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[vape hit]

(“The jewel thief? Yeah, I'm the jewel thief!”)

I’m a thief in the night in the walls of your mind
I hate wasting time, and you can’t afford a fine
Broke bitch, any signs of life in here?
No precious stones in sight, my dear

I’m out, catch me dead before you catch me bored
I do what I want with the chorus and chords
Just sitting in my room on the moon making music
A red liminal space for the passing, the muses

("Or perhaps she is simply bored.")
"Acheaugh... ugh."

Make em giggle, groan, gasp, and a little [horny]
Yeah Jules got the bars that weaken whore’s knees
I’m a jester, a fool with a fluid aesthetic
I don’t got a type—Yuta and Yuki could get it

I get dorky with it, I get [coin!] with the [heeey]
Look what’s over there! I’ll steal your bitch and steal your vape
I’m just making noise that my psyche agrees with 
Now look over here—sike bitch, watch this:

~da da da da da da da "Not my bitch and my vape." da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da~

I’m the brain rot queen but I offer tutoring ("She's a dork!")
What that linguist tongue do? Hurt your feelings, king
Art, music, math, science—facets in my gems
I’m really just a fucking nerd who likes to play pretend

What a joke, what a poser, oh a film score composer?
Got a crook at the crime scene, does anyone know her?
It’s dumb but its fun—shits and giggles make you [HUH]
Got a spider in the corner that'll eat your heart for lunch

I'm just being silly—don’t tell me that you’re scared yet
Piggy's on the loose but I’m a vegetarian
Jewels in my eyes and they twinkle for the she/hers
Rocks for the men that buy me gear on Reverb

Himbos call me daddy—now where'd I put my leash?
They’re begging me to peg em by the second time we meet
Green and gold rupees, I’m a thug in Hyrule
Been a weird freak on the keys since high school

"Fucking nerd lmao"

A nympho, a klepto, a classical pianist
Catastrophe magnet—um chat are you seeing this?
I like to play with fire—Just a girl, your honor
I get my hands dirty with the first responders
Catch me if you can, I'm a triple air maniac
Tell me that you love me but I don't say it back
Don't know what I'm doing cause I don't stick to ivory
Aw you think you're safe, lemme switch it to a minor key

("Dun dun dun.")

Don't mind me getting stupid with the midi notes
Quantize all the bitches that are [__]ing on my stereo
I wander into genres—out of pocket, on the spectrum
Just a bitch with bangs and a deviated septum

Might be the dumbest piece of shit you’ve ever heard
What did you expect? Not like other girls, I'm worse
[Ah!] is melodic, tempo supersonic—don’t worry
I’ll get back to keys cause the cringe is astronomic

"This was so fucking stupid lmao"
("Shut up. Sing a song.")

~da da da da~

05.13.24_h!imjulethief.wav

This is more than a demo now. I'm also working on the Spotify portfolio stuff.

09.21.24_fleas.wav

Composed and produced by me using the shitty orchestral plug ins native to Logic Pro. I'm not set on which good ones to invest in yet.

11.04.24_sisyphus?!sissy???(stockstringstill).wav

Eternal

This was made on my phone and I’ve started crying whenever I’ve gone back to redo the vocals but I like it like this too.

“Oh, it’s all love,” says the jury and judge
Damn me to hell
All because I fell—for a girl
What’s that ‘round your neck made of mother of pearl?

Cross in your chest tastes the sins of the flesh
Burns a whole in your heart
It’ll tear you apart
You know I can’t be, it’s who you are

I’m not broken or unspoken
I am who I am
Your intolerance at expense
Is that where you stand?

I’m not crazy yet you’re praying
“God, she needs a man”
Listen closely, you can loathe me
I don’t give a damn

_________\\\
This song is a suuuuper rough demo (vocals done on my phone mic lol), but it’s about how I feel as a queer person in the church. I sampled an especially harsh sermon I found on “the sodomites” and it’s a heavy listen (at least to me). This one hit me in the chest, but I’ll clean it up and finish it one day. I know what it deserves.

02.15.24_IDGADftchurchsermon(RUFFdemo version).mp3

Don't Forget (to Forget Me) - @coaastgxd
Produced by @station666
Engineered, MIxed, and Mastered by Eddy Vocals @ lyrics studio
Photo by @haloblaack

lyrics
Lay me down in a grave all alone,
With the things that I've said and the bones that I broke,
Laying low,
I don't pick up my phone,
I'm coming undone from the hurt I call home,
Lay me down in the dark on my own,
On a bed made of nails and a heart made of stone,
I'll fade away if you let me,
Please don't forget to forget me.

I'm so tired but I can't sleep,
All these nightmares haunting me,
I'm so tired but I can't sleep, 
All these nightmares haunting me

Lay me down in a grave all alone,
With the things that I've said and the bones that I broke,
Laying low,
I don't pick up my phone,
I'm coming undone from the hurt I call home,
Lay me down in the dark on my own,
On a bed made of nails and a heart made of stone,
I'll fade away if you let me,
Please don't forget to forget me.

Don't Forget(to Forget Me)

Don't Forget(to Forget Me) [Prod. Station 666]

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Pray 4OR Ft. Sheff G

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