"Jangan" by anxiety,sobriety. 

1st track from 'never ending story' EP

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Produced & Written by anxiety,sobriety.
instagram.com/anxiety.sobriety

Video by ASBX ID
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UMYKYVMfsUE

Lyrics:
Yeah

[Verse I]
Mari mainkan diksi, atas dasar ironi.
Ku tak butuh atensi jika hanya untuk dibenci.
Cerita ini asli, tanpa sentuhan fiksi.
Penuh dengan emosi yang kan terus menguras hati.

Jangan coba membandingkan ketika kau tak paham.
Jangan coba menahan diriku yang penuh dendam.
Jangan coba terangkan, indahnya gelap malam.
Jangan coba padamkan api yang takkan pernah padam.

[Chorus]
Roda terus berputar, kubur emosi yang hambar.
Selalu b'lajar tuk tegar, meski jiwa t'rus bergetar.

[Verse II]
Jangan suruh aku, untuk refleksi diri.
Jika s'mua tujuan mu itu hanya tuk mencaci.
Setiap manusia, punya porsi depresi.
Jadi jangan merasa dirimu itu seorang nabi.

Jangan lagi memaksa aku untuk putar arah.
Jangan lagi hidupkan nyawa yang, tanpa arwah.
Jangan lagi tegak kan pilar yang, sudah goyah.
Jangan lagi tenangkan hati yang selalu resah.

[Chorus]
Roda terus berputar, kubur emosi yang hambar.
Selalu b'lajar tuk tegar, meski jiwa t'rus bergetar.

never ending story

Jangan

"Mimpi, Depresi, dan Mati" by anxiety,sobriety.

2nd track from 'never ending story' EP

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Produced & Written by anxiety,sobriety.
instagram.com/anxiety.sobriety

Video by ASBX ID
instagram.com/asbx_id

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
Ku ukir batu nisan dengan perpisahan.
Proses kehancuran, selalu datang perlahan.
Ku ukir batu nisan dengan perpisahan.
Lawan takdir tuhan, tuk tanyakan keadilan.

[Verse I]
Banyak orang berkata, cinta itu buta.
Tapi kenapa fisik, jadi penentu rasa?
Tak memandang yang beda, kasta atau harta.
Tapi banyak yang terpaksa, jadi ibunda muda.

Banyak yang pilih aborsi, daripada adopsi.
Pria lebih suka ereksi, tanpa ada asuransi.
Wanita makan janji tuk matikan mimpi-mimpi.
Pria pun akhirnya lari, wanita pun depresi.

Akhirnya sang bunda, lahirkan buah hatinya.
Sang ayah masih foya-foya dengan pacar barunya.
Beranjak besar sang anak bertanya "Ayah mana?".
Sang ayah menjadi gila, karna karma dan dosa.

Lihat keluarga temannya sang anak pun mulai iri.
Pencarian jatidiri berlapis rasa benci.
Kehidupan yang diuji, dengan rasa sepi.
Sampai pada keputusan, hidup atau mati.

[Chorus]
Ku ukir batu nisan dengan perpisahan.
Proses kehancuran, selalu datang perlahan.
Ku ukir batu nisan dengan perpisahan.
Lawan takdir tuhan, tuk tanyakan keadilan.

Mimpi, Depresi, dan Mati

Mimpi, Depresi, Dan Mati

"Jangan" by anxiety,sobriety.

1st track from 'never ending story' EP

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Produced & Written by anxiety,sobriety.
instagram.com/anxiety.sobriety

Video by ASBX ID
instagram.com/asbx_id

Lyrics:

[Hook]
Yang hancur kan melebur.
Yang jujur siap tuk gugur.
Keluarga sempurna akan selalu luntur.
Yeah!

Yang hancur kan melebur.
Yang jujur siap tuk gugur.
Kehancuran bagaikan, tembakan sebuah busur.
Fuck!

	[Verse I]
Ku tantang realita, diatas arena.
Apa itu makna keluarga yang sempurna?
Aku tertempa tuk, tidak jadi anak manja.
Tinggalkan papa, sekarang ku ikut mama.

Sejak sekolah dasar kami telah berpisah.
Tak ada yang bisa dilakukan selain pasrah.
Keluarga seperti, raga tanpa arwah.
Sempat ku berserah sehingga ku gali tanah.

	[Bridge]
Ku butuh afeksi, yang ku dapat ptsd.
Mainkan diksi dibawah naungan adiksi.
Hancur ini murni atas kuasa sang gusti.
Bukan ilusi, hanya mimpi, tak ada opsi.

Keluarga lengkap sekarang hanya angan.
Dan aku tumbuh menjadi seorang bayangan.
Terimakasih tuhan, hidup ini cobaan.
Tak ada kesenangan, hanya ada teriakan.

	[Hook]
Yang hancur kan melebur.
Yang jujur siap tuk gugur.
Keluarga sempurna akan selalu luntur.
Yeah!

Yang hancur kan melebur.
Yang jujur siap tuk gugur.
Kehancuran bagaikan, tembakan sebuah busur.
Fuck!

	[Verse II]
Saudara ku meninggikan tuk sebuah pendidikan.
Aku mulai bosan ketika selalu dibandingkan.
Sekarang ku ambil kesempatan, meski riskan.
Ku lawan takdir tuhan, dan ciptakan alunan.

Jangan bertanya pada ku masalah konsistensi.
Karna ku ingin membalas, asi dengan asi.
Membalas kebaikan yang selalu ia beri.
Seseorang yang membuatku mampu tuk berdiri.

	[Bridge]
Ku butuh afeksi, yang ku dapat ptsd.
Mainkan diksi dibawah naungan adiksi.
Hancur ini murni atas kuasa sang gusti.
Bukan ilusi, hanya mimpi, tak ada opsi.

Keluarga lengkap sekarang hanya angan.
Dan aku tumbuh menjadi seorang bayangan.
Terimakasih tuhan, hidup ini cobaan.
Tak ada kesenangan, hanya ada teriakan.

	[Hook]
Yang hancur kan melebur.
Yang jujur siap tuk gugur.
Keluarga sempurna akan selalu luntur.
Yeah!

Yang hancur kan melebur.
Yang jujur siap tuk gugur.
Kehancuran bagaikan, tembakan sebuah busur.
Fuck!

Tembakan Sebuah Busur

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
Call me in the morning if you can still stand me
You know I want you so madly
Tell me that you love me, you know you still have me
I will wait for you gladly

[Verse]
Like you never cared
Kinda fucking scared
You got your spell on me
I taste your energy

You said I'll get it when I'm older
Getting closer no closure
Now I'm feeling like it's over
We don't even have to go there

There's always something I do
That makes it all more true
Someday I'll have to leave you
I hope you don't miss me too

[Chorus]
Call me in the morning if you can still stand me
You know I want you so madly
Tell me that you love me, you know you still have me
I will wait for you gladly

tell me that you love me

tell me that you love me (feat. Bianca)

happy birthday to me.

Lyrics:

[Verse I]
Efek distraksi tunjukan jalan untuk mati.
Cari kunci untuk peti kubur lagi sampai nanti.
Hitung nadi dengan arloji, tanpa esensi.
Tak butuh atensi, afeksi, atau pun janji.

Tarik tali dengan murka, awas ada bahaya.
Keluar dari drama dengan, penuh rasa bangga.
Nafas hanya sekali tak ada kehidupan ganda.
Tinta merah tuk tulis nama tanpa adanya makna.

Cari cari apa lagi, takkan punya jatidiri.
Berhenti sebelum mati datang menghampiri.
Anggap hanya mimpi, yang, takkan pernah pergi.
Teka teki tanpa bukti hanya ilusi imaji.

Coba ulangi semua narasi tak berisi.
Hari repetisi tuang emosi buang energi.
Ekspetasi tinggi, pada cerita fiksi.
Hitam murni serta dasi tidur tenang, dalam peti.

[Verse II]
Sampai temu jumpa kawan di alam bawah sadar.
Semoga akan selalu abadi, dan terus tegar.
Berdoa melingkar, saling bergetar.
Tempat abadi selamanya untuk saling bersandar.

5 butir yang akan selalu kita telan.
Bukti dari pikiran, yang, tak pernah sejalan.
Perlahan datang, jembatan kematian.
Akhir dari buku cerita, tanpa halaman.

Sekarang gali tanah basah dalam dalam.
Melihat tubuh yang terbujur kaku penuh lebam.
Seragam hitam, begitu pun gelap malam.
Lalu ukir batu nisan, yang, akan ditanam.

Berharap tak ada surga atau pun neraka.
Berharap selalu iman akan lebih dari dosa.
Karna sekarang kehidupan sudah jelas beda.
karna sekarang sudah tak kan ada lagi "kita".

Metafora Kematian

Metafora Kematian [Prod. Angelvs]

[Lyric]
I remember back in the day
Though it seems so far away
You used to look me in my face
You used to want me to be safe

You were so lost when you found me
I was in the bathroom and drowning 
Pills in my body and I’m counting 
So they got me now i'm frowning

Now let your anger all comes out
You did nothing if i get found
 It dont matter im free now
I dont wanna go back down

Pandora

[Lyric]
Kamar gelap, tempat diskusi dengan malaikat.
Hidup dengan lambat tapi mati secepat kilat.
Dalam senyap, goreskan tangan dengan hikmat.
Asap pekat yang menutupi barisan para mayat.

Dan mati? Lagi jadi korban persekusi.
Bukan atensi pergi lagi ke tenaga ahli.
Obat anti depresi tiap hari bagai nasi.
Dan ironi berujung pada cerita gantung diri.

Cara-cara agar tolak bala
Sekali lagi pakai cara metafora
Gali-gali tanah lalu jual jiwa
Mata mata tarik lagi rasa iba

Dan beginikah nasib pengidap gangguan jiwa?
Pada akhirnya hanya jadi konsumsi para media.

Lari, jauh dari egoisnya kenyataan.
Lalu pergi, dan dengan mengangkat batu nisan.
Hati-hati, banyak komentar tajam tak sesuai porsi.
Akhiri dengan mati, lalu hidup reinkarnasi.

Metafora Kematian II - The Aftermath

Metafora Kematian II - The Aftermath [Prod. H3Music]

OFFICIAL LYRIC VIDEO:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PoG-Sw1OvS8
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I Read John Chapter 8 Verse 44

Air Mata

Air Mata (feat. Sang Joon)

anxiety,sobriety. x Misanthropy Club - Tragedy
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Prxset:
every seconds every time im facing these intolerants
overbreeding outta here in governance of discordant
playin' over my dead body with your badge of arrogance
fingerprints of yours are here forever as pure evidence!

Lisp:
i cant breathe
underneath
these boots worn by fucking beasts
showing all their teeth
dignity is theirs to feast
treating me like worthless shit
grounding me 'cause of my skin
arrogance in bleak outfit
my wordless death on the dirt

Prxset & Lisp:
every seconds every time im facing these intolerants
overbreeding outta here in governance of discordant
playin' over my dead body with your badge of arrogance
fingerprints of yours are here forever as pure evidence!

Anxi:
Menyelam pada daratan, tetap tahan nafas.
Kemanusiaan pun disiksa, hingga jadi tewas.
Pembunuh mental dibiarkan untuk bergerak bebas.
Lagi dan lagi, keadilan pun tertindas.

Yeah

Dunia pun berduka pada kemanusiaan.
Mengheningkan cipta pada mundurnya peradaban.
Siapkan batu nisan untuk para korban.
Karena sekarang kita mendengar berita kehilangan.

[Misanthropy Club & Anxi]
They are going to kill me
I CANT BREATHE (I can't breath!)
is this humanity?
SET ME FREE (Save me please!)
dead-end society
MY STOMACH HURTS, MY NECK HURTS
EVERYTHING HURTS, EVERYTHING HURTS!

fuck your authority!
I CANT BREATHE (I can't breath!)
is this humanity?
SET ME FREE (Save me please!)
EVERYTHING HURTS, EVERYTHING HURTS
I CANT BREATHE (I can't breath!)
is this humanity?
SET ME FREE (Save me please!)
dead-end society
MY STOMACH HURTS, MY NECK HURTS
EVERYTHING HURTS, EVERYTHING HURTS!

just.let.me.fucking.breathe!

I CANT BREATHE (I can't breath!)
is this humanity?
SET ME FREE (Save me please!)
EVERYTHING HURTS, EVERYTHING HURTS!

Tragedy

Tragedy (w/ Misanthropy Club)

"Dead By The Night" EP by anxiety,sobriety. & Limbx
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Lyric

[Hook - Limbx]
look me in my eyes
tell me that you love me
i don't care if it's a lie
i wanna hear it one more time
now it's not the same
and i know, im the one to blame
now i'm falling apart
without you here by my side

girl, you my addiction
showed you my affection
gave you my attention
now you're just a fiction
girl, you my addiction
showed you my affection
gave you my attention
now you're just a fiction

[Verse - ANXI]
Now you're part of my past
Memori yang takkan lepas
Saat semua masih seperti dulu
Saat semua mimpi jadi satu

now girl tell me that you love me
because i want you so madly
now girl tell that you miss me
because i want you so badly

[Hook - Limbx]
look me in my eyes
tell me that you love me
i don't care if it's a lie
i wanna hear it one more time
now it's not the same
and i know, im the one to blame
now i'm falling apart
without you here by my side

girl, you my addiction
showed you my affection
gave you my attention
now you're just a fiction
girl, you my addiction
showed you my affection
gave you my attention
now you're just a fiction

Tell Me That You Love Me II [Prod. SUKVBUS]

"Dead By The Night" EP by anxiety,sobriety. & Limbx
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Lyric

[Pre-Hook - Limbx]
every night i hear the devil in my head
you wont remember me when i lay on my deathbed
tryna find a way around
but all these fucking thoughts always dragging me down

[Verse 1 - Whyfrhnsleep]
All these thoughts dragging me down
And i feel like this brain it's not my own
And it's feel like it's finally december
That's why i can't remember
I don't know why i miss you
I can't even remember you
Tell me where  have you been through
Cuz I'm so lost without you

[Hook - Limbx]
every night i hear the devil in my head
you wont remember me when i lay on my deathbed
tryna find a way around
but all these fucking thoughts always dragging me down
and i be lying if i say im fine
and i guess my life is a waste of time
i never find the light, suicide on my mind
when i leave this earth, believe me that i tried

[Verse 2 - Sang Joon]
Ingin ku tertidur tenang di malam sepi
Saat pikiran dalam otak meninggi
Apakah ini waktunya untuk pergi?
Apakah ini waktunya untuk mati?
Kan ku goreskan pecahan kaca di tangan
Darah bercucuran bersama sebuah harapan
Ku mulai terlelap dalam kegelapan
Ku masih terbangun saat sendirian

[Verse 2 - Sang Joon + ANXI]
Masih ada kah harapan untuk ku engkau berikan?
Masih kah ada hati untuk aku miliki?
Masih ada kah jalan untuk kita satukan sebuah perasaan

[Hook - Limbx]
every night i hear the devil in my head
you wont remember me when i lay on my deathbed
tryna find a way around
but all these fucking thoughts always dragging me down
and i be lying if i say im fine
and i guess my life is a waste of time
i never find the light, suicide on my mind
when i leave this earth, believe me that i tried

Deathbed (feat. Whyfrhnsleep & Sang Joon) [Prod. Blackheart]

"Dead By The Night" EP by anxiety,sobriety. & Limbx
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Lyric

[Hook - Limbx]
i got too many pain in my chest
these dark nights wont let me rest
at the lowest of the low
i think it's my time to let it all go
i got nobody, on my own now
hurt myself, i feel numb now
6 feet deep underground
wont you see inside my head? its a fucking battleground

[Verse - ANXI]
some of these wounds will never heal
wish that you could feel the pain what i feel
i just tryna alive girl im not well
i just tryna high now since i fell
tears falling from your pretty eyes
if you trust me i can make it right

so i look what i never see
seeing the light that i cannot be
i dont wanna be the reason that you bleed
now you better leave, im tryna make you see
i dont wanna be the reason that you bleed
now you better leave, im tryna make you see

[Hook - Limbx]
i got too many pain in my chest
these dark nights wont let me rest
at the lowest of the low
i think it's my time to let it all go
i got nobody, on my own now
hurt myself, i feel numb now
6 feet deep underground
wont you see inside my head? its a fucking battleground

[Hook - Limbx + ANXI]
i got too many pain in my chest
these dark nights wont let me rest
at the lowest of the low
i think it's my time to let it all go
i got nobody, on my own now
hurt myself, i feel numb now
6 feet deep underground
wont you see inside my head? its a fucking battleground

Pain [Prod. anxiety,sobriety.]

"Dead By The Night" EP by anxiety,sobriety. & Limbx
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Lyric

[Verse 1 - ANXI]
Melihat ke belakang, memori yang kini hilang
Saat lupa arah pulang, akal sehat tak kan tenang
Jiwa mulai terjatuh, semua harapan mulai runtuh
Gelap yang tak kan tersentuh, bayangan yang kan menjauh

Tersirat, berkarat, menahan tuk tak mengumpat
Dan suntik anastesi agar hidup tak sekarat
Jangan pernah coba pikir, untuk kembali lagi
Janji semua atensi akan mati ditelan bumi

Dan tahan tangis dengan bersikap bak antagonis
Statis non romantis sadistis tangis   dalam skeptis
Memory and memories, semua hanya ucap manis
Tragedy and tragedies, waktu putusan telah habis

[Hook - Limbx]
Live another day, got a brand new pain
Wish I was a better man than the yesterday
I remember your face when I go through your driveway
I can't take it back and you don't care 'bout me anyway
Looking at the sky, trying to get by
When the day I die, wonder would you cry?
I remember your touch, late night, we was so tight
Now I'm fucked up and I never gonna be fine

[Verse 2 - Limbx]
Said you love me but you burn the bridge down
But I still wanna see you, we could run around town
All the memories, they be showing up in my dreams
Its' been about a year, you're the only one I'm missing
Haven't heard your voice in so long, hope you're doing well
Know I said I'm numb but this still hurt me like hell
When you said forever, baby was it all lies?
At the end of the day, you just love saying goodbye

[Pre Hook - Limbx]
Now I'm all alone, why you do me like that?
Do me wrong and now you're gone, now I'm really down bad
I'm finna ride on my own, triple digits on the dash
Know we better off alone, now you're part of my past

[Hook - Limbx]
Live another day, got a brand new pain
Wish I was a better man than the yesterday
I remember your face when I go through your driveway
I can't take it back and you don't care 'bout me anyway
Looking at the sky, trying to get by
When the day I die, wonder would you cry?
I remember your touch, late night, we was so tight
Now I'm fucked up and I never gonna be fine

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