Pachinko

under the big blue sky

I sat cross legged below the sheer cliffs misted in lilac, and as I looked up, the clouds coated in thin fragile glass grew larger and larger. As the mist rose upon me, I saw that the lilacs had faded, all I could hear were the waves collapsing against the soaring cliffs of the promised land.

I felt my chest growing light, as if somehow I knew the tranquility of the moment was fading.

...the mist spread itself further, in loops, all encompassing;
my breathe leaves me, indistinguishable from its surroundings in all the quantum.

I almost forgot to put my makeup on, “nevermind that now” I thought,
the gods rarely turned down offerings on the basis of appearance, much less on nights of the harvest.

brrrrrpt! Fireflies were colliding in the dusk light, the buzz of cicadas grew louder and it was time for, for uuuuhm …

Noise fades I sit down again hmmm the roots of the fire tree strangle me I blacked out. I found myself fading into the same darkness i called sleep, as the cicadas sang my requiem in hypnagogia, while the bugs buzzed around me.

Thoughts flowing. All my life I thought I was living, but now, as I am falling deeper into this relentless state devoid of connection to my past self... I just realised - I am barely even existing.

The thing i was scared of the most, turned out to be already me.

Paralyzed, i asked myself...

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Holding On

It started so quickly that I couldn't help it.

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I am Etihw 
Back from your Trap 
And my Kcalb is never going  to be defeated by the likes of you 
Now I am going to get you
So now there’s no escape for you
Run now you weak stupid fools
Come at me with those fiery tools
Let’s go you powerless devil
Let’s go you can’t destroy my world

Go ahead and try to kill us if you’re able
Can’t you see that my world is much better
I can see you hate how I love Kcalb
But I think you’re just mad cause you were thrown away

You’re not gonna stop what we have together
We’re gonna stay like this forever
If you kill us we’ll just come back stronger
And we will always be stronger than you are

Because we’re made  
O~f 
Lo~ve 
O~f 
Lo~ve 
Lo~ve 
Lo~ve

This is who I am and this is my world
And if you think you can destroy it then you can think again 
Cause I am the God here and I won’t let you destroy my world
I won’t let you hurt anyone else here again


Go ahead and try to kill us if you’re able
Can’t you see that my world is much better
I can see you hate how we co-existed
But I think you’re just mad cause you we’re Peaceful 

But I am more than just this world’s God
Everything they are is what I am 
I am their Peace
I am their happiness
I am their love  

This world is  made  
O~f 
Lo~ve 
O~f 
And we’re stronger than you
Lo~ve 
O~f 
Lo~ve 
And this world is stronger than you
Lo~ve 
O~f 
Lo~ve 
And our love is stronger than you
Lo~ve 
O~f 
Lo~ve
Lo~ve


Etihw [Stronger Than You Gray Garden version]

Ambient, drone and experimental music from México-based Antimateria Sonora.

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