Bolt Swallower

Graves that I dig, well, aren't that big
5 inches deep, so they fit nicely
While sadness is there
Knowing they didn't experience the world I know
Makes me smile

5 inch graves (that I try to dig)

Sometimes...wait no, all the time, I wish it was me
But I treat them like gods, my gods
I want them to live and enjoy themselves in their short lifespan
Yet sometimes they die

I miss you.

5 Inch Graves

lyrics:

you dont see that ive been trying
contemplating, dying, dying

im chain smoking, my cigarettes
self hate drinking, all i have left

you dont see that ive been trying
contemplating, dying, dying

razor blade bite marks, on my wrist
i hate to think that i exist

you dont see that, ive been trying, ive been trying, ive been trying

FATHER DAEMONEN - im trying ... (prod. X3dV)

Plastic Surgery Disasters/In God We Trust, Inc.

Moon Over Marin

VARIALS - STIGMATA

Chainsaw Dismemberment

Rabid

A music duo ( X3dV  & FATHER DAEMONEN ) immersed in self hate, violence, addiction and mental problems. You’re not alone in your struggle. Everybody struggles.


This account is dedicated as a digital vault of the progress in the production skills from X3dV, and the journey as FATHER finds help thru music. Any song produced by X3dV will be posted here to this account.

FATHER DAEMONEN - im trying ... (prod. X3dV)

Apex Productions

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