You do not know. What's going on with my soul. My wings faded and no longer shine. I can not straighten their height and fly away. My days of past sins are not allowed. My fault only. What I wanted to .... I dreamed about you. about .chto ... I'll be happy with it vmeste.chto even I will love ....... NO.MNE NOT !!!!! - I-Seraphim !!!!! my halo dimmed and could hardly I am seen, and my strength is not already on it ... and my life seen coming to an end. In the eyes of the darkness. Its emptiness lodged there. No. No .... I do not regret of past days. Lyudmi.edinstvennaya spent with my pechal.na it bears the stamp, I lost you, MY LOVE !!!!! has a shadow beside me. All waits and longs my soul. Lord. I want to forget about everything. Again back to you !!!!! I know you will forgive and forget everything. Again bestow peace in my soul ..... but misguided, because then I do not remember their guilt, their suffering ... why then I poshol to the Shadows?!?! - Wanted to find love .... !!!!! Referring stupid and ridiculous. After all, we, DO NOT !!!!!!! ....... now I'm dying. After all, you did not like. I close my eyes. I without you, and the white light is not nice ....... lies in the dust Heavenly Angel of great beauty. Eyes closed. Nimbus dormant demon and bit into my soul .......

Antonio Matua