(Lyrics)

Waiting for something new 
It’s an illusion
I’ve walked around clueless 
For some time 
Just wanting for something new 
Waiting for life to change 
A simpler life to claim
Something that’ll never go to waste 
I can’t wait any longer 
I’m getting older 
And I can’t wait for nothing new 
My life is a ticking clock 
It’ll never stop till now 
Cuz nothing will ever last 
Just my void in the shade of black 

 Written by Valous israfil 
Engineered by Valous israfil

SHADES OF BLACK

Lyrics: 
Breathe
its ok
I cannot breathe
get me away
its a feelin
i cant explain
jus leave me alone
its not just my skin
its all of you

its too much, for me today
i cant help but feel someway again
its too much, for me today
i cant help but feel someway again

I know its
I know its
I know its
I know its

Hard
Hard
Hard
Hard, but get control

Dont sit there and way for it to go away 
use your head
It starts with you
How will you take it in
How will you take again

Dont make it it a cycle
you can get through, but make sure to

Breathe
its ok
I cannot breathe
get me away
its a feelin
i cant explain
jus leave me alone
its not just my skin
its all of you

its too much, for me today
i cant help but feel someway again
its too much, for me today
i cant help but feel someway again

Breathe

What a drug
Living in your skin
I’ve been on a bender
Trying to make you bend 
What a taste 
For an awful sin
I will find surrender 
In my new syringe 

Maybe it’s too cold to come in
Maybe you’re melting in my hands 

What a sting 
An infected sore
I ripped off my bandage 
Just to feel it more
What a waste 
What am I bleeding for
Don’t try to understand it
Cause I’ll still let it pour 

Maybe it’s too cold to come in
Maybe you’re melting in my hands

my new syringe

ver.

case closed 
feeling dead, wanted man 
death aint an option 
it’s often a thought in my head 
it won’t let me pretend it ain’t there
no one to care 
leave em alone in despair 
i know that i’m hollow inside 
can you tell if that i’m even there 

ver. 2

death aint an option 
it’s often a thought in my head 
it won’t let me pretend it ain’t there
no one to care 
leave em alone in despair 
i know that i’m hollow inside 
can you tell if that i’m even there 
i knew when she looked in my eyes 
she could tell my disguise wasn’t there 
she knew that i seen through the lies 
i said that my mind isn’t scared

empty

what the flip

even the snow won't fix things

a title fight cover

when you’re feeling
safe in your skin
maybe we’ll meet 
again
when you’re feeling
down in kingston
maybe we’ll meet
again

safe in your skin - title fight cover

apatheia

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