"Came from the bottom came from the top, who gives a fuck came from the drop..." - MISFITS

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KUSH STYLES - LIVIN'

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Do For Love Cover

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ClotheS

Superman Freestyle (Bonus Track)

1999 Freestyle (Bonus Track)

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Marvin's Girl

Untitled 90s Mixtape

Soul3 (Instrumental)

Life Boat

a phrase 
composed to close

 the end of a novel 

only i’m surrounded by big dreams 
and complacencies brothels 

every word that i’ve ever said 
has lived and slept in my tonsils

an open book with lost honesty and hypocrisy shackles 

my grandparents were friends 
with cancer 

on the playground they were tackled

lesson one 
you’re only here once 
so be what you want 

and that’s what’s 
ingrained in your 
calcium 




so i’ll enjoy it 
till i pass a
way

probably around 22 or 23

alcohol poisoning 
drugs 
motorcycles

or fame

fuck it
 maybe i’ll live to see some old age

i’ve known my time was borrowed though ever since i was made 

so i might as well create or become one of the lost pages

but i’ll never be a rapper

as my close friend said

he was tripping on coke 
and i was hanging on a couch by his bed

he said

“it won’t work,”
slurred his words

kinda nodded his head

then he said 

maybe a poet you’ll be instead

i’ll never be dishonest and i’ll never undo a needle i’ve threaded 

even if the needle in my arm 
and my head has already said it

this is me
this is finding em
and k west cd’s

this is honesty

in the purest form that it could possibly be

maybe i’ll sing 
produce 
compose 

something that brings joy to me

cause i’d rather die gripping for success 
then living as a failure 
see

and if you haven’t earned it 
then you don’t own it
that’s what the saying i be

so the end

chapter one

hopefully to chapter 23

and i apologize if i say some weird shit
it’s all of these people that died young 
who keep on living in me

kind of torturing me 
like forcing me 
to be

something that they wanted 

before they turned 23

THE END.

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