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@lux_45
@guardinmusic

LYRICS-

Yung van:
Call me back I need you right now
On the ground as the rain pours down
Where'd you go when i needed you 
Where'd you go when I needed you
Call me back as the rain pours down
On the ground I need you right now 
Where'd you go when I needed you
Where'd you go when I needed you 
I called you but I can't speak
But I can hear you breathing
I'm wide awake cause I can't sleep
and I can only think of you

guardin:
think too much, i'm so lost, where my head go?
 trippin' now, blankin' out to the echo
all i fears finally here, movin' mad slow 
pacing now, trace your frown when i let go 
falling back into the depths of my own mind
 i'd be lying to you baby if i said that i was fine 
i've been rearranging furniture & finding stuff inside 
like the crystals in my pockets that you probably left behind 
i don't wanna be without you 
baby i am not okay without you

FOLLOW MY MAN LUX!!!

you were my best friend w/ guardin (Prod. Lux45)

it still hurts, forgetting you

featuring my friend @ihateshinigami

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-too-long-lyrics

blackheartemoji

spotify

too long (ft. shinigami)

@supachefm @notmorgn

ive been feeling lost through my days
think about the times when i could go and fly away
if they wanna know im alone aint a thing
i stay in my lane getting money been the same shit
she gon get up on me get to show me what i want
i feel like im drowning never wanted nor involved
it feel like I'm costing and you begin for the profit
im not even bugging i just gotta keep it honest
bitches love to run around and do the taunting
im astonished never been the one to
eva fall in im the one who started
who exhausted ima keep on falling
x2

keep on falling
ima keep on falling
you aint even shed skin
why you keep on talking
idek fuck wit you like anyway
ive had better days trapped inside these memories

ima ghost
its unknown
what am i supposed to feel when im alone
its like the pressures on me when I'm home
I'm staying stoned ima die inside the smoke

ima keep on falling
getting money regardless
yungins and we ballin
smokin when i want
bitch i smoke whenever i want
watch the smoke come outta the sun roof

show me what i want (prod. notmorgn)

the homie @guccihighwaters

lyrics

(gucci)
I build static
I go crazy
Can't put it out if it doesn't sound amazing
and life's too fast baby hold me till it's over
tell me that you love me maybe once when you're sober
Don't wanna die as a memory
I can't leave without my legacy
Leave love letters lying on my tombstone
death is only physical I'd like to have a new home

Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown 
when I was younger it left me in hunger
but now I'm older 
desire to be under x2

(softheart)
you dont even care like you used to 
you aint even there like you used to be
hard like the usual 
you just give me stares like you're used to me

anxious probably up late
tryna hide my face
tryna bring it back
i was thinking that
life is always moving so fast
before you knew it had passed
doing better still bad

i guess im just scared it wont come
true so i dont think it
i swear its so lonely when its snowing
in new england
thought you called me it was just a 
dream was just a figment
of back when you would hold me 
like the only thing you need is
me 
is me 
is me
hate me you hate me so bad
its over hard to stay sober 
as i get older just grow colder
weed make it okay so i stay stoned
just like a boulder

chorus

anxiety (feat. guccihighwaters)

lyrics
------------
drifting away
i'm so out of place
the void in my eyes
addicted to pain
i'm burning inside
i can't hold this weight
ur like the sunrise
& i'm like the rain

(got me feelin so empty
but it's fine
i'd rather stay inside)x2

(here we go again i wrote another sad song
i can't help it everything just feels wrong
this is hell
& i've been this way for so long
shattered picture frames
i'm the one 2 blame)x2

shinxbi: 
(i can't
figure out what went wrong
you, & me
used to sing along 2 sad songs
and, u see
all the scars that i hide
cus i won't forget u
& i won't forgive u)x2

another sad song w/ shinxbi [prod. why loner]

@qawikamri
@guardinmusic
Sample from: https://soundcloud.com/guardinmusic/sunshine

LYRICS:-
Guardin 
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy

Qawi Kamri
tell me what is right or wrong
you've been gone for too long
ive been feeling so alone
when was the last time you sang my song? 

i fell with the tears on my face
lately ive been feeling so out of place
call out and i scream your name
baby can you please just stay

is it too late to save me
is it too late to heal me
is it too late, is it too late?

Guardin & Qawi
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy

Qawi
is it too late to save me
is it too late to heal me
is it too late, is it too late?

I Don't Know Who I Am (w guardin)

taking naps i cant even afford

with some beautiful guitar work by my friend @the-gnarly-neighbors

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AmBDiyk9YO8
lyrics: https://genius.com/Thebreathingbackwards-morning-light-w-the-gnarly-neighbors-lyrics

morning light (w/ the gnarly neighbors)

I hope you all enjoy my new song, been working on it for a long time. Love you all ❤

Lyrics:
You don't need to love me if you don't
But I miss you so please come home
I need someone to love
And if its not you, I'm not sure if I want to

I don't wanna lose you, lose you
I don't wanna flush it down the drain
Cause the only times that I'm happy, is when you're besides me
And everytime I see you, feel you
I can only think about one thing,
When we had so much fun, and nothing could stop us

But I guess every tale has to end
But it sucks cause you're still in my head
Every feeling that I ever felt for you
Was a waste cause I don't know you

I don't wanna lose you, lose you
I don't wanna flush it down the drain
Cause the only times that I'm happy, is when you're besides me
And everytime I see you, feel you
I can only think about one thing,
When we had so much fun, and nothing could stop us

I don't wanna lose you, lose you
I don't wanna flush it down the drain
Cause the only times that I'm happy, is when you're besides me
And everytime I see you, feel you
I can only think about one thing,
When we had so much fun, and nothing could stop us

𝕚 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕝𝕠𝕤𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦

Official Video

Hopeless (Prod. by Yung Adam)

IG: prodemian

dump's IG: @lil.duump
dump's soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/lil_dump/dumpuppy-restwell-prod-n09th

ever x lil dump - rest easy (prod. 8rokeboy)

dont call me - acoustic

prod/guitar @antongxldn

Lyrics:
baby don’t forget bout me
never should have let you leave
last night...
last night...
you're my candy extra sweet
I won’t let you rot my teeth 
not mine...
not mine...
 
she said I’m tired of you and all this fake love
I only see you when you're fucked up
I’m tired of you and all this fake love 
i, i, i, i
 
call my phone I let it ring 
whatever happened to you and me, 
just i...
just i...
why you’d have to plant that seed
catch me hanging by a tree
goodbye...
goodbye...
 
it don’t matter, it don’t matter no
it don’t matter, it don’t matter no
it don’t matter, it don’t matter no
 
 
she said I’m tired of you and all this fake love
I only see you when you're fucked up
I’m tired of you and all this fake love 
i, i, i, i
 
baby don’t forget bout me
never should have let you leave
last night...
last night...
you're my candy extra sweet
I won’t let you rot my teeth 
not mine...
not mine...
 
she said I’m tired of you and all this fake love
I only see you when you're fucked up
I’m tired of you and all this fake love 
i, i, i, i
I’m tired of you and all this fake love
I only see you when you're fucked up
I’m tired of you and all this fake love 
i, i, i, i

Narcissistic Drama Queen

@splashgvng
@barrenwaste

premiered/hosted by sad chill
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBF9w0jchUM

dont you hate the part
when we start to fall into pieces?
and its a work of art
the way you walk into my room
and how u keep me awake
even when ur not around
she always puts me to shame
its such a lame relation
ill take all the blame as long as it helps you sleep at night
i hope to haunt your life

maybe someday we’ll get past it all
but for right now you can watch me ball
got your front seat on the sidelines
and i dont give a fuck if u start to cry

yeah u sow what u reap baby
ive slept in all damn week baby
im still waitin for u to come back to me

lost it all again
but ill get back up every time til i win
lost it all again
if u loved me once, u can do it again

i loved you once but thats the last time itll ever be
ill be fuckin damned if u ever again make a fool of me
wastin all my money on the drugs that keep me lonely
anxiety ridden phony
let the 9 cock back and blow me
out of this planet
and ill b damned if
any of u fuckers take the one thing that i need; its singin a song
for all u singin along
tried to love u once but now u know im done

Follow me <3

like melo, baby (ft. barren) [prod. splashgvng]

@splashgvng
@curtainss

im a disaster 
im goin thru it
move faster
push thru it

but im plastered to my bed
cant escape that silent dread
im awake but i feel dead
guess im lost inside my head

serotonin’s synonymous
with the worst parts in all of us

i dont care if every letter in this makes me wrong
i wear my pain like a sweater
i been better
wont be for too long

and if it looks like forever 
dont forget that
nothings everlong

baby u got me tethered
im anxious, whatever
pop it into a song

take me for the moment
let me stay tonight
fuck me or whatever
love me, it feels so right

you cant shake me
been ballin lately
my old friends hate me
im goin crazy

look into my eyes
tell me if its real
cpt sad on the mic
thas a real big deal

time will tell
if all these lies went well
keep it inside my cells
left underneath my nails

imma mess and thats never gunna change
without the pills, needin somethin to arrange
the world is fallin around
i think that death is callin
i see ur smile
and drown
but im just gettin started

SEROTONIN'S SYNONYMOUS (prod. splashgvng x curtains)

soundcloud.com/prodreaper


another night i would've wished that you were here 
i'm kinda high but still it never really stick
yeah i used to sit around just reminiscing
but now i'm tryna figure out a way to make a difference

turn around i see you standing in the sunlight
but i can't look cause everything around me so bright
sometimes 
i just wish i wouldn't be up all night 
and i don't ever really like it going outside

and if you love me why you treat me like you do
you always left me out the loop
and i got nothing left to lose

i ain't your trophy you can't put me in your room
with every heart that you collect 
you never really had me fooled
(i kinda knew)

i gotta pack up all my shit 
i'm on the move
i think i need another hit
don't feel a thing at all unless i'm taking two
still i can't forget it i be holding onto you
i got a pill to help me go and find some closure really soon

know you wouldn't answer 
if i ever tried to call
blow me off again
i know i'm not the one you want at all

you got me all tied down
now i'm strung up
i always felt that i was up against a lost love
i never said i wouldn't quit you should've saw
i wouldn't put up with your shit
don't you pretend you didn't know

i guess i'm not that right for you
i didn't ever really wanna have to fight for you
and i don't ever wanna lie to you
i think i left it where i should've least i tried to
(tried for you)

bury me with several little roses by the words
and write my eulogy in sentences that make me look the worst
i'll have dependency
addicted 'til i'm rotten with the worms
no i don't think i'll ever end it
got me caught up in a curse

Narcissistic Drama Queen

Anton Golden

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