performed, written, & produced by me @mental

I think you're my most beautiful secret.

There's a hole where my heart is. I mean, where my heart was. Been there since it started, it's gotta be karma. And I know that I could never love myself, from the trauma. Even if they try to comfort me I know I'm the problem. Tell me why.

I broke my own heart again and fixed it by myself. And I stopped it but it starts again, I'm never feeling well. Can you send me down to hell please? Cause I'm scared I'm not healthy. Don't know how to make it feel alright. I told you a thousand times but you can't get it through your brain. Told you that I hate you but you went up and you got away. I wish you would ago away. I don't want to see your face. I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE. ANYWHERE. NOT YOUR NAME EITHER

Tell Me Why

tell me whyy

@sanriorose ❤

co-prod: @tonycomputerlove ❤

d0llywood1 - Nick aldis (fumiko & tonycomputerlove)

Credits://
@s1ninja
@gostupidcj
@bodygaard

Notes://
its always so hard deciding on a cover art...
genuinely spent hours deciding...
maybe i just like looking at pictures...

Lyrics://
i told that hoe to not get her hopes up
you think it started but look it, you froze up
wanna be out there in Copacabana wit a lil latin bitch bend her over
i cannot deal wit a bitch who bipolar
love me a girl who a little bit older
she eat me up like i’m soba, i’ll give you the tea, her butt really looking like boba huh

like go get the stick out the box, my bro gonna up it at any who talk a lot
i told you i’m sending out shots, like why did you pull up like this shit the octagon

you really be stupid as fuck
you still be holding bananas like glocks
i’m on alert cuz i know that they watch
cop or not just know that you getting dropped

this SRT really gon hate me i’m revving this shit till it sounds like an 808
i’m taking a bird cross the country, don’t ask bout my money, just know that i pay my way
low key i’m rocking this helmut lang
phone is on DND sipping drank
buy a new fit almost everyday
won’t touch the tag like it’s dripping paint

why was he talking that shit, he the easiest lick, so we caught him out in traffic
i cannot switch up my habits, this shit automatic, i’m smoking on aromatics

me and my girl we in the back of gotham’s getting whatever we want
she got on reike nen with vivienne, her style so nonchalant

don’t wanna be acting so cold
but i need to get what i’m owed
my patience about to erode, you don’t got the time to be asking for more
and really that’s just how it is
and baby that’s just how it goes
i couldn’t make this shit up if i tried, i’m blowing her back out why’ll you sit at home

don’t play wit my bruddas, whole team got sticks gon knock your head off
lemme count my bread up, gold bills look cool but the blue ones betta
push start, no key
i’m taking off no i can’t let up
all black, sparco my seat
6th gear we hit top speed

Octagon (prod. s1ninja & CJ808)

freedom 🌟 feat. hugg (p. clvr)

https://soundcloud.com/erdo
https://soundcloud.com/terastic

no matter what i do there's someone better than me
wither me down to my bones you can throw me to sea
she just lives up in my dreams i wish you'd talk 2 me
i just dropped a couple meds inside a boba tea

we intertwined so briefly 
now im on my own wishing that you kept me
i hate myself there's no one to accept me 
seeing you with other people hate how it effects me

i shouldn't care i wish i didn't
wanna keep my head low wanna keep myself hidden
and all of these thoughts they feel like a prison 
i only get them out over these rhythms

move a box like a piston
do this for myself don't care if they listen
its been awhile hate the distance
got some downers in my system

got what i wished for no one wants 2 talk 2 me
coping with materialism go on shopping sprees
hate what going thru and how my lifes been going
i've been rlly going thru it hope that its not showing

no matter what i do there's someone better than me
wither me down to my bones you can throw me to sea
she just lives up in my dreams i wish you'd talk 2 me
i just dropped a couple meds inside a boba tea

we intertwined so briefly 
now im on my own wishing that you kept me
i hate myself there's no one to accept me 
seeing you with other people hate how it effects me

better than me (erdo + tera) *djswagnasty33*

much more 2 come love u all

@mental @lilac

https://www.instagram.com/b5b5b5b5b5b5b5b5b5b5/
https://www.instagram.com/7mental7/
https://www.instagram.com/contentwithlosing/

(b5)
i cant even feel
they all want me gone im still winning still
im still going strong ima keep it real
i linked up w god yea we signed a deal
true religion pockets they full of steel
i cant trust dat boy i kno he gonna squeal
i jus wana kno if this is really real
im w my whole gang we going 4 the kill

im off w that bag jus like a runningback
heard yo lil track we making fun of that
spread my wings im going im not coming back
took apart of me i just want something back
i cant trust a soul but u made me whole
chilling w my bro we pop out oh no
u move way 2 slow u jus cant come close
think im going ghost ask me "where'd u go??"

(@mental)
i don't know why i've been like this
took it to heart but my hearts made of diamond
i'm so cold
i tried to hide that i'm crying
i'm seeing less and less and less of your kindness
i don't know
where'd u go?
i feel so alone
since so long ago, ain't been feeling whole
i'm still praying that you're coming home
secretly inside i don't wanna know

(b5)
i cant even feel
they all want me gone im still winning still
im still going strong ima keep it real
i linked up w god yea we signed a deal
true religion pockets they full of steel
i cant trust dat boy i kno he gonna squeal
i jus wana kno if this is really real
im w my whole gang we going 4 the kill

look up at the clouds i just need u here
losing ur smile the only thing i fear
i just try to show u that i really care
all these ppl hate me i dont rly care
yea im off that za i can barely steer
vision hazy but u made it clear
kno u hate me i just disappear

spotify

miss_me featuring mental (lilac)

having fun with music again, expect some more soon. :)

game in the cover art is "a short hike" .. really good i recommend it highly!

words; ;

yea i just ran it up there with my bros
n u know we ontop thats forsure
how much did i just spend? shit, alot idk
idk where to turn to, look to, idk where to go
ooo
all my brothers on go
shootin when i say so
gotta escort the payload
we just ran it up forsure
now they tryna book me for a showw
they wanna know where i go
but im tryna keep it on the low

gotta keep my head up thats for certain
and its so fucked up what u did so u know im hurtin
all of this pain u put me thru tell me, was it worth it?
yea but i won now everything good yea everything perfect
my hearts stuck dunno where to go 
everythin cold, everything froze
just tryna make it thru this life yea this shits not what i chose
i worship the ground that u walk on like its covered in gold
its a tale of times man this shits gettin old

yea i just ran it up there with my bros
n u know we ontop thats forsure
how much did i just spend? shit, alot idk
idk where to turn to, look to, idk where to go
ooo
all my brothers on go
shootin when i say so
gotta escort the payload
we just ran it up forsure
now they tryna book me for a showw
they wanna know where i go
but im tryna keep it on the low

spotify!!! ^-^

we did it (southdrug)

(mastered by waystalker:3)
me:
look what you fell for
i can’t fucking hear you through these peltors
comtac, you can’t go back
hit you through a board like a little fucking thumbtack 
i can’t breathe in this room
she say that she mad cuz i played her like doom
pick a side, who are you? 
walk in n i spend about 2 (dollars :3)
please don’t tell me ur about it
yeah right bro i rlly fucking doubt it
you got dropped by ur team so what about it?
i’m flowin like a fuckin fountain
down bad and ur gang ain’t come thru 
i walk around like i don’t gotta shout it
i’m up now n i don’t wanna hear about it
cuz i’m stackin money like a mountain 

mental:
i took an L i just can’t win
i don’t know what to do imma panic
don’t know what to say i’m just manic
baby bring me damage i’ve had it
223s to his body now he crashin
baby i can make you fly like aladdin 
baby i can show you everything i’m havin 
he’s a problem he can disappear like magic
don’t know what to say, don’t know what to do
i don’t wanna lie, i don’t got a clue
you can tell another lie they’ll believe you
i don’t care about a thing you say, it’s see through
put that shit on a quota (?)
i used to be to scared to grow up
baby now i’m rlly tryna go up
you was talking shit you get showed up
you was talkin shit i’m like so what
i don’t give a fuck, i give no fucks
leave him spinnin like a doughnut 
baby if ur down then i’m so up
imma put a four in this soda
he don’t drink that shit he got no cups
fell asleep i went into a coma
i don’t rlly care if i wake up

comtac ft. mental (sunrisess + pitfall)

shoutout my bro @k1zetsu
mixed by @diegointhedark

pop a xan
it goes straight to my belly
everybody hates me
couldn’t even tell me why
i’ll forever try
just to make things right
i’ve spent every year in shade
you could be my light

i just wanna talk
i don’t wanna throw words
screaming in the mirror
until i feel my throat hurt
really wanna end it all
since this world is absurd

i know your heart is empty
and love is not tht fun
but can you show me sympathy
cuz girl my spirits crushed
i try & try again
n fail every time
all the meds they didn’t take me
can’t even end my life
i try and try again

try again (Prod. Kizetsu)

@ihatesamara
@haveonlyonechance
@yureiclub

[eczotic]

cook u up like a lighter
got a couple guns hell no i aint a fighter
u a opp
u a biter
i b chillin wit yo girl
and we doing all nighters
yea yo btch she is tighter
pourin up tha mud
yea we mix it wit tha cider
countin bands beside her
stab me in tha back
oh no btch u fired

[samara]

yea ur fired, 
i dont rlly like u
kick u 2 tha fuckin curb, 
u cant hang w my crew
punch u in ur fucking face, 
you're askin what did i do?
turn around and make the signal 
zotic finna snipe u
yes we got them hollow points 
and them glocks with switches
do a drive by on ur crew, 
ur whole team full of bitches
my gang always castin spells, 
my team full of witches
pull up and shoot up the party 
we wont leave a witness

[eczotic]

cook u up like a lighter
got a couple guns hell no i aint a fighter
u a opp
u a biter
i b chillin wit yo girl
and we doing all nighters
yea yo btch she is tighter
pourin up tha mud
yea we mix it wit tha cider
countin bands beside her
stab me in tha back
oh no btch u fired

no witness w/samara (tenoji!)

@kyoakyo

https://open.spotify.com/track/7v3xjcYrxfeyP2dYWmVPLD?si=4b722afdc3f14f60

mixed by me and @han2k15

can we jus talk about this bs later
were falling out and ik we need a savior
ur playing hard ur playing like a stranger
ur all alone and heart its in danger
dont put this blame on me
i know it saddens you to see x2
that there wont ever be a you and me
its over x3
no i dont think we can go back over
ill hold my chest and pull you closer
oh ill pull you closer

ill pull you closer with every single breath you take
and when ur down jus call ill be wide awake
idc what it takes ill be there x2
dont go to far
did you forget where we are
and even after all our scars are faded
ill still be here for you
and it dont matter what we go through
it only matters that im by you
and idc idc idc at all as long as im by you

dont put this blame on me
i know it saddens you to see x2
that there wont ever be a you and me
its over x3
no i dont think we can go back over
ill hold my chest and pull you closer
oh ill pull you closer

comtac ft. mental (sunrisess + pitfall)

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