this shit sounds like a metal gear solid mission but i'm having a stroke

life's been tough, that seasonal depression is kicking in, and school is taking up all my free time at the moment. i want to get this next project out as soon as possible but i don't want it to be rushed at the same time, so heres something to hold you all. just something i made, kind of sounding what im feeling like right now. just in the moment kind of thing. you guys deserve it, love you all.

-james

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composition2.

cover art and reproduction by me
original track : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kyWnEha9qaM
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daisuke amaya - freeze draft ❄(! ! BOOGIE FLIP MIX ! !)❄

bro im sick of this 2020 shit let's jus skip to 2021 already [prod. slave]

https://open.spotify.com/track/6RiQxeTiKoaS31vUAVD1je?si=W2cpSgFxTBGG8G_2Is24bw

ugly
written by christopher cortes & nicholas grant
produced by matthew patrick taylor
engineered by zyrom

lyrics

nickg:

[verse]

melancholic dissociation
the moss on my bones decaying
my ribs are an open cage
and a home for a lonely rodent
i roam the unknown with satan
my boys they all know i’m changing
i’m growing still slowly fading
an ocean of hopeless faces
i wade through the water
your only saviour is gone bitch
i am a failure, a bother
i am enslaved and so toxic
but when the rain touches on me
i’m not ashamed of my wrongs
because the whole world is around me
i am the girl that you found inside of your masculine body
i am the blood that runs through you
i am the wind in the trees
and i am the feeling inside when you hear your mothers deceased
i am the man in the woman 
i am the woman in man
i am your strengths and your weaknesses and the car that you crashed
i am the acid you took
and i am the art on the tab
because everything is nothing and that's all that i am

cortez:

[verse]

walk around with these scars on my face
self inflicted with these thoughts
of self doubt melting my aching pace
i trip and tumble as my bone marrow rot
screams of help caught in my throat
spend days sitting in my own self loath
stare at a mirror, smashing glass until i burst
i spit the blood between my teeth
vomit til my flesh no longer hurt and i begin to crease
witness my carcass squirm in the dirt like a worm
and you find me half sunken in the creek

i held your fleeing consciousness inside of my arms
when they took you from me baby all i could think is harm
hide my feelings from people who show no fucking alarm
fuck this pain in my chest i've been spitting up pure black tar
i've been tearing at my skin, and i been ripping my hair
i stopped caring for shit, babe i know it's not even fair
i have trouble loving me so how could i aim that at your self


music video

https://youtu.be/z7MfGCKJQtE

ugly, with nickg (produced by mf zeph)

[lyrics below]

5th track off the album "No Where Station"
prod by @5starcrys

music video:
https://youtu.be/uLy1LpSZSXA

stream on other platforms:
https://auraabnormal.fanlink.tv/nowherestation

lyrics:

Demonic confusion through my timeline
I was formed from bits of hatred
Barricaded room with no sign of a exit
No lights so I can barely see who's in here with me
Television on max volume but it's only static
I keep looking through the peephole, same dark empty hallway
My guardian has deserted me and left not one trace
So I reach limits and finally break
Panic mode on I fully retreat
Put my target on the glass that I break then leap out of
My aura is full of turbulence deflecting me
Finally out of there, sudden death flashbacks
Of a entity dragging my corpse across a solitary dirt path
Days spin around so fast that
I get so paranoid and lost in my head

The worst time of the day
Sun has gone down, and the skies are grey
Dim room that is full of dancing shadows
I see red and it get me so tense
Muffled voices coming through the walls
I'm so paranoid that I'm losing my brain
Might be under a spell for something
That's resulting in me just going insane

Leaking out of my brain
Seeping out of my brain
Info that's in my brain
Is leaking out of my brain
Info leaking out of my brain
Info leaking out of my brain
Info leaking out of my brain
They know where that I stay, my place

Now I see that this area is deserted
And I know it so my head keeps on turning
Now I see that this area is deserted
I'm alone and it feels like I'm haunted

No Where Station

Haunted Area

Haunted Area [prod. 5starcrys] (video in description)

@ericnorth @prodslave
art by rockin' riley

lyrics:
i dont care for fake you got snakes inside of your mouth
drive up to your state and im tearing your party down
used to be a player now i never play around
sucks you had to leave me behind cos look at me now

used to need a friend now all i need is a bag
used to need some help now all these people want my hand
me and slave been workin in the dungeon with no lag
pockets fulla cash and its dirtied up like my rags

i just jumped off of a jet and hit up the road, cuz
the only designer you got you bought with some robux
i dont like talkin to rappers id rather throw up
if you got hands for me pussy then throw them both up

i sleep on the ground like a lizard
and smoke on the gizzard 
im opposite shit to a blizzard
i cut up careers with scissors
im makin incisions
dont fuck with me if you like livin

i am running out of enemies
im finna ball till im 70
vapid amenities
cover your chest till you sedentary
i will live until the end of the world
you cant better me

look at me now ft. eric north (prod. slave)

asexual nicki minaj moodboard (dragged) [prod. SATURNULTRA]

Checks - Is This What You Want?

production by zyrom

mix/mastering by me


NICKG:

face is bleeding colour while I’m laying in the gutter
i be slaying under covers
cops and pussy what’s the difference
you a basic motherfucker
i’m decaying through the shutter
i be raining down on all my grunge encrusted runts and misfits
hunnid spliffs i’m blunted
sip the blood and love to sip it
hauling deep until my lungs are weak
don’t miss your company
i’m better on my own
i know i’m growing into something big
i stumbled through a junkies dream
for months or weeks that wasn’t me
i don’t believe in religion I just believe in myself
and I’m blowing trees in the distance when life ain’t treating me well
but i know the universe is mental i just fuse with instrumentals
i know doing what I’m destined to is key to my health
i won’t stand down in the face of adversity murder verbally
i serve and burn the track with the verses
i thrash unmercifully
nicholas and christopher villainous killing visitors
spitting the shit they wish they could spilling lyrics eternally

CORTEZ:

there ain’t no comparison
everything i write is damaging
endless working anti social
you steady posing for the cameras
i just can’t stand the life you averaging
like all your mentions after classes
i’m gon make sure my debt vanishing
none you motherfuckers managing
scrambling for some recognition
copy cat personality your ignition
after the hallways ended you don’t know what’s happening
keeping in touch, i show no attraction
just subtraction
take my family out this city
put em where the grass is pretty
i don’t care if fuckers never miss me
so tired of being in some groups out of pity
12 fucking years roaming feeling shitty
i never wanna feel like that mess you made
too many times i’ve hated everything
i’ve been slaving for that change
breaking, fighting pain
too many days where i’ve been hoping for some rain
i just need all my thoughts to get washed away
struggle everyday to avoid an early grave
i just need my fucking pay and a second of some grace
i just need a couple minutes with your face

God’s Grace (featuring NICKG) production by zyrom

james gorczyca - rattle rattle [cyon9 edit]

current acct: @aoltherapper

she/they
@crashblossomsclique
press / inquiries: hybridnoisebloom@protonmail.com

RIP chloe zielke
RIP jacob murphy
RIP dayton anderson

bro im sick of this 2020 shit let's jus skip to 2021 already [prod. slave]

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