This is the beginning of the end of Antisoma.

You're not a good person.

This is the complete Soundcloud playlist for "Soulsearcher" the second full-length album from Antisoma

Soulsearcher

Keep On, Pt. 2

Aegis, Pt. 1

Trust

Dreamcatcher

Bodystealer

Lyrics:

I left you in Warsaw because
You left me a long time ago
Yeah the lights were on honey
But nobody was home
You never really loved me though
And it started to show
You see it was a long, long time ago
That you left me alone

And it was time to let you know
I had to pack my love and go
The kind of love you never showed
'Cause honey, nobody was home

I left you in Warsaw because
You never really cared
Yeah, I was damaged and trapped
And had never been more scared
You never gave a damn how I felt
Or when I lost so much of my health
But I gave much to love you
I had no love left, no love left for myself

So it was time to let you know
I had to pack my love and go
The kind of love you never showed
'Cause honey, nobody was home

Why did you do what you did to me?
All I did was love you
And all you did was scream
And belittle me
You're not allowed to call me stupid
Anymore for anything
And not appreciate me
It never was enough
That I made you everything
At the cost of my identity
You just wanted to change me but
You never really loved ME though

No one was home

It was time to let you know
I had to pack my love and go
The kind of love you never showed
'Cause honey, nobody was home

Home

Lyrics:

If I’mma die alone
Then I’mma die alone and I’m okay with that
So you’re gonna have to hit me with everything that you have
It’s sad, of course
But now I have never been this unafraid before
Fuck your emotional swords
You’re gonna have to hit me with the claymore
(CLAYMORE)

My darkness is whispering
That this is the end of me,
My greatest fear will come true,
And there’s nothing I can do
But I don’t give up so well
I challenge it to battle
This is not a cry for help
This is not a death rattle

The demon gloats, it moans, it groans
It knows I know
But I’d rather die alone than live without hope
And so

If I’mma die alone
Then I’mma die alone and I’m okay with that
So you’re gonna have to hit me with everything that you have
It’s sad, of course
But now I have never been this unafraid before
Fuck your emotional swords
You’re gonna have to hit me with the claymore
(CLAYMORE)

The beast is showing its fangs
It knows that I may obtain
No more than what I have earned
No less than what I deserve
No more than I can handle
This is not a death rattle
This is not a death rattle
THIS IS NOT A DEATH RATTLE

I’m breaking the darkness’s hold
Its window’s about to close
Gaze like stone, the demon knows
That one of us has got to go
And so

All I’ve got to say is what I know
Everything’s built to be broken
All I’ve got to say is let it show
No need to hold it just show it
All I’ve got to say is what I know
The light has now awoken
All I’ve got to say is let it show
‘Cause the darkness can’t hide in the open

So if I’mma die alone
Then I’mma die alone and I’m okay with that
So you’re gonna have to hit me with everything that you have
It’s sad, of course
But now I have never been this unafraid before
Fuck your emotional swords
I said FUCK your emotional swords
You’re gonna have to hit me with the-
You’re gonna have to hit me with the CLAYMORE
(CLAYMORE)

Claymore

Lyrics:

Storm's comin'
Get everyone inside
If anyone's still runnin'
It had better be to hide
You better hold on tight
If you want to live to fight
We may have to hold tight
For a long, long time

So brace for the hurricane
Brace for the tidal wave
Nothing will be the same

Stay inside, don't panic
Just like the old adage
Don't run with scissors
And don't play with matches
Batten down the hatches
Batten down the hatches
Batten down the hatches

Storm's comin'
Time to swallow your pride
Foolishness won't cut it
You had better become wise
We have got to try
To keep the ones that we love alive
We're not letting them die
Before it's their time

So brace for the hurricane
Brace for the tidal wave
Nothing will ever be the same

Stay inside, don't panic
Just like the old adage
Don't run with scissors
And don't play with matches
Batten down the hatches
Batten down the hatches
Batten down the hatches

Storm's about to be here
And it's not gonna veer
Time to push away the fear
Until the coast is clear

Here comes the hurricane
Here comes the tidal wave
Everything is going to change

We act rash, we die
We adapt, we survive
We act rash, we die
We adapt, we survive
Hold on, stay calm, and

Stay inside, don't panic
Just like the old adage
Don't run with scissors
And don't play with matches
Batten down the hatches
Batten down the hatches
Batten down the hatches

It's in your hands now
Life's not how we planned it out
Time to show what you're really about

Batten Down The Hatches

Lyrics:

I am gonna fly free
You don't own my
Peace of mind
This is the last time
You gaslight me

I'm taking back my
Lock and key
How dare you
Say my poetry
Is just lunacy?
Well then I'll take pride
In my insanity
And sing

Death is what you make it
All that love, can't take it
Slowly rearrange it
Life is what you make it
All this love, come take it
Thank you for your patience

I'm not crazy, you're crazy
I'm not delusional or anything
Right?

I am breaking your deceit
Your lies won't speak
Ill of my dreams
This is the last time
You gaslight me

You made me believe
I was in too deep
Now I scream
That you can't dream
As deep as me
My insanity
Has always been poetry

All my fractured thoughts
Are just pieces of a collage
These broken memories
Make a mosaic out of me
Why stay in stasis
When I can shapeshift?

Death is what you make it
All that love, can't take it
Slowly rearrange it
Life is what you make it
All this love, come take it
Thank you for your patience

I'm not crazy, you're crazy
I'm not delusional or anything
Right?
Right.

I'm not crazy, you're crazy
You're not deciding anything for me
This is the last time you gaslight me

I'm Not Crazy

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