spread along the wall + casual affairs

2 the side (feat. hamilton) [prod. remghost + internet joe]

i dont need luck though, i dont want it

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been tryna reach into a dark place
pick me all apart jus like an art space
i still feel the point, thats a sharp blade
i feel like i lost the chance to explain anything
exploitation thats a mainstay
i just wanna see it when its time to take it
time n place
you speakin deceit in a dark day
force of the proletariat like a hurricane
weather change thats a cold case
keep on movin in an old way
swear i cant remember yesterday
different place 
how often i dissociate
shelf my life i dont stargaze
used to think that i could make it
if i try and wait
got a healthy dose of life spit in my face
times change
i cant pull it back
nah it doesnt wait
been tryna reach into a dark place
pick me all apart jus like an art space
i still feel the point, thats a sharp blade
i feel like i lost the chance to explain anything
what is me thats a mind game
wish i could think at a slower pace
you would think that we could pave a way
but symmetry nah that doesn't pay
exploitation thats a mainstay
i just wanna see it when its time to take it 
time n place
you speakin deceit in a dark day
force of the proletariat like a hurricane
light years like its cold cave
the dust piles into my fate
at the bottom of a staircase
getting clear that it wont go away
im like g man with a suitcase
watch me vanish into empty space
neuroplastic pain, know its all fake
i feel through a lens that my brain makes

neuroplastic

sample by @shaedelea
https://soundcloud.com/shaedelea/leaves-of-our-time

think about it always
couldn't get me through the next day
trash bags full of paper plates
only see me on some holidays
now i'm here but it feels fake
don't want it now i guess i lost the taste
i cant feel resentment for the things that you still don't say
always tell myself that you can't grieve if you don't know me
feels like showin love is so phony
i dont have a friend, a single soul with me
see em always whine bout feelin lonely
ur friends are blowing up ur fuckin phone but you just don't read
u just want some woe is me
how do i invest into my life if i wanna cut it short
couldn't hold that over your head but it's still getting worse
whats to even say on that day, i
don't think that you'd fess that i'm a stranger
i just say it's complicated hiding under layers
thought i got it figured out cause it made sense to me on paper
im a soothsayer, light another taper
still forewarned bout my bones in a crater
ive been here this whole time
don't care to make em notice nah i dont try
i just do this shit n i dont know why
keep myself as visible here as i am in real life
i hold on to shame i keep it close and i don't know why

stranger

One More feat. brody

I'll hide and find a place to hang my head
stare at the floor inside I tried my best
I wanna stay away but don't think that I can
I keep trying again and again
I'm over it

don't think that I can make this work
biting my tongue with blood on my shirt
I know I have so much more to learn
like how to quit when
all my alternatives are spent
every one that I love has left
wish you saw me for who I am
but I guess that everything is all for forfeit
giving up hurts so much more than
staying away
at least nobody can see me
everything is all for nothing
I just wish I saw it coming
from far away
hold my breath like you're watching

baby does it hurt
knowing youre the worst one
laying in the dirt
say the words of your god
baby give it up
there's no point in crying
say that you're in love
tell me who was lying
trying to hold on
you should just let go
pick yourself up
leave me alone
just give it up

don't think that I can make this work
biting my tongue with blood on my shirt
I know I have so much more to learn
like how to quit when
all my alternatives are spent
every one that I love has left
wish you saw me for who I am
but I guess that everything is all for forfeit
giving up hurts so much more than
staying away
at least nobody can see me
everything is all for nothing
I just wish I saw it coming
from far away
hold my breath like you're watching

How To Quit (feat. Penelope Waters) [prod. BlingBlou]

icannevertellllllllllll

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prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!

LYRICS:
u don't even care
you said you had my back, but you're not there
i don't wanna talk in circles anymore
we can call it off, i'ma let it go

i don't wanna say
i knew everything would end this way
trying not to sound too jaded
leave it all behind and run away

there's nowhere to go
you know it's harder every day
nowhere to go, gets harder all the time
it's getting old, i think i've had enough

u don't even care
you said you had my back, but you're not there
i don't wanna talk in circles anymore
we can call it off, i'ma let it go
half my friends who say they're there for me
aren't there for me at all
i don't wanna talk about it anymore
we're done, you're not involved

i'll be fine all by myself like always
i feel so much better when i'm on my own
that's what i say, i just wanna sound like i'm okay
keep my circle tight, i'm alright, same as always
i can count my friends on one hand, i miss the old days
i stay outside, treat the streets just like hallways
nothing feels right, i've been losing fights all day

u don't even care
you said you had my back, but you're not there
i don't wanna talk in circles anymore
we can call it off, i'ma let it go

we can call it all off, i'ma let it go
we could stay & catch up, i don't want it though
 
half my friends who say they're there for me
aren't there for me at all
i don't wanna talk about it anymore
we're done, you're not involved

we can call it all off, i'ma let it go
we could stay & catch up, i don't want it though
we can call it all off, i'ma let it go
we could stay & catch up, i don't want it though

on streaming <3

u don't even care

top speed in my nissan sentra w/ nico north (prod. sapjer)

prod mix master art by @93feetofsmoke

lyrics:
say oh i know....
hard2letgo....
say oh i know....
hard2letgo....

whatchu playin with that knife for?
make a eyesore
whatchu got those stripes for?
it don't hurt more
dummy on a crash course
thru the dashboard

why they talkin bout me?
they think shit funny
well im bout to get hilarious
he talkin bout me?

im countin n laughin
imma rich as fuck addict
ya'll been smokin on dick

im countin n laughin
imma rich as fuck addict
y'all been smokin on dick

say oh i know.....
hard2letgo....
say oh i know....
hard2letgo....

whatchu playin with that knife for?
make a eyesore
whatchu got those stripes for?
it don't hurt more
dummy on a crash course
thru the dashboard

hard2letgo

shinigami - right now (feat. 9tails)

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no label
artist, producer, 2x platinum mix engineer 

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mixing/mastering/prod./features: alecneversad@anxietyattacksmusic.com

u don't even care

Anxiety Attacks!

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