produced by caves : )

were u being sincere when you calling me
everynight for a few months you were onto me
its getting too much when you leave
why'd you make it so hard just to breathe
i blame it on you but i think it was me
i knew you would go but i thought we would speak
just stay get rid of my fears
the last thing id say is that i love you dear
your head on my bed im holding you near

im nervous another year you look over
you're perfect i need to let go of her
but i cant but i cant wish i could but i cant
but i cant cos i loved her

id kiss on your neck but it brings it my tears
stay right here get rid of my fears
i cant even say your name
no way your happy being mine
touch my neck im getting shivers down my spine
not getting better but i tell everyone im fine
i think that you would be happy when i die
i want it end it all when i see him lie
i wanna hurt him bad if you cry
all i ever had was the sky
now its all bad when you fly
im really not glad your my ally

im nervous another year you look over
you're perfect i need to let go of her
but i cant but i cant wish i could but i cant
but i cant cos i loved her

now your just a name on my phone

nervous

not you w/ hamilton (prod fats’e x noahmadethiss)

produced by sk8miles
completely non profit
lyrics:

shawty hit me with that vac seal
no gorilla grip
she go on to talk dick sand 
and how im pussy whipped 
glad u can agree that u and i
are a perfect fit 
if we talk about the premise, 
u and i, i guess we're caving in 

caving in 
seems that all i do is fuel some version of the pain im in
glad u getting me n what i've learnt from eating pavement
said the monster looking back on everything he did
i need my medicine 

my feet lost the ground 
i am still not found
I'ma hack at this ounce
blow smoke down and make clouds 
my feet lost the ground
i am still not found
I'ma hack at this ounce 
blow smoke down and make clouds 

so we dress up
and we pub crawl
eatin on her ___
'til i get lockjaw
u gotta love me for the way i am
swear the more the that she could hurt me;
only make me more attached 
blowing smoke into a fan
while she's sleeping in my bed around like 2am
i just crack my beer n touch the cieling crush n toss the can 
lucky im all out of barz cus knowing me id take the chance bro

my bad, love u
that's a lot of vodka for someone 5 foot
hard world. pull thru.
no one gives a fuck and that's a hard truth
but you make me feel alright
better at least than most nights 
it's complex the state of my mind
but she just says to shut up 
and get the knife
 

good point, but i have a knife (sk8miles)

can't even help myself (prod. xmichaelwarren)

Disaffection

prod 93feetofsmoke x hottub_johny x rubbish
mix master @93feetofsmoke

lyrics:
Why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

There’s something rlly slimy bout this business
You fuck around, we fuck around 
and get you dealt with
Got ya net worth hanging by ya necklace
Lookin goofy all spookied up on pressed shit

I spell out nothin get results and let that shit speak
I boot up Ableton i’m goin on a kill streak
Roll sum up, go downstairs, I have a 3 piece
Ya’ll need some vitamins 
Ya pigments ain’t look healthy 

Im on google sheets typing in “= sum”
Salt intolerant,
that’s why ya chips amount to none
I do it legally I turn the gas to honeybuns
U scarin’ nothing but a hoe go getcha nose on

Why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

I’m smelling money mr krabs and ur a squid bum
Hit the tele block I send him back to edge or lumb 
I seen everything this boy think that he slick or sum
Nothin to it how I do it are u fuckin dumb?

So much green they think I turned reptilian
I aint twinnin’ with no bargain bin civilians
Y’all too lazy cracking 40’s I’m on Ritalin 
Pack it up and keep it moving y’all keep meddlin, bitch

Why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

whyuthinkugottaholdonme

lyrics:
i put my all into it
all my pride and all my passion
it's all an illusion
i've been altering my mind
i'm fueled by delusion
10 years went and passed me by
i disregard the present
stuck in the passing of time

i've been rolling the dice
i've been staying inside
insecurities died
won't let anyone try
try to ruin my life
try to keep me in line
everyday i've been fried
but i'm finding my peace

blow me up 
can't you let me be
when i'm up
it's all that they see
cut me off
that's all that i need
i can't trust 
anyone for real

10years

nobu prod by ME

MAKE IT SPIN

Darkness Ft. SmooKai

https://open.spotify.com/album/1AUIqZxwIcU6nq1wQVeFFN?si=tqPqLVc9S4aAT6zWH12emA
lyric

just another girl
thats gone tear apart my whole world (my world)
baby talk baby ill stay still (stay still)
never wanna talk baby i want this for real (for real)
i wouldent walk if we could just seal the deal (seal the deal)
i wanna talk but ur not gonna like how i feel how i feel
on the clock if this mf real is it real
this is just how i feel how i feel

she run me right thru
never love me like u
im alone in my room
an im smelln of u
baby im cursed
what about u
alone in my hearse
what about you

fuck help ima shut it down
baby you call me a clown
ill decline your calls from now
why you think im not around

thats gone tear apart my whole world (my world)
baby talk baby ill stay still (stay still)
never wanna talk baby i want this for real (for real)
i wouldent walk if we could just seal the deal (seal the deal)
i wanna talk but ur not gonna like how i feel how i feel
on the clock if this mf real is it real
this is just how i feel how i feel

its ignorant what im saying
my heart is complicated
dont understand on why they hating
do u love me or u fakn

ima waste of space then
sit in out of space then
love you till my days end
will make the pain end

look at me at like that
look at me like that
baby ill be back
baby ill be back

thats gone tear apart my whole world (my world)
baby talk baby ill stay still (stay still)
never wanna talk baby i want this for real (for real)
i wouldent walk if we could just seal the deal (seal the deal)
i wanna talk but ur not gonna like how i feel how i feel
on the clock if this mf real is it real
this is just how i feel how i feel

new girl

LAPTOP PUNK
no label
artist, producer, 2x platinum mix engineer 

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mixing/mastering/prod./features: alecneversad@anxietyattacksmusic.com

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