changing like the seasons
if i say ily 
its cause i mean it
but u broke me u broke me for no reason
but u keep my blood steaming
and i try to find
if anything will make me realize
but i try

@swagapino2013
if it takes time
i dont rlly want to fight
i guess you could say you were right
i need ur comfort rn
if u know how to live, then show me how
i know whatchu mean to me
you dont have to tell it twice
yknow you dont have to say goodbye

im addicted to ur touch rn
ive been feening for ur luv rn
would you stay the same?
if the seasons were to change by tmrw
youll forget me anyways

i died atleast once in ur arms
cause im so sad
in in luv with toxic romance
you know i care for you
having winter in june
makes me want to fall back to you

seasons +kuriyai (tores + yashio)

starcrossed exclusive [*x]
『 need u 』
produced @seoulisms @blu3ssence
vocals @luvswan @222bino @anti-light @swagapino2013 @wwenszy

discord in links

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[vin0]
lmk wat u feel for me
girl uk my love is real
cuando te veo el tiempo se detiene
mi corazon te pertenece

bby dime que debo hacer 
para tenerte 
tu sabes lo mucho que quiero verte
tu mirada me trae loco
te quiero bae
sin ti no soy el mismo de siempre

[luvswan]
her and i aren’t close
and god i hope she’s alone
she takes my hand but it doesn’t feel the same like before
when u close ur eyes can u see us?
picture us when i'm fucked up
on u i get stuck
all i want is u, love

i'm in love with the gun i can’t heal
everything about u felt so real
up in the sky i can’t feel
i can’t feel
i, don’t wanna cry
i'm stuck in my head all night
i don’t wanna say goodbye
is this goodbye?

[Anti-Light]
yea i don’t wanna say goodbye to you
girl all that i want is to fly with you
i just wish you would show me that side of you
that i love but you’re hiding the truth
i’d give it all up just to see your smile
without a thought, just wanna make you mine
every time you speak, you give passion to my heartbeat
and when i’m catching your gaze i can hardly breathe
i’m running in circles, repeating cycles
why you gotta be so hurtful one day
next day you’re my world
my mind is split in two
don’t wanna live my life your way
know i can’t win or lose
just need to ride your wave

i don’t care about freedom
as long as i’m with you
they say it’s unhealthy
but they don’t get how much i need you
opened my heart to your love
i feel the light in your touch
you’re like a gift from above
hope you don’t switch up again

[Streety]
What would you do if I called you mine?
Lookin' at you I wanna go back in time,

Yeah,
I just wanna turn back in time :/
Yeah I need more time-
That night, baby I was so right,
You was in my dreams last night,
You weren't fine :<
Thought your friends wouldn't mind :|
Yeah- I need you in my life,

[wenszy]
don't tell me it’s alright
just stay gone from my sight
feel your breath on my skin
it feels wrong like a sin
want it bad but i'd dream
u were all that i need

leave my phone on DND, i don’t want ur company
it’s all fake no memories, please don’t ever talk 2 me
truthfully i believed u
i thought that i would need u
hurt me more than twice
i'm sick of all your lies

round and round, yea here we go
there’s things that you kept, i know
truthfully i believed u
i thought that i would need u
i don’t need u, i don’t need u

need u - luvswan + vin0, anti-light, streety, wenszy (p. seoul bluessence)

thank you jolst for the beat
lyrics:
(adlibs)
never got the msg
clean up all my messes
discarded everything we had 
ik you'll never understand
i repeat all my mistakes
cause so many heartaches
know i can't take them back
all of the things i did

did i cause you pain?
standing in the rain
i hope u find someone 
who never does the same

ik im saying too much
yea, its all because
im the only one who's at the fault
i broke ur trust

ohhh, oh, 
yea yea
you don't have to forgive me
broke ur heart more than once
i dont deserve ur trust...

never got the msg
clean up all my messes
discarded everything we had 
ik you'll never understand
i repeat all my mistakes
cause so many heartaches
know i can't take them back
all of the things i did

shattered all your feelings
knowin that i fucked up for no good reason
waitin for the time to pass us by
and everytime u think of me, its fine to cry

never got the msg
clean up all my messes
discarded everything we had
ik you'll never understand
and i'll repeat all my mistakes
know i cause so many heartaches

and i can't take em back
all of the things i did

heartaches (jolst)

@anti-light
@frendishawty408
@alfiesnapped
@grimgardx

@anti-light
look away i can’t face you like this, nah
i’ve been messing up bad, can’t be fixed now
i keep you on mute, though i wanna listen
other side is the world, can’t resist it
every time i wake up i ignore you
just don’t wanna admit that i’m worried
do you think i’m too sad or too boring?
you can’t save me like this when i’m falling

i hear you knocking on the door to my heart
but baby i can’t just let you in
i’ve learned my lesson from deceivers
just hope that you can forgive me now
i see your image in the sky
but things just don’t line up well for me
in my hand i got all the pleasures
but i know this ain’t no happiness

@frendishawty408
play me girl, one time
kiss me till the sunrise
cuz she know yung frendi just got it
2023 and yk im ballin
why she keep on callin
4th quarter im ballin
money money all i see is bands
she broke my heart but it's according to plan
she was in love, she my #1 fan
i did what i could, i did what i can
i sleep off the pills, i sleep off the xans
i get to the money, yk that i ran
choppa sing like whitney
bad bih from my city

@anti-light
i hear you knocking on the door to my heart
but baby i can’t just let you in
i’ve learned my lesson from deceivers
just hope that you can forgive me now
i see your image in the sky
but things just don’t line up well for me
in my hand i got all the pleasures
but i know this ain’t no happiness

Image in the Sky w/ frendi (alfiesnapped x grimgar)

Tracklist:
0:00 v4nity - bleedin out ft.T4Z (jayysoul x lucas.mp3 x carch95)
0:39 stay! - change (jayysoul x alfiesnapped)
1:06 27kirei - valorant (waystalker)
1:28 shoruda - gyatt ft.emotionals & v4nity (jayysoul x alfiesnapped)
1:54 T4Z - compete (jayysoul x zenshee x melik)
2:21 vilse - like it (atmxs x jayysoul)
2:47 shinuchi - new me ft.anti light (jayysoul)
3:18 stay! - bladework (alfiesnapped x nowaystoend)
3:45 27kirei - zooted (fragrance)
4:07 T4Z - it shows ft.psych & v4nity (jayysoul)
4:34 shoruda - mi ángel (jayysoul x alfiesnapped)
5:02 shinuchi - till my lungs fall off ft.T4Z (alfiesnapped x emeeelya x warheart)
5:23 v4nity - cold (jayysoul x judge)
5:54 vilse - catch ft.v4nity (rioxion)

cover art by @2clapped on ig
@v4nity
@ilyt4z
@prodjayysoul
@lucas_mp3
@shinuchii
@shorudakun
@heyvilse
@ilyst4y
@grimgardx
@1jzamira

Ethereal Club Mashup 2023

we back happy late new years
something different, kinda a bipolar song
mastered & mixed by me
(some no lifes decided to take 2 of my songs down)
produced by @violetxx9 + @1800-youhaveaproblem
[chorus]
if i was to be honest 
i seen way better than this
remember the time when
we had our first kiss
took down my songs
thinking that it would hit
all i care about is me 
and my bitch
you said you gang but
you ain't prove that
took a drink to replace
all the bad
i'm a rockstar u can't replace
what i have
2024 full time on 
i'm gonna be back
[verse]
heres one thing you didn't know
half of my friends turned fake so i turned into a ghost
so many switched up at once so i turned off my phone
i've been titled as the one guy whos prone
"gotta kick em off his throne"
"never did what he was told"
"better leave that nigga alone"
shoutout my day 1 @prodjayysoul
shoutout my og @222bino
its so fucked up to live like this
but i can't go so i'll just live in a abyss
oh, oh
[verse 2]
i been living the better days
need her reassurance that i'll be okay
can you explain how i digged my own grave
i would never dip em just to feel safe
so keep my name out your mouth
shut up you're being too damn loud
i'm on stage and ur in the crowd
you're a fan so i'ma laugh at you now
i had to make my circle smaller
less distractions so i can work harder
[chorus]
if i was to be honest 
i seen way better than this
remember the time when
we had our first kiss
took down my songs
thinking that it would hit
all i care about is me 
and my bitch
you said you gang but
you ain't prove that
took a drink to replace
all the bad
i'm a rockstar u can't replace
what i have
2024 full time on 
i'm gonna be back

honest

honest (violet x diordown)

ੈ✩‧₊˚👾⊥🧘🏻˚₊‧✩ ੈ✧.*м𝓎Ⓢ𝐭𝒾ℂ𝕆𝔯є✧.*
##༉₊˚hopeless romantic :,) ⚕ शिवशक्ति ♡

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