Super rough draft of a new song. Lemme know what you think!

Put the barrel between my teeth and
Show how unimportant I can be. 
I know you've had some trouble finding sleep
But you've never exhaustion like this.

Staring down mirrors at 3 am
Misanthropic at best while I am
Wide awake and oh so terrified
Trying to cope with your indifference

So pull the trigger and watch me go insane
One more time for the folks watching at home
Gotta give you something to talk about 
When you need the attention that you crave

Staring down mirrors at 3 am
Misanthropic at best while I am
Wide awake and oh so terrified
Trying to cope with your indifference

I was to shy to call you out on your intentions
too shy to call the ambulance, now I'm bleeding out

Your Indifference

Fairy Tales

Tigers Jaw - plane vs tank vs submarine

Anchorism

I spent my summer underneath this weeping willow tree
waiting for its tears to come wash away all my fears

Cause its getting colder and I cant feel you getting closer
and I know that the sun, will burn out with out you here

Wont somebody tell that clock to slow down
Cause its Sunday now and I'm not ready to go home yet

Cause its getting colder and I cant feel you getting closer
and I know that the sun, will burn out with out you here

I know its not fair, the things I put on you, cause of the things that Ive been through
But the winters coming fast just like Sunday nights and I need you here

Cause its getting colder and I cant feel you getting closer
and I know that the sun, will burn out with out you here

Sundays

no more snide comments of doubt or regret that are spoken when my back is turned.
Though I understand why you run to the last person to make you happy 
when you have such bleeding thoughts
but what i dont get is im standing right here waiting, left wondering whats going on
cause im not blind and i can tell that something has gone wrong

why cant you just speak up for yourself, tell me to my face
 Please be honest please be kind
please tell me whats your mind
please be honest please be kind

yea this is new to you but im telling you darling this is new to me too
and you scare me but im not afraid to let it be known
to you and only you
Cause we've both known love before and we've both seen it walk out that door
but I'm looking for a genuine not a replica of
of the way you felt for him

please just remember these 6 things:
1 i love you
2 i miss you
3Im not going to chase you, 
but im not going anywhere
4. your going to see me fight for you harder than anyone has before
5. I will never cause you pain
and lastly 6. if you ever need anything darlin I'm not going anywhere

Please Be Honest

Working Title

I dont know where you've been
I don't know where you're goin'
I dont care, cause right now your here

In my arms is where we begin
In you your arms is where I begin
love is such a funny thing
you've heard it before
we've both worn, we've both those rings
but here we are, strangers in bed
to scared to let go of where we've both been

'Cause we both know just how it ends
9 times out of 10
How it ends 9 times out of 10

I dont care how this ends 
I dont care just where this leads 
Because right now your here with me
Here with me

I love the way you feel when Iput my arms around your waist and you cry because I made you smile
The way that I feel when I look into your eyes, you made me smile. You made me smile
Prove me wrong, please I demand, just prove me wrong and take my hand and I'll die a hppy man.

the hours spent in your bed just watching T.V. and drinkin wine
We talk and laugh and cry and fight
before our lips collide again  and we fall. Oh, we fall.

I dont care how this ends 
I dont care just where this leads 
Because right now your here with me
I dont know just where you've been
I don't know where you're goin'
I dont care, cause right now your here
Here with me
Here with me

The way you look at me, it brings me to my knees
The way you speak to me, it brings me to my knees
The way that you touch me, it brings me to my knees
The way you sing to me, it brings me to my knees

In sweet and reverent prayer... dont go away
It brings me to my knees
In sweet and reverent prayer... dont go away
It brings me to my knees
In sweet and reverent prayer... dont go away
dont go away 
dont go away

Please be my once found out of ten, and prove me wrong




OnceOutOfTen

I still smell you in my t-shirt
and I still taste you on my lips
the fact remains unchanged, I miss you
and this is just my drive home

It never seems to matter all too much
just how long its been
Since I've seen your face or held your hand
no, it dont (matter I wish you were here)
no, it wont (matter I wish you were here)

Can't say how many times its happened
I adjust in bed and you cant be there
you've made it kind of hard to fall asleep
and waking up without you is just not fair

I still smell you on my pillow 
I still hear you in my sleep
the fact remains unchanged, I miss you
and I wish you didn't have to go

It never seems to matter all too much
just how long its been
Since I've seen your face or held your hand
no, it dont (matter I wish you were here)
no, it wont (matter I wish you were here)






Wish You Were Here

So I'm a little late with my Nirvana cover for Kurt's birthday this year but here it is. Come As You Are. It's not perfect, but what can you expect from 3 hours of recording and only and hour of mixing?! Enjoy because I had a lot of fun making this one:)

P.s. It sounds better in headphones

Come As You Are

A cover of Not In Nottingham from the Disney movie Robin Hood.

Not in Nottingham

My name is Phil and I love wiriting. I have a horrible habit of writing, recording and posting a song all in the same day sonot all these songs are in their final form. But I do appreciate everytime you listen to one :D I'll try to get around to recording better versions of them all soon.

If you like what you hear then please follow me on twitter :) twitter.com/philmonier

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