I really trusted u but now i dont, i really dislike u [VENT]

Young girl A

yt mirror: https://youtu.be/ttrb6MuXkok
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3goDvagzaPkq5Jnmd7GUqH?si=uKNT1IyNSd6Pwep13dpuSg
apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/it-shouldve-been-me/1605434465?i=1605434616 
lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1fKlGyOVD2gAPmYzoqIZe9pFEIYswMlV06ZFtUoEkhK4/edit?usp=sharing
instrumental/midi: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1jQmqMR6eaItiMxYG2Mw7iTrZ05IHm80r?usp=sharing

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DAYCORE/NIGHTCORE PROHIBITED

It Should’ve Been Me ft. SOLARIA (SynthV Original Song)

14/01/23

HOPE ft. Tomi AI & Kevin

Date of creation: ‎19 ‎February ‎2023

19/02/23

Apologies And Goodbyes ft. Dong Fang Zhi Zi & Feng Yi

09/04/23

Please Fucking Kill Me (REMASTER) ft. Mo Chen

Date of creation: ‎20 ‎March ‎2023

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I remember in October
my composure needed closure
and words you told me, how they controlled me
the way you lied, what that implied

How long had that been going on?
and the fact you had been relying on
false promises and fake premises
with fake love while looking above and

I trusted those words
and I trust that you heard

my heart breaking and hands shaking
(I stared at that screen the only thing between.)
my heart breaking and body quaking
(I fell right through your lies; it makes me want to cry)

Oh, it's so cruel! I feel a fool...

Every time I came home
After school, I felt a fool
to of trusted
I'm so disgusted because of you
and how I loved you

I wanted to feel; wanted it to be real
But now that's long gone, and I've withdrawn

my heart breaking and hands shaking
(I recall memories; those are my enemies)
cause my heart is breaking and it's gaping
(I felt everything, everything through your lies)

My head is spinning, and my ears keep ringing
(a week in my bed wishing that I was dead)
I feel so blue all because of you
(My heart began to sting because I didn't feel anything!)

I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I-

20/03/24

perfidious-october ft. Kevin & Mo Chen

YT VER.: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sc_JjKrrauo
LYRICS: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1s9CzxnrLVhDargHmr0NxmzL9kXuaX6RDxYhXJN6yAjU/edit?usp=sharing
MP3/INSTRUMENTAL: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1olaUA4z6jES3y9kGeh2fS0wnfQL-fKWn
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/open?id=1A1VBLON1A8S0rHazR2LMJzsVAmuIkzys
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【vflower / Gumi English / Maika】The Monochrome Mentality 【VOCALOID Original Song】

In a bleak, not-so-distant future (or perhaps past?), all of humanity is hooked up to a centralized digital world, practically living in virtual reality. There, large corporations had complete control over what the public was exposed to, and abused its power exactly how you'd think.
Spotlight was one half of a radio and television duo who won the hearts of millions worldwide. The station's philosophy was to keep viewers constantly on their toes, never staying on one topic for too long, always switching from one program to the next.
It was nothing short of totally disorienting for those who couldn't keep up with the rapid pace of the programming.
The ones in charge, of course, knew this, and relished in it. After all, it's not like they could simply take their eyes off it. If they wanted to remain in-the-now, they couldn't take their eyes off the mainstream.
Spotlight's job was to keep focus on the here and now, all while preaching this fake independence shtick to keep the populace under some impression that they're living in a world where they can make their own choices. What of her partner, Blacklight? That's for next time.
Part 1 of a series called "CHANGING CHANNELS."
cover art and story concept by https://twitter.com/mellowk1tty
song by me

Trust No One Except Yourself [Original Instrumental/CHANGING CHANNELS PT. 1]

edit 2024: oh that sure is a song alright 

yt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1i-3qp7APXw

MP3/Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1JuWjZ_o1QmrlcC36Z02rvHHDaYXNlq6T?usp=sharing
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1jGjoMV_FIAQOhHMjJGPvKmFZ2-TI1988/view?usp=sharing
Lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/16EUegjl4hPv6GoS-3HsFJ7g_M-w3zFlZ3GN07tlYMT4/edit?usp=sharing

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t-h-e-r-i-p.deviantart.com (also art)

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【Chika】Finders Keepers【VOCALOID Original Song】

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I really trusted u but now i dont, i really dislike u [VENT]

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