cry myself to sleep

Panic Attack

Taking My Time

Beat produced by: https://soundcloud.com/canna8

This Art Of Mine/Nobody

[Prod LethalNeedle]

beat https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tr925f5aAO8&ab_channel=LethalNeedle

damages demo [Prod LethalNeedle]

Que me diría otra vez
De nuevo blindare
Deformes conclusiones falsas

Todo me hará suponer
Finales fatidicos/complicados
Entendí no merezco nada

Diré una palabra será adiós 
hace mucho tiempo te iba mejor
Percibo con frecuencia cosas que no son
No deseo hablar en meses ni en años

Dormidos los extremos de mi boca
Siento yo que si me acerco no aporta 
Requiero renovar constantemente 
Me quedo en lasitud asiduamente 

Escudos de ficción y utilería
revientan mi cordura, sofocan mi alegría
Percibo poco cupo, no hay camino alguno, luce inconcluso, menudo episodio

Se me da muy bien
Apartarme de ti 
No quiero tener ningún recuerdo acerca de mi 
Y si yo en una ocasión sentí desprecio cumpli
Con la meta de la gente que ambiciona salir

Estaré en momentos
Cero fácil sonreír 
Estare incompleto 
Cuando mi alma deje de seguir...me

Respiro y no 
Me llena al cien
Llega con delay
A medio pulmón
En cualquier lugar
Intranquilidad
Termino la paz 
Es el mundo real
 
Disgustos constantes
Los saltó
Provocó
Respondo ciertas situaciones 
Van y me equivoco 

Muero antes de morir
Renazco al día siguiente 
La tierra me cubrió
Lleno todo mi suéter 

Voy a kilómetros 
De casa
Puedo conmigo
Hablo muy enserio
Estoy contigo
Estoy siendo preciso 
Claro es castigo 
No existe el destino 

Porque 
Creo q el boss final
Me lo saltare y ya
Vaya tema serio que tengo con mi inconformidad 
Me preparo en vano pero mi criterio es señal 
No me los tomes a mal seré como los demás

Intencionalmente cantada desde un vasofon0

Beat Tape Blessings

Reefers

Lone//Star - Reefers

Unorthadox Phantom- Hollow Values

https://linktr.ee/unorthadoxphantom

Engineered By- Druzi Baby

Beat Produced By- Ant Beatz

Dreaming of The Sands Within an Hourglass

A hauntingly beautiful track that features a melancholic beat coupled with an airy hook. This track is designed to tap into your deepest emotions and provoke a sense of sadness that you may have been suppressing. However, "Melancholia" doesn't just leave you in a state of melancholy, but instead, it encourages you to face your sadness and combat it. This track is a reminder that there is beauty in darkness and sadness, and sometimes it's through the toughest moments in life that we find our strength. So let "Melancholia" take you on a journey of self-reflection and self-discovery as you confront your emotions and emerge stronger.

Melancholia

“Dumb” Prod. By Anaheim

Never Let Me Down - 9:5:23, 3.58 PM

Every day is a blessing 

I would say that it's not 
I would say that it's not
I maintain that it's not

I always struggle cuz im not a good lyricist
I got lot up on my plate but imma finish it
I know I feel I cant relate but im not feelin it
And I dont try to stay up late but im not tired yet 

My minds too active im inactive, i cant activate it
My seratonin, dopamine, and im infatuated
With all the pain, thats in my veins, they carry generations
Intimidated, made me hate him, now the trauma stayin
These allegations, all complaining, Troy could never take me
'Illuminati on is wrist' this phrase could never make me
Yes Im the snake, I never make a break im always loyal
My blood could boil, im on the bottom, like I lived on aiken
Im sorry im macen, sorry ive taken, every step and precaution
My mind is just racing, always mistaken, everything that im talking
it happened twice, say sorry to all to my friends and family often
Because im just awful, call me AP, stands for awful person 
Everything lawful, till its gets awful, then im off my rocker
I'll flip off the cops, fuck all the odds, nothing else seems to matter
My life is just shattered, all disaster, cuz there is no after
My aftermath is all my family and friends that gather
At my viewing, or my burning, you can put me in an urn, then
Take all my earnings, give em to Adia, this was the last that I made of me
And nothing could matter, everything bad, and nothing could ever improve
Just look at the menu, everything tends to be just fake and pretend too
Oh ill have the steak, no steak is bad for you its bad for your kidney
Oh Ill have the chicken, ill keep the bones in, oh wait its full if hormones, so
I'll have the ham, its always to die for, oh wait its full of red 40
Well ill have the chives and stick to the water, 
but i wont ever survive with the 
Trace amounts of microplastic so ill stick to the classics,
Give me some eggs, they always fantastic, cept for high cholesterol
well maybe the diet coke, or pepsi, fucking shit thats messy
Confirmed carcinogen, maybe ill skip it then, I'll just have me a lil apple
But what bout the pesticide, genetic modified, 
and is it ethically sourced?
Im so fucking tired, is there an end to this fucking rediculous course?
Guess I have no option, always just settling for the best of the worst.
Best of the worst is the is the situation, call it neccessary evil (na cessory evil)
Guess i eat nothing, everything crazy, fuck it I just wont continue
But all the better me says its gets better, everything always rocks
Everything blessed, all a is blessing
and this shit never stop 

but
I would say that it's not 
I would say that it's not
I maintain that it's not
AP maintain that its not

what if a blessing in disguise is just a another reason to die

I don’t know what’s inside me
I do not know if you’re safe beside me
I do not know if time will let me see 
If I’m a demon or a fallen diety

You don’t know what I can do (no)
You don’t know what I’ve gone through 
It’s cool ‘cause I’m in the dark too
But something caused this dark heart to brew

The rage and the hate
that penetrates my brain
Faced r*** called a liar
‘cause it's committed by dames

In fact I faced assault from my own mate
because her mother poured alcohol in my face 
wait-
Let’s take a step back again

Why was I struck for a dumb drinking game
Well her mum she was not happy
When I rejected her she decided I’m in too sober a state

That’s when she poured it all right down my throat,
“Drink the whole bottle on these stairs don’t choke”
She dragged me by hair no she was not slow
& I bet you think I’m lucky just because I’m a bloke 

Paint a picture put this image in your head 
My female friend walks in and sees me in a bed 
Practically not conscious, her mum supporting my head 
17 years old I’m tryna' buckle up my belt 

Of course I somehow got the blame 
Her mother said 'sorry' in shame
Didn’t change the fact that her daughter came
And slapped me across my blacking out face

I’m a man victimised for being a victim
Women r*** men and it’s legal, so I say fuck this system 
Men get assaulted too it’s just something we don’t speak of 
I’m not joking women r*** men and it’s legal how’s that equal?

I get r**** people they laugh and blame it’s fucking evil
Face sexual assault other men ask me why I ain’t gleeful
Men get assaulted too it’s just something they cannot speak of
I’ve been told an ‘erection is consenting’ how’s that legal?
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Written by: Zacharay Milne
Prod: Dark Heart Productions
Mix: Zoch Music
Master: Zoch Music
Album Art (Original): DenUngeHerrHolm
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© Zoch Music © Zacharay Milne

EQUALITY

Equality [Prod. Dark Heart Productions]

SHROOMS! (prod: saint urya)

CHEYANNE

Pittsburgh
23

RIP Cokei 🕊

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