was before its time 🕊️🕊️🕊️

much respect to yours songs bro, they go deep! 

an album about how i've been feeling lately

bandcamp (physical CDs available here too): bit.ly/2qBSeCp 


credits:
@jvbeats666
@yung-hy
@ihateshinigami
@nothingnowheremusic
@prodmikefrost
@ericnorth
@xchrisvayle
@machinesix

download & physicals

shy - red cap (prod. jay vee + nothing,nowhere. + mike frost)

Ft. @RudyxWhite
Prod. @NoFeeling @AntonGxldn

Lyrics:
all these thoughts up in my head
all these things that I regret
somewhere lost at 2am
and no one can save me
spending all this time alone
sitting in my broken home
spread my ashes in the snow
cause no one can save me

all my friends don't understand 
all my friends are in my head
met a lot of fucking people 
but they never really cared
only asking me what’s wrong 
so the blood ain’t on their hands
they like what's that in the snow 
call it red dead despair

broken hearts as frail as glass
being haunted by my past 
somewhere lost a 2am 
and no one can save me
living fast so I’ll die slow
when did my path become a road
spread my ashes in the snow 
cause no one can save me

the lights turn black everything we had means nothing
searching for something to numb this feeling 
the lights turn black everything we had means nothing
searching for something to numb this feeling

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Red Dead Despair Ft. Rudy White

big love to @scummusic and @branwenmusic <3333

more music soon <3333333

broken dreams, fragmented memory w/ scum (prod. branwen)

prod and mix/mastered by me

I feel like a ghost bitch I’m transparent 
Smoking thrax up in the hills in the clouds bitch I vanish 
All these fucking thoughts I can’t manage
All these fucking thought up in my brain it needs a bandage 
I'm at a disadvantage 
Tryin not to panic
Not the best at planning
Some days barely standing 
The door inside my mind is locked shut
So what big deal big bags shits real
The door inside my mind is locked shut
So what the key to the door is the drugs as of late
I’ve been staying up late not answering the phone making music smoking strong pop another to keep calm 
They just mad at me 
Oh trust I know 
I’ll just smile as I blow another o like

Driving down the road at night
Confessions to the star light 
I want a bag and bag and another bag
Yeah I know it’s sad know you’re mad yeah I know it’s bad 
Yeah I want a bag and Benz and another bag and another bag
I’m just wrapped up in my old ways 
Same songs blowing haze in a daze I hope it stays like this 
Can’t hurt like hurt like this
Just numb like this 
Took 2 more percs just to stay like this

i feel like a ghost (prod. kryptik)

[produced by kenny x ninetyseven]

always love studio days with @gyzalofi , go show him love!! i'm hoping to put this on spotify very soon.

spotify

up for days (feat. ninetyseven)

💙MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW💙

i see your face everytime that the lights low
and im telling you im okay what do i know
its been a minute since i known what i want
I keep my head low like what do i know

Telling you things that i shouldnt
but what will i know
Telling you things that i shouldnt
n maybe youll break me what is up and i

know thats its all in my mind now
take time my time i know it wont work out
broke lights my light it wont shine now
damn lies the lies that i find now

telling me everything that you dont like
insane the pain when i know i
I know the call it wont end right
sold just soul just so that i know now

telling me that you hate me, i dont want to hate me
dont know watta say when i say girl save me
all i want to know how you've been lately
baby im lame boy, i know i hate me

I didnt want to save my soul tonight
fuck it imma lie imma say im alright
dont know what to say when i see the light
dont know what to say when i see the light

i see your face everytime that the lights low
and im telling you im okay what do i know
its been a minute since i known what i want
I keep my head low like what do i know

Fallen So Deep Without You (Prod By. Born Hero)

💙MUSIC VIDEO💙

i love yung van 
LYRICS:
Andy Sanborn: 
i only have myself to blame
for every day feeling the same
i feel useless whenever i wake
i wish the demons would stop saying ur name 
making positivity to throw it all away
building a tower of happiness to watch it break
why do you care about me i’m a head-case
banging my head over again on the bed frame 
//what the fucks wrong with my brain?
asking myself that until i cave//

Yung Van:
GANG 
7 past 2 and I’m waiting for you
I’m starting to worry that you won’t follow through 
With all the promises we made in your bed
Don’t go back on everything that you have said
I fear that one day you won’t love me when I’m growing older and you think I’m ugly
What’s unconditional when there’s no physical relationship I can base from
I don’t want none of that fake love
I just want someone to take some 
Time out their day and come spend it with me so I don’t feel like I’m a waste cuz
Lately I’m finding it hard to be alone at night 
No one will love me and I guess I’m right 

7 past 2 and I’m waiting for you
Andy Sanborn: 
drive myself insane until i crash
breaking down my knees until i collapse 
please don’t look at me while i cry in the back

Yung Van:
Some things just never last 
I wish I could you bring you back 
I’m strong till I relapse 
I text you once, you never text me back
How would you feel if I collapsed
its 7 past 2 and im waiting for u

myself to blame - ft. yung van (prod. tothegood)

i make everything about me (feat. thebreathingbackwards) [prod. brody]

Did a song with my bro @nocloudforecast
Lyrics:
HKFiftyOne 
Well I been out here everyday you know I'm tryna live it up
Get this money in my pocket watch me pour another cup
I been sad and I been lonely I been dying for some love
Say you know me you don't know me you ain't OG I been numb

Counting all this money live the good life we up next
Sippin on some UV while I'm running up a check
Ikati on my feet I rock the cat just watch me flex
All of this means nothing i exist in what comes next

Someday ill be better ya
Know that people leave but sometimes they dont leave a letter ya
Someday in the clouds ya
Catch up with my homies while im laying underground ya

Someday in the clouds
I look up with my feet upon the ground

NoCloud
Is it too late
Know you think I’m okay 
I been lyin for a minute so you feel safe
Always stayin up late
Livin in my own cage
Feel emotionless and empty like blank page 
I’m close to the edge
Waking up with regrets
Crying all alone on my bed
Need a friend now
But every day is all the same shit
Make hits
But nobody seems to notice

So hold me so tight
And Wipe tears from my eyes
I just need your light 
Love me cuz i might die

someday w/ nocloud

[+] i don't want whatever i want.
* prod by @raspobeats *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse: 1]
woah, we was watchin' Coraline,
smoking on some gas that had me borderline,
borderline, dead
i think i feel more alive, when
i'm with you
say that you feelin me too
i got the baddest, the baddest of two
i feel the weight in my chest when you move
baby i'm yours i got nothing to lose, no

[chorus:]
and we goin' fall apart everytime
look up at the stars in the sky
i'm still wishin you were mine, babe
i just wanna get you high, ay

[bridge:]
cigarillo smoke in my whip
i got the baddest lil bitch
she tug my heart strings
but she tug my heart strings

[verse: 2]
baby i can tell you what you want to hear
grabbin' on my pants,
then we outta here, outta here, ay
like god damn, you so fine
make you cum ten times
but then you won't leave my,
place, and thats okay
we just getting high baby
life seem straight
for a couple of kids on the benches
tell me the truth lil girl i feel the tension

[verse: 3]
baby girl i can tell that you had it,
left me here so god damn tragically
i see through your bones and
through your teeth
she think i'm a legend, i'm a G
muh fuckin' see
jay, keep her on leash, ay
but only when we fuckin.

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