it's your hand but i won't take it [prod. michael harrison]

(Produced by me.)

falling - falling down to nothing
hearts too pure for suffering, but it does.
constant; hearing things in my sleep
find your way right back to me - in your dreams.

we'll be-

falling

falling down to nothing.

20 Seconds

deadwood until I get torn apart in a paper mill incident

lyrics
(wraith)
I just wanna
figure out a way to die happy
Baby girl I can’t breathe
Can u live without me?
Vomit up the liquor
Head sore while I dry heave
Pop the fucking vessels in my
Neck, unsightly
Mess that I’ve become
I grip with fingers numb
My dear condolences
I think the worst has come

(yungcray)
live my life it’s of this sorrow but it help me cope,
I’ve been contemplating my life whilst smoking in this dope 
and I don’t know if I’ll see tomorrow  I guess I gotta hope 
and I don’t know if ill escape this shit and I just gotta know 

I’m waking up all the time it’s all the same shit
gotta stay up in ur lane cuz I ain’t one to play with 
I got some bruises I got some scars 
I know my way round 
I’m sick of this losing
and I might lose it
how do I win now 

baby girl it’s really hurting me
The way you come into my life
You take my strings out
You tear me apart 
Baby girl it’s really hurting me
I don’t know if I can do this no more

(AVXiD)
and i lied to her
cuz girl i am not ok like i say i am
dont wanna fight with her
i just hit the point of like “ok and”
i just threw this shot back with no hands
i just got a backpack of yellow cans
yellow tape all over my residence
im found dead by the garden plants

dry heave. w/ yungcray + AVXiD (s0ftskelet0ns)

lyrics

imma spike what i’m drinking
i don’t feel none now im high and im lifted
past the ceiling going to the moon
spike what im drinking
i dont feel no way about it, do it
bitch i hate my life too you need a different excuse
i don’t wanna be the one to leave the ends loose
i just copped that tshirt cuz it went well with the shoes
now i got loose threads
now baby im not sure where the mask starts and the truth ends

i been drinking
swear to God that i been drinking
can’t fight this feeling
wanna push my face through the drywall
baby blow my head off
shit look like a firework when you paint the wall
got different colors in this blunt shit look like paintball
the way she grab my tower she look like king kong
imma throw up the next morning i feel like godzilla
don’t fuck with me cuz i got killers
and you too soft like chinchilla
and you think you real but im way realer
i’m leaning like i’m skrilla every time that

imma spike what i’m drinking
i don’t feel nothing now im high and im lifted
past the ceiling going to the moon
spike what im drinking
i dont feel no way about it, do it
bitch i hate my life too you need a different excuse
i don’t wanna be the one to leave the ends loose
i just copped that t shirt cuz it went well with the shoes
now i got loose threads
now baby im not sure where the mask starts and the truth ends

girl you know id be lying if i said i ain’t excited when i call you
but baby what you calling for?
i’m still mad but that don’t mean i ain’t falling for you
girl you way too much
but you mean the world to me
and if i break this off come send the calvary
bet they don’t do much to me, got this big knife inside of my jeans
i’m smoking on autumn leaves
this keef treat me like creatine
be careful with my heart it’s leased
at the end of the day at least imma spike what i’m drinking

i don’t feel nothing now im high and im lifted
past the ceiling going to the moon
spike what im drinking
i dont feel no way about it, do it
bitch i hate my life too you need a different excuse
i don’t wanna be the one to leave the ends loose
i just copped that t shirt cuz it went well with the shoes
now i got loose threads
now baby im not sure where the mask starts and the truth ends

beer before liquor (p. under the maple tree)

prod me

lyrics

see a bunch of couples around me
wondering why they all surround me
i would never lie but they doubt me
so u could just go on without me

i dont think u wanted me anyway
just come back dont run away
hope ur fine with him not me

I DONT NEED U
I FOUND SOMEONE NEW
SHE'S KIND UNLIKE FEW
I KNOW WHO I'll CHOOSE

rip my heart out then say im good
just imagine how much i would love u
if we called, if we talked, if we
all my friends said it was the best idea
even if i fell in love with a queen, uh
to cut u off, i didnt listen, uh
(her)

even if im shy and bad at conversation
imma use this song to convey emotion

i just havent had affection in so long
maybe that's why these feelings are growing so strong
(HER)

I DONT NEED U
I FOUND SOMEONE NEW
SHE'S KIND UNLIKE FEW
I KNOW WHO I'll CHOOSE

i see a soft glim

glim

Prod. me

I ain't know better than this been cold since December
Ice in my veins, feel it shiftin’ my ways, turn a saint to a sinner
Heart in the past so the future looks thinner
Don’t know if it’s love or a wound I must reconsider


Chorus:
Baby I like you but I know you're just as bad for me
Feelin' something real but my past still got a grab on me
You’re the right kind of wrong when my mind ain’t where it has to be
You're a fragile bloom, hidden secrets in your canopy
Caught between your vices, and you stay a casualty
And I’m lost between wanting you and knowing I should leave 
(I think you could never love me, I think you would never want me)
And I wonder if your heart even knows what it needs 
(I think you would always haunt me, I don't know what I need) 
All the love I feel gets tangled up in what it seems

Verse I:
Running from myself but I circle back
Every time I change, I still fall off track
My heart gone black, don't ask my bout my past
Don't put me to the test, tho I could not be mad
Same face, same story, I repeat it
Still chasing after ghosts that won’t stop chasing me repeatingly
Oh all I ask for is a little decency
Why can’t our feelings line up evenly?
Every time it slips right through me easily
Eventually you'll be gone, wonder why people leave
I pause, think of what the reasons be

Chorus:
Baby I like you but I know you're just as bad for me
Feelin' something real but my past still got a grab on me
You’re the right kind of wrong when my mind ain’t where it has to be
You're a fragile bloom, hidden secrets in your canopy
Caught between your vices, and you stay a casualty
And I’m lost between wanting you and knowing I should leave 
(I think you could never love me, I think you would never want me)
And I wonder if your heart even knows what it needs 
(I think you would always haunt me, I don't know what I need) 
All the love I feel gets tangled up in what it seems


Verse II:
I keep on choosing poison (And the poison chooses me) 
Thinking maybe it’ll heal me (But the poison damage me)
Maybe you would change for my sake (But you're never doing so)
But I don't think it gets real, yeah 
Once again I question healing
Why I fall for troubled hearts that leave me barely breathing
Devil what's the deal, yeah?
Told my hearts now made of steel and stone
Now I can't let anybody close
Still I’m checking every second hoping maybe she’ll reach my phone
My fault, my fault, to fall for you x2

Just As Bad For Me

lyrics

Holding myself to the imagery
I’ve been digesting
The things that are killing me
Gotta be willing to
Tear at the circuitry
Maybe I’ll rebuild it better with purpose
I take what I learn and I double it down on the burdens
My mental is shot like it’s splattered on curtains
I feel fucking worthless, I’m hunting me down for the sport
I am not sleeping at 4, fuck it I don’t wanna sleep anymore
I feel it down to my core
3 fucking strikes and no I am not talking a chord

Still according to you
I guess no sentiment’s proof
I take my metal and shoot
I’m aiming straight for the roots
Hell if I’m cutting it through
Then will you swallow it too
I’m feeling bitter and truthfully
I have nothing to lose

Okay
It’s never “okay”
I’m counting my days
I hold til I cave
I waste and decay for you

Thought that I had put enough on my plate but it’s
Only in confidence
I show the cracks in the armor it’s
Never enough for an audience
I have been working my ass off
Still tryna pass off
Like I’m an artist
And everyone’s telling me “it’s just a part of it”
I’m at the end of my wits and I’m nearly restarting it’s
So fucking much to be wanting when
I’m still at my square one
Times up. And my care’s done
I could fix this
With the right tongue
Write well, with the right touch
I don’t miss you
I don’t care none
Throw up with
My hair tucked
“I could fix you”
But you can’t, huh?
Both know
Where we messed up
I don’t hate you
But there’s no love
Feelings just got mixed up

When I get more
I don’t roll dutch
Swisher in my lip tucked
I smoke perfume
Yeah that good stuff
Heaven in my 10 puffs
I make new school
No I’m not stuck
Deadwood, we the next up

curtains (skellington)

nellstyx - wyntergreen{+irby}

pretty sure if i tried to shoot myself it’d jam at this point

Lyrics:

torch what we had
that shit wouldn't last
fuck weed we pack kief for our passes
don't care who you send i'm not paying my taxes
lie me face down or just bury my ashes 
she's canon
i'm fodder
you try to convince me you're an introvert
pronounce what we were in the way of a proverb
hope i don't see you at one of my concerts
fuck water cuz i live on the monster
REPLACE ME AGAIN AND THEN USE ME LIKE CLOCKWORK
gave you a part on my song 
like you earned it
switch up the lyrics to prove that im learning
the cleft in my armor is much too inviting
the way that they gut me i guess that it might be
i think i'm in love with the way that she strikes me
the rupture of organs i'm beautifully dying

i'll blow all my money i got nothing to lose
i cannot vibe when our distance is huge
find somebody else
how the fuck could i ever
i spend all my nights vivid dreaming of you
say what you want i can say i've been used
this mind is my prison this heart is my tomb
if i am to die in a couple of weeks don't you buy me a funeral
save for your food

don't plan for tomorrows 
if i wake that's the plot
if i'm still alive i guess something went wrong
i'm capping at 30
and driving too quickly
if i am to die 
hope i shared all my sauce
wait in the car while i break in the spot
mold growing steady like cream on the crop
i do not know if i'll last thru december
if not fry my drives n release all the sessions

i think i have plot armor (prod. whyke)

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