Goddamn what I do with all this
When I'm so lost, deep in my abyss 
Sometimes I wonder why do we exist
Yeah I guess it's just the way it is
So what will I do
I need support so where are you?
I'm such a fool
Many fake friends didn't know you were too
I'm sick of it
Can't believe I put my trust in you
You were supposed to have my back but you ended up stabbing it too
I should have known
Now I feel so alone 
Learned from my past 
Now I know what to do 

I'm chasing a dream 
Not many people on my team 
Don't know what I feel
Heard many lies don't know what to believe 
Well, at least I'm alive 
Poisoned myself I almost died 
Freezing from the cold when I burn inside 
I was only saved because some people are kind
Damn what is wrong with me
Why do I need to drink more and more
Till I lose my self and collapse on the floor
And now I'm asking myself what for?
Im not gonna lie
Last time went too far I almost died
I regret it everyday you would've never got to say goodbye 

A part of me is greatful 
But the other half is so hateful 
So many people around me
But only for a some I'm thankful 
Fake friends don't need them
Fake love don't need it
Don't pretend to like me then turn on me
Because you're lying and I see it 

People wearing masks before the virus
Pretend to be themselves but they all just liars 
I guess we can say hate does not expire
Nowadays everyone is sick and tired 
It's a never-ending war from the start
The police killing people trust is lost
And now it's a fight against the cops
People are scared to walk on the block
Some kids go on rob so they don't starve
Some live in mansions and drive fancy cars 
Society is divided, torn apart 
We all burn every time there's the spark
So many friends most were fake
I thought they'll have my back if i made a mistake 
But this is real life I'm not tryna to escape 
Friends come and go only real ones stay 
I want peace but it appears that we can't have that here
Wishing and hoping for so many years 
Nobody cares or so it appears 

People are fake
Fake friends I erase 
Placing trust is a mistake 
People are fake
Walking everyday next to these snakes
So I like to be alone I isolate 

AX JACE