Everything it feels like, nothing ever feels right
I got this meal with a deal like, your ice isn't real right
M's arching over M's, malicious swerving in a Benz
Jaguar S - Type coupe, writing raw like some skin from a tattoo
I know you show texts to your friends, I really liked you, I'll see you in the end, true
Back at it man

Ay
I've been in the wrong more times than i've been right
Call me when you know that i've been there for you the whole time 
Obviously you know, you didn't have to go 
She ornery on the phone, but she partying at home

Up shining bright like a streetlight, all night
Why sometimes you lie just so you could be right?
I might go take my life, then would you realize?
Its fine, you need some time
This decision doesn't feel right

Your eyes they don't lie, look myself in the mirror, why am I here?
White girl on my mind, Bud light drank like 60 beers
Up all night I face my fears, spaced out in my atmosphere
Polish platinum plaques like their veneers
If you have to ask I hate it here
I shot my shot I'm tactical, I went up and down the rabbit hole
Smoke gas, no mask, in fact she was the baddest hoe, thats radical
Back at it man
Ay
I've been in the wrong more times than i've been right
Call me when you know that i've been there for you the whole time 
Obviously you know, you didn't have to go 
She ornery on the phone, but she partying at home

Up shining bright like a streetlight, all night
Why sometimes you lie just so you could be right?
I might go take my life, then would you realize?
fine, you need some time 
fine, you need some time

I've been in the wrong more times than i've been right
Call me when you know that i've been there for you the whole time 
Obviously you know, you didn't have to go 
She ornery on the phone, but she partying at home
Up shining bright like a streetlight, all night
Why sometimes you lie just so you could be right?
I might go take my life, then would you realize?
fine, you need some time
fine, you need some time

Streetlights (Prod. Jared Dyer)

Whisperer

mess me up

PRODUCED BY JARED DYER 
MIXED BY MATT KEED
TRACKED BY SOUTHMALL

Ice Road Trucker (Prod. Jared Dyer)

Mixed and Mastered by @mixedbyskeed

we back in dis

Hiatus (prod. Jared Dyer)

Childs Play

You cant be with gang (Prod. Lil Glisten)

? (Prod. By Nayz)

The Grim Adventures (Prod. MadeInParis)

Eighteen (Prod. Bryan Ifeliz)

Friday The 13 Millionth (Prod. Lacedpurp)

I don't care (Prod. Logan Dunnwald)

Anti Social (Prod. New Dersey)

(Bridge)
Depression it got me
Anxiety it got me 
All these emotions got me 
I can't get away
I'm stuck in the dark 
With Shade over my heart 
The reaper wants my soul
Imma let death do its part

(Verse 1)
16 and I had nobody with me 
17 and Im alone with people with me 
Since!!!!
I've been growing my devotion is golden 
All my emotions are rolling 
Robitussin in my grocery
Sleeping away the anxiety 
No one sees this side of me  
Plead to death that it writes me a check before I get laid down on my bed 
With blood on my neck and my wrist strapped with my yu Ghi yo deck
Due for a nap I can't take it no more when they laugh 
Took a cab with my gold in my lap
Switch flows in the trap 
Get old and collapse 
I'm broken and sad 
Almost to the edge of smoking a pack 

(Chorus)
Counting up all my Ls and all my Mistakes 
Like Waking through hell with just a switch blade 
O hey 
Apex it will be ok
Turn your cheek to their filthy games 
Alleviate your pain

(Verse 2)
Couldn't help it as the days went on I was just getting bigger 
Wouldn't help it in denial that the weight was a devious trickster 
I looked him in the eye and pulled the trigger
Killed half myself and the other half just got sicker 
Then the voices would bicker 

I had No intent for it to end this way 
I guess I'm in debt with the pain 
Infected my brain 
Strange stains like relish in my jeans 
Collect self esteem 
milly walk with the beam
Apex walked with the Steam
In a nightmare of a wonderland in a dream 
Tryna fight tears insight of what he foresees
Counting light years like times everlasting

(Chorus)
Counting up all my Ls and all my Mistakes 
Like Waking through hell with just a switch blade 
O hey 
Apex it will be ok
Turn your cheek to their filthy games 
Alleviate your pain

(Bridge)
Depression it got me
Anxiety it got me 
All these emotions got me 
I can't get away
I'm stuck in the dark 
With Shade over my heart 
The reaper wants my soul
Imma let death do its part

a kingdom of hearts (prod. flame alkahest)

death (prod. cashmoneyap)

right now (ft. lil raven)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aevMg-OX4N0

paper starz*

In My Manor

Whats Even Worth It? (Prod. Young Taylor)

Coldcase (Prod. Skel)

duh* (prod. johnny green)

let there be light (prod. bleach)

ultra violet (prod. pain)

yada (prod. camglo)

At Night I Play Possum

im on a call of duty waiting 4 u (prod. yasuu)

NEW TO ME (PROD. FLOCKABOI X BEIDLER)

(chorus)
she wanna know my name
and my name ain’t that hard
i speed past nascar
i speed past nascar 
she wanna feel my pain
and she do cause she’s that hard 
broken stars and lone hearts
till we connect our chrome hearts 

(bridge)
do you even know me 
as a human being 

(verse)
alien ship 
alien shit
thought today was the end 
had a razor on my wrist
had a laser on this bitch
thats not my girl so why she rule my world
i couldn’t live with out her
her existence got me tripping 
her aroma kills my aura 
her photos in a vault
oh my God 
we take shots like it’s cod 
wet her box like car wash 
oh my God 
oh my God 
but she isn’t fucking with the distance
so i cant be fucking with these bitches 
and she made me adapt to sickness
cast a spell a hex but she ain’t no witches

(end)
and i can only go through so much at once
so much at once 
u got me fucked

broken hearts make chrome hearts (prod. yunglivi6)

Icky Vicky (feat. Joey Dark)

A LITTLE BIT OF BLOOD MAKES A BIG CLOUD (PROD. SANTOS)

Dolce & Gabbana

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Mixing and Mastering: Matt Keed
Produced By Guala Beatz

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